Name: Sunshine
Hi girls...
I was just going through all of our messages to each other... And I learned something... We are in a similar circle all around... Like u Pari, even in my family everyone thinks I'm great, very happy cheerful all the time etc.., but deep-down inside, I'm empty. Reminds me of that some, tum itna jo muskura rahe, kya gam hai jisko chupa rahe ho... We are all personnifications of that song.When I got my period this time, I just sobbed and sobbed till I could cry no more, it shocked my mil & dh, they think I'm strong enough to live with it...
But all I can say is, God is there, for sure, I know I have seen HIM, I have seen HIM in my mom's eyes, when she has been low and desperate, and lonely, but holding on. I have seen HIM in my husbands eyes when he knew that I was infertile. I saw HIM in my father-in-law..who has been my father since the day i met him, 2 years after my own father died...
I see HIM everyday in you girls.. And I know that HE's with each of us and will see us through.
In the Geeta, there are a few lines, sukh-dukh jisko sam-sada, jape niranter mohi, weh mere param priya, satya kahoon main tohi, santhoshi nishidin sada, mere par vishwaas, aise bhakton ka rahon, hey arjun, main das...
in these words, Lord tells Arjun, that those who in happiness and sorrow, take my name, are dear to me, those who are always happy with what they have, and trust me completely, for such people, I am always their slave.
These words comfort me, and I know that I have to keep trusting God, coz HE knows what's right, good and correct.
Pari, I cannot even begin to imagine the pain that u live with day in and day out... knowing u'r parent is slipping away before your eyes. I wish with all my heart that at least before your Mom goes, she can hear from you that she will be a grand-mother... I will pray for her and pray that God gives you strength.
Rupa, loosing people that u love is painful it's like someone has ripped u'r heart from your body... or shoved a dagger into your gut... But u have to know, that death is not a full stop... its a comma, for the soul of those departed to rest, and review their life's lesson, and move on to come back on earth to learn more... Living is a perpetual school... where out teachers, experience, truth, life, religion, love etc, guide us and teach us things new & old.
God loves us... He always did and always will.
I know that. You should know it too, and remember it, no matter how hard it gets to do that...
Much love,
Sunshine
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