Name: Rakhi
Things are slightly improving at my end and I am back to my old routine playing with kids, feeding them, cooking for them doing everything. … Few of my inner doubts, mysteries have been unfolded … and now I do have firm belief that time is the best cure
Now I look and feel (most importantly) my husband with different angle and prospective nonetheless his attitude has also changed
As I told you earlier I was not myself for quite some time and my husband noticed the same and asked me why I seem so perturbed and abnormal … I have never lied to him so far and would like to continue the tradition …I told him everything like I saw ex but I did not talk everything … he seemed unhappy and did not communicate to me for few hours …..but he trusted me which is the best part of our relationship….he trusts me completely
To be precise that incident has proven good to me. I no linger miss and crib for my ex… he is a history to me and I really do not want to meet or see him in this life. But there is a solid logic behind it …one of our common friends came to my office and for the first time I enquired about my ex as I desperately wanted answers to my questions…. he told me that my ex is happy with his life, earning good and has been happily married have kids … so he is well settled in his life and I should also do the same…
I have decided my priorities in life and have taken a pledge to pay full attention to my husband and kids only (emotionally and mentally too) who are responsible for what I am today and have always provided me with unconditional love ….
To conclude I think now I have fallen in love with my husband and everything associated to him …
Thank you all for the much required suggestions, care and attention above all (special thanks to bracelet and S )
Regards,
Rakhi