Planning a Baby  Discussion Forum

Dear Sonia,

Just saw your message about Fibroids. Please don't worry. Everything will work out fine. Check with the doctor if it needs to be removed. Unless you are having severe symptoms there is nothing to worry. You will definetely have a baby soon.

My situation is very similar to you (i'm a taurean as well). I have had everything that I yearned for till now except the baby. My sil is pregnant with her second baby. Luckily she is in another State. She keeps inviting us to her place and I have been giving excuses. My husband wants to visit her but I explained to him that I'm in no mood to be talking about her pregnancy. I feel like a bad person but my mind is getting very corrupted. she is same age as me. Once I told her that we went shopping and she said she has no time for shopping as she is busy with her kid and she's tired and all that. I ended up crying as this was on the day we found out I was not pregnant and my husband look me out to divert my mind. I love her first child and want her to have a healthy baby but sometimes I get upset why not it is me? Sorry about my cribings. Take care of your health and good luck to you.

Love,
Veena sonia replied. Dear Veena , thank u for ur best wishes and wish u the same too.Sooner or later we all will have our babies. but the time we r waiting is awful.My fibroid is not giving me any troubles,i iwll ask the doc what has to be done when i visit him next time.But im afraid why things r growing like this in my uterus. infact i never had any problem whatsoevere with my periods or any thing.
Veena i understand how it is when a relative is pregnant and u r not. i have told before also that my friends pregnancies never made me react the way im reacing now i.e. my sil news left me completely broken.I try to reason out logically but no use. last 3 months have been a nightmare, where i dont remember a single day that i have not cried.
yesterday i even went to a astrologer. normally i dont got to them.he said that my period upto 2008 is not going to be so good.im afraid now.Till few years back i was very lucky getting all that i wished for but not nothing seems to work.
You know last night i dreamt of getting pregnant, then went for u/s where the doc tells me that the babys heart is hardly beatinf. and in 2 days time the baby die and i have to go fro d/c. may be its just inner fear of mind that surfaced in a dream. i know its not correct to write all this over here.but just wanted to share.
but still veena im trying to keep positive now. i gained lot of courage frm anumitas (she is pregnant frm her ivf cycle)success. i really wish good luck thru out her pregnancy. That gave me a lot of hope.
veena dont worry everything will be alright for u too. and dont be sorry abt the cribings. i think we r here because here there r other friends who understand us . other people might feel disgusted with our behavior since they may fail to know how it is. but here all in the same boat and we know exactly how it is.
ok veena bye for now. wishing ur dreams come true .
love
sonia