Mensoon is an ayuvedic abortion pill isnt it? Assuming your health is good and the baby' s growth and development is fine I don' t think abortion is necessary. I think qrs is right when she says you will find lots of support from women in similar situations if you post in an expectant parent forum. And truthfully, it shocks me that you' d ask your question here when we' ve all lost children through miscarriage, stillbirth or otherwise. It just seems rather insensitive and I wonder if you' re concerns for your child after a failed attempt at self induced abortion might not garner as much sympathy as you might like or need. All the best during your pregnancy, I am sure you' ll have a lovely baby in your arms and you will see your worries were not needed. Just enjoy this lovely time.