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pari...where r u.
hoping that ur not just depressed and sitting and crying.write to me as soon as possible over here.
want to talk to u here.
dont disappear like this.
i know life is full of ups and downs. right now its the down tide.....but tides always change!!!
i really want u to try sensibly and c if things work out.
my best wishes and prayers are always with u.
have u read my previous msg?
even im not in too good shape.
but that has reason righto?
im just waiting for things to change....when probably i can come back to my normal self.
if people see me even my own mother ... i look very happy and in control to them. thats because i put that face...I never knew i was such a good actor:)staying alone ..noone can really see what im going thru.
i wished my hubby would come in march end or start april.
but a big NO !!
he yesterday night told me he is coming in mid april...so as it normally goes im not expecting him before end apr or may.
and yesterday morning only i visited the doc!!!
and asked him to delay my periods in hope that if he come by Starting april i can take advantage of my end april cycle......now i feel waht a fool im even to hope it
the doc gave me hormonal tabs to be taken 2 a day( normally its taken 1 a day)for 3 days .....so that now i get the periods....so taht he can manipulate as i asked him
but yeasterdat i heavily vomited, im feeling sick...my body is aching....hands r tremling.
im feeling so angry
im torturing my body.
god i donno when all this is going to end
bye pari
u take care
sorry for writting all this
i am feeling very miserable...so just wanted to vent
sonia
u do write quick to me

Priyanka replied. what you are experiencing seem to be side effects of the harmonal balance medication..

Insulin is the culprit and it's also impossible for your body to balance other hormones (estrogen, progesterone and testosterone among them) until your insulin metabolism is balanced first.

Long periods of starvation are bad for the body and insulin levels fluctuations cause hormonal imbalances ..

Try to eat every 4 hours

Talk to your doctor about this
Priyanka
pari replied. hey, sonia!! im ok now. how r u?
please dont do that! dont try to manipulate the periods. dont torture urself like this. it will be ok...dont worry...and its good that u think its ok to freeze the sperms. so next time u wont have to wait at all. and frankly speaking, i surely believe u wont need that. u will succeed this time only!!
im ok. i read ur earlier message yesterday..but i was so upset...i couldnt see the screen thru my tears so i didnt reply at tat time. dont worry sonia, ur wait is about to end...just a few months more...
u can vent ur emotions whenever u want...whenever i feel terribly upset, i think of u and this board. ive also started writing my diary. in it i write whatever i feel. that relieves me a bit!

have ample rest. u surely want to be in good shape when ur hubby is home..
hey have u used this clear blue test? i checked the walgreens site. is it single time use or it has refills. i mean, i may not be ovulating the first time i test it...so will i have to buy a new one after every test? il get an OPK for my next cycle. this time im planning to try the suggestion u gave earlier as we are going on vacation this month end so hubby believes we should use OPK after returning. and what is USG? u mentioned it in ur earlier mail...
dont worry bout me. im ok. its just it was a big disappointment this time. i was pretty sure i will get my menses..but then when 4 days passed....
leave it!
ok then, take care..
love u lots,
pari. sonia replied. Pari forgot to say that doc told me that now we will freeze the sperm samples 3to 4. so next time we dont have to wait like this.
i think ya if it doesnt work out this time i will do it....i cant keep just waiting like this
Im also thinking abt veena
she too hasnot replied.
she had done IUI ....i hope she is alright