Hello Radha again,
Just like that I wanted to check, if you have any other posts and I was shocked to read about all. You have such wonderful friends here. Don't let yourself go into depression. some ppl including the docs are not as strong. Talk about your feelings. try to be happy with your two little ones. They also need their mommy. I know somethings...we don't know why they happen, but you are very strong. My sis also lost her baby at 9 months inside her. Still birth. Baby boy was so handsome. She also did nt shed any tear. I know this will always be there in life. Whatever you are going thru, you have full right. Just talk it out and thank u for the wishes. God bless you.

Hi Babyonmind,

You are more than welcome to my happy wishes for you. I'm always happy to hear when someone is expecting. I have no idea what it is like to actively 'try' for a baby as all three of my darlings were surprises. It must be so stressful to wait to see if you're pregnant. Days must pass like weeks!! I don't know if I would have the strength to put myself in that position but I am praying every day that we have another little surprise in store for us in the future. There is honestly nothing more rewarding or frustrating than being a parent. There are so many ups and downs that I occasionally wonder if I should be taking anti-nausea tablets (ha ha) but its always an exciting challenge.

I want to thank you for your kinds words regarding my daughters death and I'd like to pass on my own to your sister through you if possible. I won't pretend that my life has suddenly become horrible, definately not, I have two other fantastic children and the potential for many more. I have a boy and a girl which is all anyone can really hope for. It has been hard though, we can know how our baby died but we can never know why. Some days I find myself SO angry that we had the excitement of knowing we'd have a baby, the thrill of going into labour and then to discover she had died. It seems so cruel. So very cruel.

I personally think Ishani was a very special child. It might be a bit of fantasy but I feel like she was sent to us for a reason. Sometimes I think I know why and other times I dont think I'll ever work out the riddle. But deep deep down I am sure she was very special. Just the same as the baby you lost was special, what have you learned from your loss?

I learned that life need not be perfect to find a piece of perfection for yourself. I have learned to be more appreciative of my son and daughter. And I know I value my husband more than ever before. I think this has strengthened my family, tragically so but still stronger. I am sure if you look deep inside you'll have gained a lot from your loss... But it is still to much of a price to pay.

Hi Radha,
Thanks so much, it makes me feel better. I haven't tested yet. I will let you know. i am kind of scared. how are you doing?

Many blessing. I hope that you will discover that you are pregnant. You have my sincerest wishes for a safe, happy pregnancy and a trouble free delivery