Hi everyone.... I didn't know whether tell you all or not. But I just really needed to share this. I just want all of you take very good care. I pray this never happens to any of you. Till a week and a half back i was a regular (rather not very regular, I just didn't feel like it and now I know why) at this board... but 15th oct changed everything.

I was at the hospital for my regular check up at 36 weeeks. On checking nad rechecking through USG my doctor told me that my baby was no more. He couldn't explain how it happened. I was shocked out my mind. I thought - Does he know what he is saying?
But it was what had happened. It was very unexpected. During my previous check-up everything was as gfine as it cud be.
The following 4 days were really traumatic. The doctors were trying to induce pain but I just weren't getting them. They didn't want to go in for a c-section keeping in mind my chances of pregnancy in future. They were all very caring and supportive. Finally my baby came out on the 19th. It was then that we saw that the umbilical cord had tightened around his neck twice. I saw him lying there peacefully. My beautiful child. Left us for the heavens above. I cudn't bring out the courage to hold him. He looked just like his father.
The doctors said what happened was just like a road accident. Such things happen very rarely.
The only sign I cud say i had got was less of movements. But everyone told me that it was due to less of space. And since fluid had filled up inside the baby flaoted around and I mistook them for movements.
We were told that incase in such a situation where the baby has loss of oxygen even for sometime and if he wud have survived there were high chances of the baby having cerebral palsy or any other disorder. So maybe taking our baby away was a way of God to save us and our child Jaya replied. Dear Deep,
I pray to god that it does'nt happen to anybody on this earth and moreover you are my relative and today also I was thinking about you .I can always remember your always smiling face.I can't tell you how I am feeling but life has to carry on.May god give you all the strength to carry on with life.I pray to god that you are blessed with a beautiful child very soon.I am trying to get the courage to talk to mami.
God bless you
Jaya
Ritu replied. Oh Deep, This is such a sad news. I couldn't hold my tears when I read the subject of your message.I am so shocked. May God give you the strength to bear this loss. As you said this is God's way of saving you and your baby from distress.

Don't really know what to say. But I am sure it wont be long before you will have a beautiful healthy baby in your arms.

May God bless you.

Take Care,

Love
Ritu