Planning a Baby  Discussion Forum

hi sonia, u know wot?? i really feel great now!! bcoz i know i have u as a friend...even before i could check the messages on this board, u replied to the message meant for me. im not angry with anyone; i dont trust god that's my faith...i dont go on telling others that they should not trust god; why should people tell me wot i should do, least of all someone who doesnt know anything about it and goes on replying to messages without reading the previous ones that a person has posted..like she advised u to show to doc!!!
and no dear, the comments that she made did not hurt me...i m already too hurt to be able to feel any more...but i m glad u r there!!
sonia, u know, when u have kids, and i have kids, if ever, and when they grow up, and we get old enough to welcome our son in laws and daughter in laws...i would still like to be in touch with u...
u remember the first msg. that i posted on this board? i mentioned tat i cannot discuss my problem with my friends as they will pity me...as they wont understand...only this feeling could come from her...so i dont blame her...
i posted my message on this board to gain some friends...but u know...roses always come with thorns...
love,
pari. sonia replied. Dear Pari,
Hope u r doing fine. Its really great for me too to get u as a friend .

Pari u have said in this msg when i have kids and used the words if ever.Also in one of ur previos msg u had written about adoption. i dont know why u said such thing, but try to keep positive attitude. is there any other medical problem which im not aware of? I m sure one day very soon u will have a baby of ur own flesh and blood. Look at the positive side that u had managed to conceive. u doont have any infertility problems. ithink that if u conceived once u will definately conceive again.

look at me pari, i have so many problems. the polyp PCOD and the sperm count. even the diagnosis is very confusing. im yet not able to get a clear picture of what the actual problem is. initially i was told only slight PCod which can be easily cured .i had thought its nothing serious. but now its really becoming serious as to we probably have to go for ICSI. ( probably u r not even familiar with the terms that im using). Anyways the gist is to tell that im still positive to have my own baby.

So pari please dont lose hope. u WILL have a bundle of joy which will be ur home production.

Today i saw my SIl sonography report.Its very tiny little thing. they heard the babys heartbeats.Im happy that everythig is fine with her.

i want to see my own tiny baby in sonography.
but u know i have to wait. this again is a irony of my life. this waiting never seems to end. i have to wait till my husband comes back. and then he stays for around 3-4 months. if the doc goofs again the available time is gone and again i have to wait for next yr.

sometimes i feel so helpless.

Anyway pari u said ur a housewife whta u do to kill time?
bye and all teh best.
love
sonia