Hi,

I miscarried few days back. This was going to be my first child. I am so depressed and I don't know
if I did something wrong. I am feeling so bad that I may have been responsible for losing the baby. I don't know what to do, where to go. Above that I had two D&C's becuase doctor left something in uterus after first D&C. I am feeling so weak. I am sharing this with you all because there is no one here to share. I am missing my family badly.

I have my babies pictures & i can't forget the hearbeat of my baby.

sweety replied. Dear Rita,

Thank you for your support.
I am really trying to forget everything.
I know it's not in our hands.

I already send papers to my parents.
Please keep me & Annu in your prayers.

Thank u again for your timely support.

Wish you healthy pregnancy.
Take Care
Sweety annu replied. Dear sweety,

pls. accept my heartfelt condolences. i can fathom, what u r going thru.

Even I had joined this club in March and then just discontinued as my pregnancy test was false positive. I was also very devastated. My hubby kept saying atleast we had hope for 10 days and could atleast feel the eternal bliss of parenthood, though false.

I went into major depression and it took me a week to come out of it. I know ur pain is much more than mine, as i had nothing much to lose.

But, now i feel it was a god sent wish that i should not be pregnant at this hour. My dad was ill during that week, and he passed away some days later. Now i feel if i was carrying then, i might have lost my baby in that grief.

As they say, Everything happens for the best.

Now i am a bit ok, but off and on, i go back the same old thought, and i keep thinking if all would have been fine, i would have been more than 2 months pregnant.

IF WISHES WERE HORSES.................

Anyways, I only pray to God that he gives u and ur family, courage to bear this hour of grief.

lots of luv,

annu Rita replied. Hi Sweety!
Very sorry to hear the sad news. It is a very tough time for you and your family.

Please don't feel guilty for what happened. It is not your fault.

If is is feasible, why don't you ask your parents/mom to visit you? Just a suggestion. It is a difficult time to be alone.

Take care of your health. Wish you a speedy recovery.

Rita