Name: Latha
Dear Simti,
I didn't come online for couple of days so, I didn't see your message.
I am so sorry to hear what you are going thru now Honey. I can relate to that very much. I have to agree with Sunshine and lot of other friends too. Whatever you do PLEASE NEVER LOSE FAITH IN GOD. GOD IS THE ONE AND ONLY HOPE, not doctors. Please don't ever believe in evil spirts. God's power and love is much more mightier than anything else in the Universe. Smiti, God is our father. How can he ever allow his child (us)to suffer or be affected by evil spirit.
I know honey, it's very hard to believe in God or in anything now...I too had 2 miscarriages and we've been trying for more than 2 years now without any success. Even though I was a very bitter and depressed person during that time, I believe only God helped me get thru all the sufferings. God helped to find this site and meet wonderful girls who are always supportive. God blessed me with amazing parents, wonderful husband.
I would like to tell you a story Simti-
The only survivor of a shipwreck washed up on a small, uninhabited island. He prayed feverishly
for God to rescue him. Every day he scanned the horizon for help, but none seemed working.
Exhausted, he eventually managed to build a little hut all by himself out of driftwood to protect him from the sun, wind and cold and to store his few possessions.
But then one day after scavenging for food, he arrived to his home only to find his little hut in fire and the smoke rolling up to the sky.
The worst had happened; everything was lost.
He was stung with grief and anger. \";God, how could you do this to me! you ruined the only survival hope I had\"; he cried.
Early the next day, however, he was awakened by the sound of a ship that was approaching the island. It had come to rescue him!!!! \";How did you know I was here?\"; asked the weary man of his rescuers. They replied \";WE SAW YOUR SMOKE SIGNAL\";.
Just when things look bleakest,
hang in there a little while longer.
The next time your little hut is burning to the ground, it just may be a smoke signal that summons the Grace of God.
Simti, don't loose hope. Please count the blessings God showered on you. I do that everyday. I make sure that I think of atleast 3 things I am grateful of. Anything in the world I am grateful of small as food or even spice which makes my food delicious or as big as my parents and husband. We are all here for to give you support...write to us whenver you want.
Lots of Love and Prayers,
Latha.