hi

i dont know what to say.. but 13thfeb was the worst day of my life. as i reached my due date and did not get pains, got admitted on 12th feb as the doc suggested pain inducement.i was given castor oil that night.next day morn they started to induce pains. i went into labour pain around 12 noon. the baby was quite closely monitored too.however as pains began rising the baby was not coming out and around 3.45 pm on 13th feb the heart rate fell feeble.i was immediately rushed for a c section. as soon as the doc gave me anasthesia i felt i died, my bp shot up, i could not breathe properly too.i went into deep slumber.my son was born at 4.25 pm but to just know that it would never open it's eyes in this world.it had 3 chords around the neck so tight that it was like a knot.it barely survived for 1/2 hr.i was not told about this until the next day . i was told it has been taken to another hospital as it requires intensive care.the worst part is they did not show me my baby as they were unsure how i would react. this was my first baby.it was already buried before i could know.

i pray god no one should ever go thru what i have ever..... vidya replied. can u send me u'r email id..i need to talk to u..i lost my baby too...i know its the most terrible thing..
vidya Shannu replied. Dear RAdhika,
My condolences. I am deeply hurt to hear about your baby. As U say, I too pray that no mother ever should go thru this stage.... I hope that Ur health is fine. I know that U must B in a real bad state of mind. Do try to B strong. Lets hope that things will B fine soon and U will have a baby real soon. I pray to Almighty that he gives U strength to go thru this stage. Do keep messaging when U feel like. We R all here to hear U and pray for U. With lots of Love
Shannu