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Name: Annonomous

Hi,

I had posted here a few days back. Wanted to share the rest of my story and ask ur advice. I am ttc but do not have a good relationship with my husband as he has very high male ego and envies me for everything in which i feel happy. He has physically abused me a few times. Just for the sake of the society and my family i am with him hiding the facts from others. Why i want to conceive is only to get rid of my lonliness and a depression that i feel i have got into. I hope u girls will understand. But i feel i will be doing an injustice to the little one even if i conceive.

I have already been on medication like clomid for quite some time and was quite positive for the results this time. It is my CD18 and i feel very upset and am not sure if i really want a baby. It is a delimma for me. It was just yesterday when my husband hit me very hard on my face for no significant reason and i cud do nothing. I do not want to lose my self-esteem buthave no other option as i am very far from all my dear ones. its 4 yrs of my marriage now and i think its a pretty good time for 2 people to understand each other. Please help me decide if i shd go for a child or not?

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