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What's something that seemed innocent when you were a child, but now that you're an adult it's actually inappropriate or creepy? Samay replied. Sorry for the annonymity, but I have no choice. And this is might be disturbing for many readers, please bear with me. My answer contain sexual content to some extent. When I was a kid, I used to visit at a cousin's house, much older than me. They have no kids, some medical issues were there. Cousin's wife used to treat me as her own kid, it was till 11?12. Now the creepy thing was, which was quite normal for me at that age, she used to wash me, used to took me on her lap, feed me. Now the main reason why I am annonymus for this answer, that while she used to took care of me, I generally used to be nude around her. I don't remember since when it started, but till 11?12 years of age it was quite normal. My parents were also knew about it. Now many of you might freak out, but she did many times breastfeed me. Yeah. That was the most embarrassing part of it. Now I often thought how inappropriate it was. This cousin's wife was in her late 20 that time, and I used to lay down on her lap, sometimes in nude and suck her nipple. She never did it forcefully or anything sexual with me. I must say as far as I remember, she used to treat me as her own kid. It stopped when I was like 12. I remember, that day after lunch, I was sleeping nude besides her, which I often used to do in summer. Her hands was around my lower abdomen and touching my Pvt parts, it was quite common for me that time. Suddenly she murmured ?what is this??. And felt my erected willy. I told it's my willy, innocently with laugh. But she maintained a silence. I felt awkward but now I understand why she was silent. She quickly removed her hand. Before this I was turning my back towards her, now I turn towards her, wrapped my hands around her neck and wrapped one of my leg around her belly, asked her to rubb my back. She initially denied, which I felt strange as she often used to do so. After asking few more times, she did rubbed my back. After a while she calmly told me, now you are grown up, so you should not roam nude around me. I didn't understand why she was saying that. Anyway after that incident, it almost stopped and now I understand how creepy was that But I believe neither my not her intention was bad.