Mahi,

Its been more than 18 months i saw this site.First of all,i am sooooo sorry about your loss.I was in your position 2 years back,so i can understand what you are going thru..i also gave birth to my son who was born still on july 17th' 2007 at 35 weeks. My health was perfect whole 35 weeks not even a single complication. My doctor was surprised to see me in that situation.They couldnot find a reason why i had still birth. He was our first child and first grand kid in our family. From July 2007 till August 2008, we didnot talk to any of our friends other than parents..we maintained distance(not sure why but that time we couldnot talk to anyone). We didnot want to share our sorrows with them. But time will heal you.You guys need to support each other.

But i can say now,we have a beautiful daughter who is 16 months now.Each day is a blessing for us. One day you will be pregnant again and have a beautiful baby in your arms.

Again you need to support your husband, they usually don' t express their feelings. We stay in US and we didnot have any support that time other than friends. After our child loss, we waited for 4 months and planned again and got pregnant in dec 2007 since, i didnot want to wait more.Because i didnot have any complications in the pregnancy, doctor said to start us planning after 6 months if you are mentally prepared. So my suggestion is don' t get depressed, do something to occupy your mind(which won' t stop thinking about your loss).I started to go to my work again after 2 months..everyone at work were so supportive but whenever i see people asking about my baby, i used to cry..its normal.Whenever you see your friends having babies or celebrating their kids birthdays, you will remember your daughter and its common.

Don' t think you have done wrong or why did happened to you only..it happens for so many people.But we don' t know why this happens but it happens, be brave and strong and support your husband also.

LESSONS FROM GOD What happens to a Baby´ s Soul after Abortion or Miscarriage

(Please think about this then read the following)

One fine morning at home, I was chanting mantras when Sai Baba appeared and said ´ ´ Amarjit, come with me" , we reappeared in a Temple with my wife also sitting next to me in the temple Hall.
Baba looked at us and said ´ ´ I have brought someone to meet you´ ´

I said, " Baba ´ who have you brought´ ´
Baba said ´ ´ Look meet your other daughter´ ´

I was totally confused ´ ´ Baba you are mistaken we have a daughter we do not have another, ´ ´

´ ´ AHA,! said Baba ´ ´ She is your other daughter, do you not, remember the trauma your wife suffered during miscarriage 15 years ago?"
I replied, " Baba, why have you brought her to see us´ ´

I saw this girl standing next to us tall and very serene as if she had been touched by the hand of GOD!.

Baba said ´ ´ Amarjit, When the mother has a miscarriage or Abortion it is not automatic that the child´ s soul ascends, If the mother is constantly immersed in prayers then God intervenes and send Angels to take the Baby soul to Heaven/appropriate place, if not in prayers -- then the Baby soul can be trapped in Limbo, becoming a BHOOT/Spirit , and normally attaches itself to it´ s mother where it is home!
From the mothers body the Baby soul may cause untold Trauma to its Mother/father and all around. Many times the Soul has no idea that its body/temple has died! The soul watches everything the parents do and interferes with their emotions. Amarjit, this is why its important to immerse in God prayers always.
Amarjit, God has acknowledged your prayers & Devotion & intervened to take your baby soul Home!" .

Baba then took hold of our daughters hand and the gates of Heaven opened and he disappeared with the Angels.
Its only when the Hand of God touches us we realise there is more to life then what we perceive.

We should open our senses and allow our Inner Godhead to awaken.

Baba says " I am God, You too are God but you fail to recognise this!

OM SAI RAM Amarjit

With Miscarriage and Abortions invariably the baby soul stays within the mothers Womb where it was conceived as it is home to it.
The mother has no idea why she has gone into depression after miscarriage or abortion. She has no idea it could be the Traumatic Soul stuck to her.
From the womb the Baby Soul then may choose to cause a lot of suffering to her host/ ie Mom and people around. If the baby Soul becomes possessive of the Mother then it will invariably become very jealous and act accordingly with the people attached to MOM!

With an Abortion / Miscarriage while it may be argued that the foetus has no soul in it in the early stages, it was shown to me by Baba that the foetus can be classified as a Phantom Living organism of the Mother similar to ´ The Phantom Limb´ .

So Aborting the foetus is similar to that of having a trauma when you loose part of your body, say the Limb , Kidney etc. The very fact of removing this living organism causes Untold trauma especially in the Mother.
Our body is the temple of God ´ Do not defile your Temple´ .

Being born as a woman conceiving Wow, Men find it hard to understand why their women behave strangely.
Think about this - for approx 9 months the Mother has 2 soul within her body hers and the baby´ s.
The baby´ s mind can also influence the mother during this period!

Case Study :
My first teaching from Baba happened at a friend´ s house.
We were praying and suddenly I saw inside his mothers womb a baby soul due to an old miscarriage some 40 years previously.
I asked his Mother to ask God to release this soul to Heaven.
She became nasty and I was asked to leave immediately!
Nowadays I have to be very careful how I word myself.
Case Study
I was praying with a woman who had gone into depression and ill health when suddenly Sai Baba showed me in her womb was a dark energy. I spoke to this energy and it manifested to 2 Aborted souls which the mother had over 9 years!.
The souls were jealous of each other and fighting each other inside her womb giving her health and emotional problems within her family. Baba took the souls away after we prayed for their release their Karma to be forgiven . The lady since has changed for the better.

Case Study
Another lady suffering from Emotional problems had darkness attached to her breast.
When I spoke to this darkness it turned out to be an aborted baby soul which was sucking her mothers breast for milk , energetically and draining Mom of all her energies.
A SPIRIT HAS LIMITLESS Energy
Baba then took away this soul as well. She has changed for the better since with Gods Grace.

If the women dies with the soul still stuck with her then this becomes a Karmic issue. If say the women is reborn as a man or a woman in the next life this trauma still follows the person reincarnated. We have seen sometimes the energy becomes absorbed into a Karma Issue or in some cases the Soul waits for the rebirth of the soul it was attached to and as soon as it reincarnates it attaches itself to this Soul , the new body may not be a women it could be a man.
This Karma can be released thru mantras, prayer deep devotion to God or Sadhanas like Vortex , or the Grace of your Guru.
Amarjit





To keep our self free of Spirits and Bhoots it is essential to pray and or meditate.
The spirits do NOT like when we go into silence or prayers.
I remember some years ago after an overseas visit to Nairobi I was praying in my room , when suddenly I could see thru the walls of the House at that particular time, I saw floating along the other room and down the hall way and coming straight to me a being which was like a jelly fish but denser, it floated up to me and then tried to enter me, I felt the skin on my hands burning and then I heard this being Screaming for it was burnt too, by the Power of prayers . it ran away screaming .
The prayers I had been chanting had saved me

mahi, Thank u fr u´ r support. my blessings to u´ r daughter.