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Hey all, I need a little venting here at the same time need more support and interactive.
Long story short, We are TTC since Oct with 50 mg clomid, didn't worked so upped the dosage to 100mg and concevied on my 2nd round of 100mg but ended up in an early miscarrige. That was so devasting for me as i am in a toal shock and dipressed for a whole month or 2. i am trying to come our of that state, but i have a friend who got pregnant at the same time i miscarried and when ever i see her, my heart is happy looking at her pregnant tummy and at the same time i feel very very dipressed as i missed that enjoyment.
My husband is the prefect one in the world who supports me and he would get upset if i cries before him, so i need to vent out as i dont want to hurt my darling husband. the only thing we are lacking is a kid in our life, with the kid both of our lives will be a picture perfect.
Anyway, after miscarraige i tried clomid 100 mg for 3 cycles but on my 3rd cycle i did not ven ovulated but had the white discharge through the entire time, i also got EWCM for the first time but did not ovulated, so i got my AF by forcing with meds. Now me and my doctor agreed to try Femera/Letrozole next month. I am taking this month off to take a break and in the mean time i am checking all my harmone levels one more time just in case.
I am sorry for this long post, but i really need some one in the same situation to talk to and supportive.
I forgot to tell you, my RE checked my husband and he is totally perfect. so one good thing to make us happy. I feel very happy looking at my husbands face and sad at the same time as i am not giving him the kid. I need to stop now, as the talk about my Darling husband never ends. Sunshine replied. Hi Pace,

We are all in the same boat/ My doc tells me that PCOD is becoming as common as sneezing. I always say one thing. Trust God, He knows what he is doing. And what He is going is testing us all and making us realize our strengths. It's upto us to be strong and smile no matter what is tossed our way. That way God knows that His little angels couldn't be in better hands and He blesses us by sending us one (or more) of those angels, who will make this world a better place.
I hope u find peace and happiness. Be cool, do different stuff, but please please don't get depressed and loose hope.
Cheers!
Love always,
Sunshine Karishma replied. Hi,

As anu said, dont let depression rule over you. And moreover dont get depressed in front of your husband as this will make him to concentrate less in his work.

So try venting your feelings in front of us. U know that we are all ttc and have come to this board to find solace.

So feel free to talk to us.

We are all there for you, and who knows one day u will get off this board and we can catch you in the duedate board.


Think this way, the fact that miscarriage occured in ur life, it means that you can conceive and that you have no problem. I also had an early miscarriage before knowing the fact that i was pregnant. I have started to think that way that definitely i will conceive. Might b if i wud have conceived at the time of miscarriage, the baby wud not be formed perfectly. So am waiting for the right time and i know its not tooo far!!!

Pls. dont be depressed. Things will definitely work wonders for u!!

All the best for everything in life. Passing lots of baby dust to u!!! May the Good Lord bless you will all that you want!!!!

Luv,

Karishma Anu replied. hi pace

dont worry dear...we r all here to hold u.first of all...dont get depressed...by this time atleast u shld realize that u and ur husband r ELIGIBLE for a baby..see some in this TTC not even know wahts going wrong inside us and dont know which medication will make us eligible...but for u ....U somehow found that clomid50mg to 100mg worked ..is that amazing!! feel happy for that..thank god for that..and dont worry abt ovulation/Femera/Letrozole everything will go fine .dont go sad instead.if ur miscarraige comes to ur mind often, u shld think above what i have told u..and you are pakka perfect to have a baby soon.and dont get depressed and make ur hubby sad.if u want to pour it out ..well we r all here to catch u...so be good and be cheerful.take care. luv Anu