Name: Tweetie R

These days are pretty hectic...now it is 5:30 in the morning and I am typing this mail...I hardly get time...so please don't misunderstand that I didn't reply earlier...Vidya, Santhosh is doing pretty good with my in-laws though they are at time grouchy about having to take care the whole day...they don't say it directly but make me feel guilty about working...

hubby brings him to my work place, which is inside a Albertsons store...so I get to feed him then...also my boss is understanding and allows me to take breaks if there aren't many customers...so I run back home feed baby and come back. The thing I don't like about it is the unpredictable schedule....it is atleast 20 hrs a week and it could be spread as 2-3 full days :( which makes it kinda tough...but we are getting used to it...since I am the newest employee...it seems to be a unsaid rule that I get the crappy schedule. Talk to me about depression...I went thro that last weekend...I was kind of mad at hubby...guess it just happens being a mom...but I don't regret taking up this part time job, because like other mentioned I was going thro this sever phase of no self worth, confidence etc...so needed to boost my morale...
As vidya mentioned exercisng would help..to have a better fresher outlook...so would meeting friends and others...sometimes I get so frustrated not meeting anyone!
Reena I sincerely pray that Rishu's eating/allergy/throwing up/sleeping situations would get better...you seriously deserve a pleasant break. Hope our prayers come true for you. I don't seem to have much suggestions for you...so I'll pray things get brighter for you.
komal glad that u are enjoying to the fullest...yeah this stage is so sweet...I was telling hubby that my parents should have come at this stage rather than when he was a newborn with no activities.
usha, I remember u well and have been wondering why u r silent in the feb board mails...now I understand...all moms and babies are doing fine...soing thro similar phases as Jan babies. I am glad u have started interacting thro this board. love to Nihu.
I want to write much more to everyone but feeling sleeepy...have a full day to work today! so let me crawl back to bed...I happily put baby near daddy and escaped out!

Love 2 y'all.

Ruby

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