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Hi friends, I know it's been a long time since I wrote anything out here. I have been reading all the posts though. and replying off n on...
well, there isn't much happening. Just trying to stay busy and occupied.
Had a delay in my periods this month by about 6 days, so I had thought this was it... was too chicken to do a HPT in case it wasn't true.. but AF did visit. After which I went to see my doc, and she put me on Siphene (clomid-but milder)and Ironnom. But sadly, the siphene gave me a killer migraine for 3 days. :) So now doc said to hold on for 2 months, with no extra medication, just glucophage, folic acid and ironnom.. But she wants to go for an IUI in March..
To be very honest, I don't know, what I'm feeling. I think somewhere in my mind I'm just blocking the feelings. I'm not low or depressed (yet) but I just feel tired (I guess) I try to stay positive by thinking/ reading positive stuff..
Like I read this great article of Cyrus Merchant (coloumist for times of India, writes a coloumn called Heartfelt for Bombay times) and I thought of all of us, and felt it ought to be shared.

Much love,
- Sunshine

A Wish For You

For those, only for those who have earnestly waited, earnestly prayed and gracefully suffered, a miracle wrapped up in a minute is waiting to unfold. All it will take is for you to do just one thing. If you are only going to read me and not do that one thing, read no further. For in the presence of a prayer, I lead you to your Life-turning key, now. It is this: Let God.

Let God. I don't have adequate space but I am telling you that if all the struggling has you still in the same place, you need to Let God do it. Whatever it is, hand the whole thing over to Him.

Surrender in totality and don't fool God; if you mean it, only then do it. Whatever it is (and it can be better still your whole Life) tell Him to work on. He will. And He will do it perfectly, not a stitch on your soul visible after He is done. This is the easy part. Because you have put it all in God's Hand.

The difficult part: accepting what He places back in yours. God will give only when you are ready to receive His way. Trust not just in God's Will, but also God's Timing. His Wisdom has seasons for our lives. He sends today's blessings to tide over today's burden and you are busy forecasting tomorrow. If you are not happy where you are at, you are unlikely to be happy when you reach.

Pray more, struggle less. With prayer you invade the impossible and bring the power of God into a situation that is burdening you. God can change things supernaturally. Be right and His might is covenant-bound to sort it out. You still haven’t understood Divinity and the exquisite beauty of their workings for you.

Being my prophet Zarathushtra's son what I have come to know for sure is that it is the lack of spirituality that is the source of all unhappiness. It is only your yesteryear deeds and your present blindness that ruin you; but God's Grace still sends a person or peace to lift you. And the blindness persists because you don’t have the head to figure His Heart out. Just allow that Kingdom to do things their way never mind if they defy our sense, and they will do it so accurately that in time you'll be awe-struck at the way your Life has turned out.

Don't dissect, dwell. God sees ahead; that's why things happen to us now.

The Biblical blind boy was given vision by Jesus through mud and spit and all the men of rule wanted to know was how it could be intellectually possible: the boy answered: \";I was blind, God made me see, that is enough\";.

If you really want to be happy and if you really want your most loved one to be happy, let God choose how the happiness should be.

Reasoning will only steal your joy; don't insist on all the ducks being in a row. Re-read please the first sentence of this column again. Then, Trust. His ways are not our ways but they are perfect ways.

So my New Year wish for you is hold on till He sends you your blessing and when He does, hold on! It's all anointed and anew now, act afresh from this auspicious evening on. With my lifelong favourite four words (\";God you be happy\";) turn up each day for this great gift called Life, just turn up for Life and my promise, Life will turn Up for you.

pari replied. i love you...
bharathi replied. hi sunshine,

i completey understand u'r feelings and i'am going through same. I have decided this month let whatever happen i'am not going to think about baby and break my head on something which is not in my hand. But today i was again thinking. But i will try my level best to forget about TTC. That is killing me.
So i suggest u to forget about everything start a new from today forget about TTC, go out enjoy life be happy with u'r husband.
One or the other day i'am sure GOD will bless us also. But we have to wait:(

bharathi
Rupa replied. Hello there,

Havent see any mails from u for some time. i hope u r fine. Dont worry dear everything happens for a reason. When things are meant to go rite it will and no one can stop it so just relax and pray.

God will not turn his face on us and will definitely bless us.

Regards

RUps