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Name: SAD

Thanks saheli, I understand the things which you have said but I ndont know what is holding me.Everyday when I get up in the morning I decide that it should not be like another day but as soon as the day progresses it turns to be the same.My husband is a doctor with long working hours,though he tries to be with us whatever time is available with him,Iam a housewife,I used to work earlier before my son was born but I had to give up my job as I had to look after him all alone.My inlaws tried every possible way to get my pregnancy terminated by torturing me mentally everyday.By grace of god I was working then so I was less time at home and thus I could give birth to my son.My MIL passes dirty remarks,plays politics instigating my SIL and her husband(my husbands brother)>we are absolutely not in talking terms but my MIL leaves no opportunity in creating more differences so that there should be a major fight.She would change her behaviour completely infront of my husband.If I do a part time job she would start throwing tantrums ,Mein naukar nahin hoon that I should stay alone at home while you people are out.She never bothered to look after my son even for couple of minutes.My SIL is working and she behaves as if she is queen Elizabeth and Iam her daasi.She commands and her voice is dreadful,her husband is equally horrible,they do lots of poojas excluding us but always offer us some prasad with a scornful face.When they do not call us for those poojas then why offer all these prasads?? no answer and that too with a very bad face.Their children are another bullies either they cut wires coming to our room and many such cheap thrills.From where do I gather strength to make myself and my son strong.

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