Hi Deep,
How r u feeling now? Hope u r taking good care of your health.I read in your m'g that u r from chandigarh....which part? i had stayed there for a long time. My due date is fast approaching & depression's hitting me really hard these days, neways i'm trying to be as normal as i can possibly be.
Do keep in touch...it feels a lil relieving to be able to share my pain w'h someone, otherwise i normally don't talk to ne1 bout all this, it just hurts even more.
U take good care of yourself & you r always in my thoughts & my prayers.
Deep replied. It was so heart warmimg to hear from you. I'm so glad you're close to your due date. Don't worry everything will be just fine. God is not that harsh. My prayers are with you.

I'm back with my husband now, that's in a small place called Bharatpur in Rajasthan. He's a doctor in the Army.

I am trying to take care of mysself. I don't do much around the house yet. Just basic cooking.

Healthwise I feel ok. No problems as such.

You can talk to me anytime you wish. If we having faced similar experiences can't be there for each other then who can. You know there are moments when I want to say so much about my baby but can't find anyone to say it to. If I say too much to my husband he gets sad and worries about me. And I don't want to burden anyone else with my grief. My husband tells me to not think about it but I just can't help it. I think of it almoist all the time. But we shouldn't let these feelings take over our minds. Now that you have your baby with you negative thoughts are the last thing that should cross your mind.
Just take care of yourself. Watch out for any change. Call your doctor even if you feel the slightest reduction in the movements of the baby.
What is your due date??
If you wanna share at any other time you can mail me at dkburmi(@)hotmail(.)com

Take Good care of yourself

LOve-Deep