Dear all

THank you for all your replies. To be very honest, some of your replies were hard to read...but they made sense.
Pls. don't misunderstand me..... I was just venting. I needed to get it out of my system as I could not handle it anymore and keeping it inside me was harming my little one. That's why I posted.
I sincerly hope that I did not upset anyone of you. I hope I have not burned my bridges with you.
I needed some support at this weak moment and I turned to you. Thank you for your replies. I do feel better.
Pritam sel replied. Hi Pritam, Our group has been more of a care and support to all of us and we are not here to judge you. Cheer up! I am sure once you have your little girl in your hands all your misgivings would fly away and you will fall in love with her.
- Selvi mansi replied.
Pritam,

Good to hear that you are feeling better. I am sorry if I hurt u but its just I felt very bad after reading your post. You know one of our relative recently had a baby after 20 years of marriage and I have seen how she silently suffered before when she see kids in every family around her. Now with her own little one in her arms and the brightness on her face I feel we are all very lucky that we didnt have to go through so many years of pain & prayers to be blessed in such a way.

Lets all thank god for what he gave us than blaming him for what he did not. Pls try to be happy for your baby and for your family. Have a happy & safe pregnancy.

~ mansi