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You might want to follow up to this topic!?! 2011 Name: Aszure Country: U.S.A. Comment: Hey Everyone it's me Aszure, i've been reading comments that i posted like a long time ago, i was really sad, and skinny, anyhow i'm not like that anymore i'm at a healthy weight and i exercise all the time i'm, i guess, alittle O.C.D with that but it's way better then being bulimic, i'm 15 now i was 11 when i started talking to people on this site so i have no idea if the people i talked to still comment on this page but if you do i think about you offten and it would be nice to talk to you again, i've had eating problems off and on for the last 5 years i've been a cutter and i still think about it but i dont do that to myself anymore, i'm still sad offten but thats no reason to waste a perfectly good life. I'm 5'1 and about 108lbs i'm a gymnast so i have alot of mucle to me, anyhow just wanted to say hey again and i'm around if people need someone to talk to, peace out, much love, Aszure. Name: himamaster Country: India Comment: cve5Xy himamaster hi Name: angel Country: India Comment: i need help llosing wieght im 11 and i wiegh 150pounds Name: to isabella Country: U.S.A. Comment: I would say no more than 135 lbs. Name: Isabella Country: Spain Comment: how much should a 14 year old girl about 5'3 weigh? ^please answer this! gracias(: Name: People Country: U.S.A. Comment: I go back and look at all the comments I put here in the past. All of what I said WAS true. Thank god I got help. Name: JEMMA Country: Other Comment: I LOVE FOOD Name: lew Country: Italy Comment: Abbey: you don't have to have a boyfriend by seventh grade. I don't know who told you that or what gave you that idea, but most people don't date until college! Sure, it may look fun to date and go out with a million guys, but it's really not important. Honestly, the girls who go out with tons of boys are thought poorly of and the girls who don't date at all have a lot of respect. And if you relax and just have fun (the responsible way), you will find plenty of friends. Don't stress- there's really no need. Name: Cass Country: Guam Comment: hey sad - good to see you remember me. :) i'm doing ok. cutting is still the way i vent. i just can fall into any more bad habits! haha. i kno it's wrong and that God doesn't want me to do it - but it realy hard to stop. ah. lol. you kno, sad, *sigh* life goes on. um. yeah i still feel fat. although i've been sick recently and not able to keep anything down....and everyone things i'm bulimic or something. oy. it's crazy. haha but i've tried to loss some more weight - i'm not skinny. even though my my friends and family say i am....ah. lol. i guess that's just how this works right? well yeah, i'll send up a pray for you all now. take care and i'll try to stop by every once and a while. i'm full time at college so yeah, life is crazy. cass :D Name: Abbey Country: U.S.A. Comment: Im 11 and going into middle school next year. Im worried nobody will like me exsept for my old friends [whos dads are in the navy so they frequently get transfered form state to state]. I think every body will go against me and i wont have a boyfriend by 7th grade. Any ideas i fit in walks with my dog when ever i can. Help? Name: sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: Wow, you weigh...not a lot! You're pretty underweight. Don't be afraid of eating; you need to. Name: ashley Country: India Comment: hi, i am 16 years old, 103 pounds, 5'4 im not sure if something is wrong with me because if i ever get over 105 ponds i simply wont eat, i always am thinking of food and worrying about it, i feel like i should weigh less...opinions>? Name: sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: Hey Cass, I know how hard it is to stop cutting. I did it for years before deciding one night to listen to music instead. And slowly that became the replacing habit. I still struggle with my e.d. too, but not as much. Even on an ok food day, I think about it.It's still kinda hard to accept that being skinny isn't in my genes. But I could be thin, even though skinny is what I strived for. Thin is still good. Name: Cassdiving rocks Country: Fiji Comment: Hi you all. Long time no chat, eh? Remember me, the stupid girl who was on here like two years ago. Yeah. That was me, Cassandra, yeah or however you wanna refer to me. Oy, I hope you all are doing okay. I think about you often......let's see, i'm no longer anorexic, but trust me, I think about it all the time. Currently I struggle with cutting, BUT I'm working on stopping. I'm now in college (wooohoooo!!!) and really enjoy everything. Any updates from you all? Miss yah! God bless. Love always, Cass Name: People Country: U.S.A. Comment: I been okay now, I am soo happy now. It is all over for me now thanks for such good friends, and I couldnt have made it without them <3 They may be adults and me 14, but hey you know. I am fine thanks to them, no thoughts of starving or self harm :) Name: mizz_behave Country: Australia Comment: look i have to say that i am so freaking thing that i have pplz comin up to me on the street and aking if i have a eating disorder...I DONT i9 am just so freakin naturally thin Name: Angel Country: Australia Comment: do'nt worry about it. Don't strave your body needs engery Name: sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: *sigh* no offense, but this isn't a weight loss chatroom. I'm getting anoyed with all these ppl who come on here to ask how they lose all their weight. Name: steph Country: United Kingdom Comment: oops i think i whent a bit wrong there wen i said that i was 48 pounds! I am 6 stone 3 and i could really do with some help Name: steph Country: United Kingdom Comment: hi i just wanted to ask 4 ur advice coz i' 19 and i am 5ft2" and i weigh 48 pounds. I have been told that i need help but i am scared of what will happen next. I don't have breakfast, skip lunch and barely eat dinner and just want to be the size i'm happy with, can anyone help?!!! Name: chicken goose Country: India Comment: hi Name: lied to Country: Australia Comment: my friends and family tell me that i look fine and that im not fat, but they are all liars. I am so unsatisfied with my weight. I see pictures of myself and want to cry. I cant make myself throw up, ive tried and I cant not eat because I have no self discipline.. i try to do the healthy working out thing, but im not losing weight. Im 139 lbs and im 5'3/5'4... im tired of being lied to. dont you hate that! P.s. im sorry you guys feel fat, but you are so skinny.. look at me! my numbers are HUGE compared to yours! Name: laura Country: U.S.A. Comment: yall need to exercise instead of throw up Name: sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: I always regret when I continued to try to throw up when I failed the first few three times. DON'T ever start. your body will get used to it and the urge will get stronger. so will the urge to eat a lot. I've been doing good with it lately but it's a long road. it's only been 3 years. Name: yongis Country: U.S.A. Comment: when i look at myself i look at big fat blob their are times when i think of stiking my finger in my mouth and throwing up evry hting that i have aten but im scare to becom like my sis Name: asia 15 years old always keke bird Country: U.S.A. Comment: being fat doesnt mean you have to be skinny just as long as your happy of who you are and dont worry about competing with all the other girls just be you and no body eles cuase no one can smile act or look as beatiful as they wont to look! Name: tameishey11 years old down with christ Country: U.S.A. Comment: the girl thats name says i am obiese you aren you have to put a effort in not eating so much or have self controlo know i am not telling you to starve yourself but be proud stand tall and be bold if your getting teased about it you just put them people in a catagory of a hater ttyl stay strong and keep your head up and i am 11 years old Name: sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: living with an eating disorder is miserable. i just feel so worthless and hopeless... i do NOT advise ANY person to restrict or purge AT ALL. it makes you feel horrible... awful... guilty..... and "afraid"... not to mention the voices... Name: people Country: U.S.A. Comment: dang in that case i dont blame you maby i do have O.D.D what ever the reason. i think i do i have to cool it b/c i am starte=ing to hate to many people but i quickly forgive most except the school counslers, mom, this girl named britt, a few teachers someone named... im not even going on but maby you are right, not like i can help it though. Name: sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: i detect a little O.D.D. there. but anyhow; i never started to lose because of the media, or anything like that...my family...used to call me fat, and tell me to stop eating...and say i eat all the time. they nicknamed me Hoover when i was barely a year old!..but my family is all C.E.D.! Name: people Country: U.S.A. Comment: meh my mom dont care enough to send me to a special school i see what ya mean all of a sudden im begining to look at my self and goin am i gaining weight? bu i know that sounds lame but w/e i guess. i have to go see that freakin counsler tommarow not for that for my anger, hate, depression. im gettin violant now not on purpose though it just happens. Name: sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: oh.....i'm already in a school for girls with emotional disorders...but they don't help you there, so i'll be leaving soon. every year i get transfered somewhere else.....and they always seem to worsen my eating disorder.....well, depression and e.d.s go hand in hand... Name: people Country: U.S.A. Comment: yeah and the other day i was actulally gonna kill myself but my friend told that freakin counsler and yeah i see what you mean my mom blames me for all the prioblums in the family and how i should be ashamed to have a alcholic father and how its my fault of everything... so now im gonna have to go in some counsling b/c of the almost suicide and lets just put it this way i cant wait till i move out never never is he gonna hear from me again Name: sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: especially when they blame you for ALL the problems...as if i could just "start eating normally tomorrow" and stop looking sad in public with her because it doesn't 'look' "normal." my...'mother'. Name: to sad from people Country: U.S.A. Comment: yeah it stinks haveing siblings and bad parents Name: people to sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: mine too she loves my brother and i hate him and admites to having him but says nothing of haveing a daughter. im the broken child of the world. Name: sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: mine is embarrassed of me..... Name: people to sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: so you dont like your mom eighther? what i tell myself is, i am going to move out as soon as i turn about 21 that way i can get on a plane and move away and never talk or hear from her again. i am VERY suicidal and does she care?... no not even a little, she wouldnt i can never talk to her ever i never told her anything and never will. people tell me to try to talk to her but no its not like that no one can ever fix me and get me to like her the hate id to deep. Name: sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: If it was any similiar, I'd think you were my twin. Name: people to sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: so... your story is my story? Name: sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: it's as if you just read a book about my "life" so far too. Name: people to sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: i am 14 and my mom doesnt give a crap about me and the threating issues i have i would hate to say it but i hate my mom and i am so stressed i passed out at the dance and thank god for the health teacher who got me out of there i have panic attacks and i have anger managment so freakin bad i acctually cut myself... i have sever depression so i am suicidal and my "mom" doesnt care tallk about dinial shes the one who freakin told me eating disorder people were selfish i know better now how can i belive a word she says people tell me to talk to my mom and tell her how i feel no its not like that i cant stand her!!!And i have add so bad i cant pay attenchon to my fav movie or show even when people talk to me,i cant listen. i dont have ocd, but i do want to die and that is a risk and i want to stop b 4 i compleat suicide... i am inching closer Name: sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: I was diagnosed with: A.D.D. at 10, Severe Depression at 13, O.C.D. at 15 or 16, almost diagnosed with Asbergers Syndrome and Schizoid at one time or another, and I too have a crapload of not really anger, but frusteration, from the A.D.D. It just turns into like, thrashing anger. AND I have yet to be diagnosed with something else every 2 months. AND I've had an eating disorder for 2 and a half years. So many medications just screwed up everything, too. Name: people to sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: oh really, i was diagnosed with A.D.D depression, and have a case of sever anger management and as a side affect of deppression or anxiety i have panic attacks. were you diagnosed with it i am not tryin to be rude or nothing its just some people think they do but were never diagnosed like i was. Name: sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: oh. i have all that and more. Name: people Country: U.S.A. Comment: i guess i know what you mean its like im not all there eighther. oh well i guess im just as not knowing what the heak im doing eighther suffering from anger managemen, deppression and add. Name: sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: 1), it's not a brain disorder. 2), I DID SAY IT HAD TO DO WITH OUR MINDS. but it's not a brain disorder. i don't know where you got that from. it is the way we see things that's DISTORTED-not wrong, or not there-, like i said in one of my previous posts. we can't be selfish because we don't even see what the hell we're doing. i know this now because i'm closer to recovery. so you can't blame us for having it since it takes control of us. NOT the other way around. Name: people to shenia and all Country: U.S.A. Comment: thanx Y DIDNT ANY ONE TELL ME IT WAS A BRAIN DISORDER I WOULD HAVE SHUT UP!! i didnt know all they saw was fat i thought they did it for good looks Name: 2 people and all from shenia Country: U.S.A. Comment: hmmmmmmm people you see, i know what you mean and i used to think that also so i know where you are comeing from and you all didnt need to yell at people eighther. you see people, they who have eating disorders do not see how thin they are getting. all they see is fat. it is a brain disorder what ever is sticking out on them is fat... not really it is how they see it. we see correctally, maby people were jealouse of their good looks and called thyem fat so they went on a diet that was unneeded... now that i dont agree with but they ushually have a brain disorder so they see things that are not there. see what i mean i respect your courage people you were only standing up for whats right! i bett some day you may be president of the u.s.a youd be a great one :) Name: people Country: U.S.A. Comment: my friend promised me she would never go on one of those and she did so there for i am not friends with her. Name: BannanaShannana Country: U.S.A. Comment: Ok ''people'' just because your friend has an eating disorder does not mean you should stop being friends with her! What is the matter with you!?You should be helping your friends instead of being a selfish person REETARD!DO YOU HER ME!?YOU ARE MEAN AND YOU ARE JUST STUPID TO THIN PEOPLE WITH EATIN DISORDERS ARE SELFISH!WELL, YOU CAN JUST SHOVE IT UP YOUR FURRY BUTT!!!!! Name: sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: that retort just justifies my points-which are the facts. and let me tell you something smartass; my aunt has an eating order and she's definetly not thin-she's very overweight. so how do you know whether we ARE fat or not-oh, you still haven't found a brain! my bad. Name: people Country: U.S.A. Comment: you mean a long walk off a short peer? mhmmmmm well i am smart i know better than to starve to death you all aren't fat, my friend has a eating disorder i just found out and so i am not her friend anymore. Name: Luise Country: Italy Comment: I agree with sad, like i said there is more to it then starving yourself and food! Robin and people, i'de like to see you two walk in my shoes and see the pain i endure with my eating disorder! I do NOT AGREE WITH PEOPLE!!! So Robin and ''people'', you can just go take a short walk off a long pier! Name: sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: Eating Disorders aren't about food. They're about control. And God bless you on your hunt for a brain! Name: robin Country: U.S.A. Comment: i agree with people.. sorry... Name: people Country: U.S.A. Comment: oh yeah? well maby you eating disorder people should move to another country like africa where people would die to have that food and see what real hunger is like they have to eat bugs to survive.i mean you have all this wonderful food in front of you and you refuse to eat it? Name: Chick_ Country: U.S.A. Comment: I need seriouse help..... I am a thirteen old girl, almost 14, and i am very thin. All my friends are always telling me i am aneorexic even though i eat alot, and they always tell me that i need o eat something!It gets to the point were it is embaressing, and i just feel like they think i starve myself to be thin, even my thin friends tell me i need to eat even though they see me eat a big lunch everyday!!!!!! It is sooo annoying and embaressing, please, PLEASE HELP! Name: Kaydilla Country: Korea Comment: Whoever wrote that people with eating disorders are selfish, they are really being selfish for saying that! My mom was aneorexic until she started to eat healthier korean food! I feel so bad for her, and she is NOT selfish!That person does ot even know what it is like, so just shutup if u cannot say anything nice! Name: sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: we're not selfish. you just don't have a brain. Name: Kaydilla Country: Korea Comment: I just wanted to tell you girls not to worry about your weight! Do not count on the scales or bmi's to determine what kind of body you have!They are now saying bmi's do not work, so just do not worry.... one time my dad checked his bmi, and it said he was morbidly obese, but he really is skinny, just very tall!It matters what you think of yourself, i would know, because in south korea, girls are very skinny, i only weigh 85 pounds and i am almost 15, my mom is only 105 pounds! I am even pressured by my parents to lose weight, both of them speak english, but we are korean and eat korean...... it is soooo hard to see these skinny girls in south korea, ti is very upsetting to me of how thin we are expected to be here... but remember, it is what you think of yourself that counts. Name: people Country: U.S.A. Comment: people with eating disorders are selfish! when there are so many other people out there starving in this world here u people with "eating disorders" not eating the food in front of you those people in other countrys would give anything to have that food and here u are throwing it up or not eating it!!!!! i hate people with eating disorders they should not do such a thing ohhh my i am soo alone and fat! no your not look at ya look at people out there starving be thankful for the food you have no im not saying get fat im saying eat a healthy amount. and yes fat people should go on a diet just not starve! >.< Name: sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: how tall are you nomadai? Name: Nomidai Country: india Comment: My body type some people say it is perfect.....but i say it is far from that..i am suffering from bulemia and none of my family members know i am. im 15 years of age age an i wear 87 pounds Name: sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: meh, i have that same problem. i am now 5'9 140 lbs. and will be 17 in a month. the problem is that i wasn't eating ENOUGH, so matter what i couldn't lose weight no matter how much i restricted. you see, we just need to have a STEADY 'diet' with variety of good foods, but not too little. don't deprive yourself of fat. fat doesn't make you fat. it's very important. Name: meh Country: Other Comment: meh again and i am 15 and a half Name: meh Country: Other Comment: hello people i have just came across this site well my hight is 5'6 i weigh 147 lbs i am so fat i do alot of exersise and drink some water each day i need help i am so fat help me plz email me if i dont get help i will be obese or i will stop eating Name: sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: well sadgirl, because you don't have an eating disorder, i think you should tell ur doctor that you just can't seem to gain weight no matter how much you eat. and don't be scared that everybody will laugh at you cause you're so skinny. ppl laugh when you're fat. they shouldn't, but the world is just that shallow. Name: sadgirl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Country: U.S.A. Comment: well, i need advice because i am 14 years old and i weigh 85 pounds everybody from family saids that my body looks like it should be dead or they would say that i look like a snake the truth is when i look at the marrior i don't see me as a dead body or a snake i see myself as a beutiful model but but when i wear jeans then i start to worry because the jeans that i have doesn't fit me well u know it really fits me very big and i am a homebody meaning i don't go outside because i'm afraid that if i do people would start staring at me laughing at me because of how skinny i am and how my jeans doesn't fit me well like other girls and it really hurts me inside to have the feeling of not being able to go outside because of that reason look i am now going to high scool my first time and if im afraid of being outside where people would laugh at me then it would be worst in high school i belive i really want to gain weigh at leats 98 pounds but no matter how much i eat i would still be skinny and i want to make my mom proud because she is also suffering i really need advice so baaaaaaaaaad!!!!!!!!! please!!!!!! Name: sad Country: U.S.A. Comment: the crash diet is one of the diets an anorexic uses. it is dangerous. of course. doesn't her mom know she's getting this thin? how tall is she? i know how it feels to be in her position, not believing that she's skinny, being freezing all the time, sleeping in that fetal position to keep yoourself warm, etc. i know how you feel too. there's a girl that's very tiny and she barely eats anything most of the time. she's anorexic of course. i wish i could make her see that she doesn't even look so skinny anymore, now she looks like an 11 year old because she has no womanly shape, anywhere. she's 15. i used to look like that too. it saddens you to see her yet you get frusterated cause she doesn't believe you. but i have a tip. if she ever talks about calories or diets, asks you if she looks fat, or brings up anything at all about weight and food like that, change the subject. don't just keep telling her she's skinny. i hope this helps. and if you ever need advice on how to talk to her or anything else, even that you're still worried, you can talk to me. i've also been on the bulimic side, too. Name: cat Country: Other Comment: my friend is on a crash diet & shes had this diet 4 a few months. im really scared. shes lost like 30 pounds. shes trying 2 get 2 85 pounds, but shes @ 87 & shes really mad cuz she cant lose the other 2. i feel really sorry 4 her, cuz whenever she sleeps over, & we order a large pizza, i have 2 eat it by myself b/c miss crash diet refuses 2 eat. b/c shes so cold all the time, i have 2 give her like 6 of our thickest blankets, but she still cant sleep unless shes in a pheetal position, which hurts her legs, but this diet is getting really old cuz her stomach continuously roaring in my face wakes me up @ 2 in the morning. i really wish she could see her 4 how i see her. bone thin! pleez help me! im really scared! Name: sad Country: usa Comment: where has everyone been lately? Name: sad Country: usa Comment: this may sound off, but does anyone know any good excercises 2 do for ur stomach so that when u start 2 eat again, it doesn't all just go 2 ur stomach and turn in2 fat? Name: mahjabeen Country: pakistan Comment: I want to give some suggetions to young girls when they feel pain before cycle they must use a mixture of hot milk and put an egg in it with out cooking one spoon oil and sugaralso add and take it they will surely get ride from the pain this is my experience Name: Hunger to understand Country: usa Comment: Hey one my name is sarah henderson, im 16 and in the 10th grade. im doing a research paper on eating disorders, and i want to add some real life storys to my paper to help my fellow class mates understand the serverity and dangers of eating disorders. Please help me! If your interested in shareing please comment back. Name: Deathiam Country: usa Comment: who cares anymore,i hate to eat i hate to look at myslfe,i just cant stick with it,i know what i should do and i know what i have to do so just everyone just needs to leave me alone Name: sad Country: usa Comment: aszure ur bmi is about 19 or 20. you're still underweight, so don't worry! i know, it's really hard to start eating again. but keep with it. i can't gaurentee u won't have setbacks, because we all will, but just stick with it. you want to be healthy. am i right? Name: deathiam Country: usa Comment: i'm like 5'2 5'3 Name: sad Country: usa Comment: aszure, it's okay, how tall r u? Name: deathiam Country: usa Comment: i use to way about 55lbs now i'm just FAT!108 DOSENT LOOK GOOD ON ME!! Name: person Country: usa Comment: Hi everyone! I just wanted everyone in the world with eating disorders to never think that your fat. I'm saying this becasue your yourself, and you shouldn't care about what anybody else thinks of you. Theres only one you, and everyone is special and different in there own ways. Theres sothing different about everybody in this world. Having a eating disorder is not a good thing! Eating is fun sometimes if you think about it. I have a friend that has a eating disorder, shes a really nice girl but, shes very skinny and shes 11 and only ways about 55- 67 pounds. She dosnet eat lunch either sometimes. Everyone has to eat and you can never think of yourself as a fat person. Everyone is supposed to love their-selves but not speard it to the world like being conceeded or soething. I just hope that everyone gets better and learns something by redaing my artical and I hope everyone gets better and no one has to go under medication or shots/needdles. Trust me you don't want to. Name: DeathIAm Country: usa Comment: ya,i dont even know what to say to anyone anymore,always worring about something going wrong,always looking at someone thinner then you and wishing you were that thin,well i gained about 7 pounds in the last couple of weeks,i feel better but i hate what i'm seeing,sorry about talking about one thing and then saying something compleatly diffrent just i'm all turned around right now,and Cass i'm glad you'er back,i missed you. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: i understand exactly how u feel, for i feel the same way. like there's nothing 2 anything anymore. what's the point...everythings just gonna go wrong.....and every time i think its turning around even just a bit, it turns around again and hits me full blown.......another failing attempt at trying 2 be right......... Name: deathiam Country: usa Comment: just i'm sick of everything,you know? Name: deathiam Country: usa Comment: i mean really,whats there to like?all i can do anymore is hurt,i cant love,i cant breath,i just cant make sence of anything anymore,everything is just sppining so fast and i cant keep up with it,life passes you by so fast,lifes easy,it's just breathing and getting hurt what makes it hard,but everything that's happening is just so hard,so much presure,you know?and umm Cass,since i dont know what your real name is,perhaps you's like to tell me now?weird time to ask,i know Name: DeathIAm Country: usa Comment: no my mom dosent know,i dont live with both my parents,and i dont plan to talk to her about it,i would get help but i cant,i care alot about what people think i should look like,but mostly i care about what i think i should look like i do this to me because i hate everything about me Name: sad Country: usa Comment: hey girls. i know it's absolutely not important what others think of u, but i have a different problem...that i think is keeping me from recovery. see i don't have this still because i care about what others think of my body. I don't like it. I hate my body. it's ME who i started 2 lose weight for. Name: re:deathiam Country: usa Comment: Azsure, hey it's me. I understand what you're going through, I went through something the same. I hurt myself hoping that would solve my problems, but sadly it didn't and continued to suffer. You know what happened that changed everything. Me understanding God's love. Then I saw that who cares what others think, God loves me and created me just the way I am. My body is His temple, He lives in me...so I shouldn't try to hurt myself because taht hurts God. Basically Azsure, you should get help. I don't want you to hurt yourself....try talking to someone about the way you feel. It sure helps to do that, I know....honestly, I was anorexic (I'm diving rocks) and yeah, it hurt me, it hurt others, and also it hurt God. Bulimia is the same way. Azsure please find help....I'll be praying for you. Love, Cass Name: sad Country: usa Comment: ur explaining half of what I go through, so I can relate. ur parents know, right? would u mind going in2 an outpatient program? Name: bulimicDeathIAm Country: usa Comment: hey everyone,i havent been on in so long,and i havent read any of your guys comments yet but i will when i can,i was really into being bulimic i got preatty thin then i gained some wait looked helthy,but i've been doing the same things as befor,i dont know why,just i cant stand it anymore,people being so jugemental and mean,just telling you how ugly and fat you are it gets old you know?i use to try to help people on this but i just relized to help them i need help to,people here have been very kind to me and i apreacate it so much,nut i just cant stop,i hardly eat anything,i throw up everything i eat,and more,my bones hurt,i've been very depressed and cutting,just all my streagth has left my body,i know i'm probaly makeing no sence but if i am please help me,i never ask for help,but please,love Aszure Name: Cassie Country: india Comment: Sad, thanks for forgiving me. I was so stupid in what happened. About God not answering you, I was thinking about that just last night. God doesn't ignore you it's just in his time. We also have to be willingly listening. Sometimes the stuff around us pulls our eyes from Him and puts it on the stuff at hand. God is always there for us. He loves you, Sad. A lot. I know, it took me so long to understand that too. God created you beautiful, it's just our earthly minds that make us think we are fat or ugly. God wants you to feel like you're beautiful, one of his pretty daughters. Know that God cares and will always be there for you. Talk to Him, trust Him, seriously, it can help you through all the tough spots in your life. Love in Christ, Cassie Name: Irish_grlSK Country: usa Comment: Yeah, God does want us to care about our looks, he loves us the way we are, he just wants us to be happy and healthy. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: Canujara, in India people ARE very thin. but that doesn't mean you HAVE to be like them. remember, God created us in His own image:which means He made us perfect, in His eyes. Name: Canujara@33.I LUV Country: india Comment: It ok, i can help u, but i am in pain casue my mum tells me i should walk more. I t is so hot here tho, so i can't walk, i wil burn up in da sun. I wish she wuld leave me alone, but she is actually my step mom, so i can not help it or my dad wil ground me if i do not listen 2 her. Name: Coolchic91 Country: united kingdom Comment: Wel, i am pressured. mY friends r al on crash diets, so they pressure me 2 join, it kinda makes me feel obese 2 b around them, they do not know about my issues with food, no 1 knows! Name: Canujara@33.ILUV Country: india Comment: 135 pounds is good! Wat r u talkin abut/? at least u r not pressured to starve ursekf, my mom tells me 2. Name: Coolchic91 Country: usa Comment: Canujra, ur mom is crazy, u r very thin, i waz aneorexic for 2 yers, bt bulimia strucked me for half a yr, i was 89 pounds when i was aneorexic, now i am bulimic and i am 134 pounds, all my fat hangs out, it is UGLY!! Name: Canujara@33.I LUV Country: india Comment: IM fat, I lik ea t 6 meals a day, and i am bulimic. In india, all girls r thin, if ur a girl and 13, i am 13, and 100 pounds, you are considred fat, i am 108, and my mum says i ned 2 lose weight. My mum i s 90 pounds, seriosely! She encourages me 2 not eat more than 2 meals a day . no 1 know i am bulimic, tho, and god never ansers my prayerss Name: Irish_grlSK Country: usa Comment: Sometimes sad, god does not answer thoes prayers beacuase he already thinks you are fine the way you are. I know what it is like to feel ignored by god, but he sometimes does that to teach us. I mean i pray i can get thinner without getting extreme, but god does not answer. But, i know why he does that, cause he already likes us, short, tall, thin, average, whatever, he just loves us anyway we are. And i wish i had known that befor i tried to lose weight. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: i didn't want to get involved, it wasn't my place, so i'm a bit indifferent to it. if you're ok w/ me then im ok w/ u. lately i've been been feeling like God has been ignoring me, and i've been EXTREMELY depressed. so i don't know what God ius planning for me but whatever he wants, i can't stop it. Name: cassie Country: india Comment: Yeah, that's right sad. You know what changed me from being anorexic? I mean like a year ago I was on here talking to you. Finally I understood how much God really loved me by watching the movie, Chrinicals of Narnia. I awalys thought I could stop on my own. but heck, once you get in to it you're like stuck. Even now I still have anorexic thougths. But listen. God loves me and I have given my eating disorder over to Him, He is helping me overcome my problems. I still worry about being fat, but God is helping me take baby step to being fully recovered. I haven't gained weight but I'm finally maintaining it..praise God. I still pray for you and I'm really sorry about what happened between Leer and me. I wish I could change history but I can't. Are we okay, Sad? Or are you mad at me too? Cassie Name: sad Country: usa Comment: i came across a kind of message board for something else, and found a comment about a girl who had a friend with anorexia. her friend had recently died in the hospital. she was telling everybody to not be anorexic. and if i wasnt offended enough, she said that you dont know how much you hurt people when you do that. i was almost outraged. no one just decides to 'be' anorexic; when they are, they cant just stop. and it certainly does have an effect on your family and friends, but they are not the one with the problem, so an anorexic should not stop just because of the people. its about the individual themself. Name: "Pink" Country: usa Comment: "BECCABABY" you need to stop doing that to yourself. You are truly hurting yourself. I mean you are perfect no matter how big or tiny you are. My friend is Anerexioc and she ways 85 lbs. and is going into 8th grade. Now that's disgusting! Well, the point I'm trying to get at is that binging is really making you sick, which makes you look loke SH#$! You naw what I mean. I'm 130 and am in 7th grade. I mean I have to admit that sometimes I binge and starve myself, but not what you do. You need to get help, not in a mean way. I mean you can go mentally retarted for binging. I mean it! I know someone who died from binging. You can call this # that will help you to stop!, it is 1-800-Help-line. Please just call and get help. Even thought I don't know you I don't want you to get sick or even die. Please STOP! Thin isn't evrything, eveything is your personality. Take that to heart cause boys wioll be hate'in on you if you keep doing this to your body. Look at Paula Abdul she was anerexioc and bulimic for 8 years and has just recovered 1 year ago. You know all her teeth are fake because they rotted out. I know you don't want that to happen to you. P.S/ THIS IS FOR ALL THE GIRLS OUT THERE! Name: Irish_grlSK Country: usa Comment: Yeah, food is like the devil, it tempts you, it says to go ahead and eat, even though we know better cause we are afraid. Sometimes, i am so hungry it hurts, it is food that tempts us and the people around us tempting us to be super skinny, and something that we do not need to be to have a good life. But alot of thin people are expected to stay that way, which leads to eating disorders, and just perfectly healthy people are expected to be like super beatifull and thin models, but most people are not feeling the way they look, that model ypu may look up to cause they are really pretty and thin could be pressured to lose weight, and that is why thin is out, but people like me care alot about being perfect, so it is hard. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: right. its not about the food. its about control. and we are so afraid that if we bulimics stop we'll just keep eating and get fat and cant stop. and we're so addicted to purging even though we hate it because of this fear. Name: Irish_grlSK Country: usa Comment: Yeah sad, sometimes it's like no one understands. I mean when a friend of mine says they r aneorexic, i understand, cause i know what it is like. People just do not get it. lot of people think people with eating disorders just have issues and phocus on their looks alot. Which is not fully true. Bless every1, Irish Name: sad Country: usa Comment: same here. when i was anorexic i was barely 100 pounds, and im tall. ive bee throwing up for a year and my parents make the nastiest comments. they're embarrassed of me so much because they think i'll screw up everything. but we should all remember: you can't undserstand an eating disorder fully unless you have one, or are recovering from one. no matter how much studdying you do. even if you live with someone with one, you still won't get it. so keep that in mind about parents. i'm still praying for us so we can find our own salvation girls. and guys if there are any who have seen this site. Name: Jamy100 Country: usa Comment: I know what u mean, Becca, i lost alot cause i was aneorexic for 2 years. My parents don't care about how i feel, they just think i am ''depressed'' and ''insecure.'' Name: Becca Baby Country: usa Comment: U r so thin! I read ur other comments, and u r a twig! I have been bulimic for the past 3 years and i lost over 54 pounds! Now i am aneorexic, and i go to a phicillity every day. The pple there are really nice, and help u gain back weight. But my parents don't seem 2 get it, they yell when i say i feel sick , they think while they are @ work i will eat everythin in the house and barf it up. Cause of bulimia, i lost evrything. My money, friends, EVERY frikion thing. But i gained back 20 pounds, and now i feel fatter, and i secretly purge up food, but i can't help it. Name: Irish_grlSK Country: usa Comment: I need someones help. I feel soooooooooo fat. I just wanna stop eating, but i can't it is so hard. i eaat and eat, but i think i was better when i did not eat. I hate food so much, i wish i could just starve till i was thin, but if i try to eat, i get fat, and when i don't i feel like i can face anything, but i just don't know. Please help, irish Name: Irish_grlSK Country: usa Comment: p.s-And ''Fatty'' from United Kingdom, screw thoes pple who make fun of u , do not worry about ur weight, pple worry about how they look 2 much, especially if u r aneorexic, i worry every frekion day if i eat more than 1 meal! Every day i worry! I am a compulsive overeater! I worry about calories, i count calories, overexcercise, and eat like no breakfast and a small lunch on weekdays!! it is like food loves me, but i hate it! Name: Irish_grlSK Country: usa Comment: Sad, u r right, i mean i think i am fat and i do sorta have an eating disorder, well i used 2 not eat, and i have been tempted 2 barf and starve myself. This is not a sight where u say help me lose weight, it is for pple like who actually know what it's like 2 starve urself, barf up food and compulsively overeat. I put my weight on this site and it is hard 2 share that i starved my self . I do not mind helping pple who think they r fat, but this site is 4 pple who hav a eatn disorder. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: ugh!!!!!!!!! oh...my...gosh.....this is an eating disoreder site! not a weight loss site! its not good to talk about how to lose weight here! i wish peole who come across this site who are looking for how to so that would know that this isnt how to lose weight. itjust makes us all feel bad about purselves when we discuss how much we weigh if we should lose weight......... Name: Fatty Country: united kingdom Comment: How much should i weigh? I am about 5'7 in height and weigh 11and a half stone!!!!!! I am ashamed to go out wearing what i like and often get picked on? I am going to loose weight but don't know how much it the ideal weight? Please help! Name: Irish_grlSK Country: usa Comment: I had a problem with not eating enough, but now eat ALOT!I eat like a pig, and i only feel comfortable when people around me eat alot too, or elase i feel like a 95 pound pig, my tummy is so blubbery. I always kept it secret when i skipped meals, i was scared of what people thought.Please help, Irish Name: Irish_grlSK Country: usa Comment: no Name: ? Country: india Comment: Hey has anyone heard from Sad, DeathIam, or Leer? Name: Irish_grlSK Country: usa Comment: It is really quite around here, i don't hear people alot coming on. Name: Irish_grlSK Country: usa Comment: I would not say i am aneorexic, but i used to skip 2 meals and only eat dinner.But then i knew i could not eat, it is impossible, it is even harder when everyone around tells u u are a twig. But sometimes, i eat sooooo much that i wanna barf cause i feel bad about the calories. I weigh 95 pounds & 5''7, about. I sometimes don't eat breakfast cause i just do not have the time, i wake up @ 6;00 and take like 30 minutes 2 get ready. I am really jealouse of this girl, she is really really skinny and pretty and popular, and she eats ALOT!I wish i was like her, i am built different. It scares me how thin pple can b. I wish i could accept what i see, but all these girls r like twigs!! Bless every 1, Irish Name: Remember me? Country: usa Comment: Hi, I came here before, in fact Linda, Deathiam, and Sad were like all friends and stuff....I just want you to know it's like been a LONG time since I was on here....almost like 6 months, I first came on here a year ago... See I was fighting anorexia...and I was trying to fight it myself. But then I relized that I can do nothing on my own strength only through God. I just want to let y'all know that there is hope in the Lord....I then understood God's love....I'm not saying I don't struggle anymore. Research shows that it's a daily struggle to overcome it. But I see that God loves me and I can find hope in Him...He will fight this battle with me. I pray for y'all everyday and hope that you see that God's love for you is greater than this, trust Him! ......I know some of you may still be mad at me from that big fight we had like 6 months ago. But I just want that to be that past. Please pray for me, I need all the prayers I can get....Love in Christ, "diving rocks" Name: Irish_grlSK Country: usa Comment: U know what i would do is yel at those doctors,what do they know about aneorexia and bulimia that is what i would ask them, cause if they are being dummys and being rude and selfish, than they do not know what they are frickion doing Name: sad Country: usa Comment: thats exactly what i said to her. but my mom just wnats me to be over with this disorder just like that and thinks whatever i say is not true because i have problems. Name: Irish_grlSK Country: usa Comment: Sad, do not le those people treat you bad, screw thoes people if they are mot gonna care how u feel and what u have been through, just tell your mom how u really feel, tell her ''Those people are treating me like crap, and they do not understand how I feel,'' if they do not understand how u feel, then it is not worth the time being there. Bless everyone, Irish Name: sad Country: usa Comment: i just wanted to let u know aszure that i actually was in an outpatient program at Mather hospital or clinic rather, and i was really excited. but the people there were so mean and they just didnt care how i felt at all. really. and my mom got upset because she didnt believe me and wants me to go back tomorrow but i cant go there for help when im treated like garbage. then she threatened to stop taking me to my e.d. therapist whos the only one who i can talk to. so once again im in the stage of no help. but im still praying, and im still praying for you, and im glad youve been doing better. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: i think society is the biggest of the 2 reasons for the cause of eating disorders. but lindsay lohan is actually not bulimic. it was a misunderstanding. but hilary duff and kate moss are getting too thin its disgusting. Name: Irish_grlSK Country: usa Comment: I have some other things to say. Some of my thin friends say that they are fat, but now i will tell them thin is NOT in. All those skinny models who have no figure are giving people the wrong message by saying,''If you are thin like me and have no figure and are blonde and a size 0, you are the best looking, so starve yourself and be bulimic just to be thin like me!'' Wel, the onlt model that I look up to and think is not aneorexic is Tyra Banks, she is a model who isn't to thin, and doesn't think thin is in, but then there is Lindsey Lohan and Kate Moss and Nicole Richie and even Hilary Duff who actually think that they look beatifull being so scrawny, but they all probably have a disorder, Lindsey Lohan just said she was bulimic, so who will be next?Hilary, Kate, Nicole?Well, if any one thinks thin is in, you are so wrong! Name: Irish_grlSK Country: usa Comment: Gypsy, u r so right. I mean, I thought I was thicker than others at one point, so I went on a diet by counting calories. But then I told people I lost weight and it happened 2 worrie them, so I just said screw it, it is not worth my time, I thought again and thought, ''What if u get fat again?'' But then I thought, I was never fat to begin with. So, now i am starting to not care, but i still will be healthy if i eat right, but not give a crap if someone calls me fat, I have been worrying 4 2 long, but now I am finally realizing, no one is perfect, and I need to listen when people say I am thin, skinny, and don't need to care what I look like. I am happy, it is like I finally am free from dieting, when i thought i was fat, it was harder for me to accept myself. I dited way back, and i willl never diet again, becaue i am healthy and happier. DON'T ever listen to people calling u fat, it will not make them thinner. I too blame society, people who are perfectly thin r starving themselves, because woman and even men care 2 much about thinking thin is in, it ain't, being happy and healthy is in! Name: gypsy Country: usa Comment: i was anorexic for a few years and i don't starve myself anymore but i still stress over my weight. i started when i was 12 years old in 5th grade and i would always compare myself with other girls and my goals were almost impossible. i dont just blame the media, i blame society. some people really dont understand how sensitive women can be about there weight. not even just women, anyone who is sensitive. i thought all my problems in life would be solved by being very very thin. its ridiculous now, but i still obsess over my weight. i think the answer lies deep down inside ourselves. I realized i hated not eating, and trying to be something i am not. i was so skinny i didnt look good anymore. I had bought this beautiful dress that fit me when i was at normal weight, when i was so skinny and i couldnt wear it anymore, i realized how unhealthy i looked and it just didnt fit me, myself. do u actually want to be miserable and be skinny, or be happy being yourself? Name: BulimicDeathIAm Country: usa Comment: ya i know what you mean Sad,the only help i can acaully tell anyone who comes here and wants to lose weight dont do it like i did dont hurt yourslfe like i did if you want to lose weight do it the right way,being bulimic or anoercix dose not help you,people think when you go anoercix it will be so easy to lose weight but your body eats your musel frist,so anorecix dosent help you to lose weight it helps you to kill yourslfe,now dose anyone here wanna die a very slow and painful death,,because of trying to lose weight?now i cant say anything about being bulimic since i am,i was stupid enough to look at other girls and say how pretty they were and so thin,i wanted so bad to be like them,but why?why would i want to look like them,i'm still not gonna be happy,ya maybe i'll have a nice this pretty body but is it really worth feeling horibble?but then you can do it the right way,have a nice stronge helthy body,be thin,and not feel horible..if i would have thought about it like that when i was 11,when i started,at least i would be just alittle hapier,i'm not a very happy person anyway and it's not because of how i look,not anymore,i'm 90 pounds right now and i can still see just about every bone in my body,i got so thin once it just hurt,all over,so please do me a big big favor and please dont hurt yourself like i did,nobody deserves to have to go threw that because of looks,you are fine just the way you are,and if you'er over weight just say oh well and exercice and eat right,and dont get down about it,just say okay i'm over weight,and?why should i care what others think about me,and just go about your day like "oh well,i'm just as good as you"just be happy with yourslfe,you'll lose weight and not feel bad about it if you do it the right way,please think about what i just said,maybe it will make sence to you,maybe not,but at least you will think about it,Love Aszure Name: sad Country: usa Comment: i like helping people here but this site is really not 'how to lose weight.' its an eating disorder site for anorexics and bulimics. it gets annoying when im reading everyones comments and cries for help and i find a comment like 'im so fat, help me lose weight.' Name: Jacey a. ROX Country: usa Comment: Person, you are right, i hate the way i look, i am 5'4 and 85 pounds and i am 14. I got blubber everywhere, i have huge thighs, i were 12's in girls, and M in shirts in girls. People call me aneorexic just cause my sister was in highschool, but i eat like a pig! I wouldn't call myself fat, just a little more than others have. Am i fat? Name: Person Country: india Comment: Not everybody likes the way they look, so do not be calling people effers, people can either like the way they look or don't, so let that be their buisness. Name: IM NORMAL Country: usa Comment: Y'all are seriously effed up, like if i saw you i think id just laugh at you. God you people are so lame, deal with the way you look. Im gonna go eat my massive dinner now. EFFERS. Name: Why cant I lose weight Country: usa Comment: I dont know what to do Im 16 5''8 and I weigh 230 I need help I dont know what to do I want to go back to being skinney can some one help me it hurts so bad. Name: harley Country: united kingdom Comment: i am rilly fat so i want to lose some waight because i like to eat a breakfast i have 2 full sets and lunch 4 kababs and 4 dinner 3 chicken kar,as Name: ske Country: usa Comment: nope, i am not bukimic or aneorexic, Name: sad Country: usa Comment: is there anybody here who is just bulimic? Name: sad Country: usa Comment: you are so underweight Name: I am obiese Country: usa Comment: I am fat, i will not compare to other girls, 95 pounds and i am 5''7. I am fat, please help me see that i am not. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: i did say just telling her shes not fat wont work. she has to learn it herself and want to stop. Name: Oops Country: india Comment: I messed up my 1st letter here, i am not from the us, idia is what i meant, and yeah, hurting Name: Thank u Country: usa Comment: Dear sad, thank u 4 your help, but she will not stop, me and my friend always tell her she is not fat, but she won't ever listen. She is 130 pounds, but she is nor fat nor thin. She is fine, she always worries about the way she looks, andshe is always commenting me, saying how thin and pretty am, it bugs me cause she needs to stop comparing herself to me and my friends, but she can't stop.,Hurting Name: sad Country: usa Comment: hurting, im sorry but if your friend has an eating disorder, she truely believes she's fat and wont believe ANYBODY. its a disease and its a LONG road. i know it's sad to watch, but she wont recover until SHE believes she's not fat and wants to stop. just be supportive of her but dont encourage her to throw up or hurt herself.i wish you and her luck. Name: BulimicDeathIAm Country: usa Comment: I was just reading threw old comments and that thing about eating whatever you want and not gaining weight,that i soposidly said,i dident say that,it was someone else,however i do know ways to eat whatever you want and not gain weight,just exorcice,i perfer yoga,it's real come and idk,i just like it,like if you get a yoga ball,well at wall mart they'er called body balls,instead of useing a chair at the computer use the yoga ball(body ball)just bounce on it,you can do sit ups on it and everything,they have a lil paper inside telling you all thease difrent ways to use it for difrent things,like your inner thies,and abs,and everything else,well best of luck to you all,Love Aszure Name: Hurting Country: india Comment: Hi it's me again, how do you tell someone they aren't fat without them denying it? I can't help my friend, she won't listen, she starves herself and is bulimic. She even admitted it, i pray that she will accept herself, but she won't. Heeelp!!!! Ske Name: Hurting Country: india Comment: My friend is bulimic, and thinks that i called her fat, and she callled me bulimic, it hurt me, please help me give her advice, because she is NOT fat! Name: BulimicDeathIAm Country: usa Comment: Hey everyone,i know i havent been on much,but like wow,i gained somwhat of weight but i lost it over the in a few weeks,i acually weighs like 128,Linda thought that as like perfect for me,then again she acually saw a pic of me when i weighd that much i way 90 right now and i feel like horible,do hurt yourslfe,no matter what people say that's just their opinion,scerw what other people say,think about what you think of you,and you people are so not !!!FAT!!!just,idk,love Aszure Name: sad Country: usa Comment: im not thin, i weigh almost 160 lbs! and im 5'8! i used to be so much thinner when i was anorexic, now im bulimic and i hate eating but i love it at the same time. ugh! my fat just sticks out everywhere, its so extremely disgusting! but its too hard to stop eating because i starved myself for so long but ive had enough! every day i plan out what to do but every day it gets so screwed up. every freakin day! i have prayed many many many many countless times and im getting no help from Jesus, and ive asked Mary to ask her son to help me, for sooooooooooo freakin long! my dad makes fun of me too and says i make all the foof disapear in the house and sometimes make it reappear in the toilet. i dont eat all the food! i know im fat, but i dont eat everything! and i try to exercise, believe me, i do. i lift weights, do crunches, and different kinds of leg lifts, but i still cant lose wight! my body is so.........................................disturbing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Name: Judy101 Country: usa Comment: Sad, Ally, My secret, Ci Ci, Ugliness, and Shana100. U are so thin. Sad, you are thin !! Ally, where do I begin, god you are like so thin you are invisable. My secret, how the heck are u so skinny! Ci Ci, you need to gain weight, man you are thin. And, uhh Shana100, EAT. U are thin god, how is that possible that u are all that thin. I am 107 pounds and 5'6 I am fat! And, uhh Can i help anyone, you are as thin as thin can get. OMG, you all are just,THINNN!!!!!!! U all are just a bag of !!!! Name: My secret Country: usa Comment: Dear Sad, I know exactly how to help you, even though you are so thin!, 5'8 and 115. wow, you are thin. I am a teen, and I am 13. I weigh 95 pounds and I am 5'8 , and let me say, I never usr to way that less. I use to be in 5th grade 5'3 and 80 pounds, and in 6th grade 5'5 and 117 pounds. I never thought I was fat until my BFF told me her half brother and her non blood related brother called me fat and ugly. I took it very seriousely and tried to loose weight. I ate alot and excercised little and it did not help me. I told my dad, and he got furiose and said I was pin thin. Then, i found out what my BFF's half and non related brother said was a lie, she just misunderstood what they said and wrote in their journals. But it still haunted me, how would i loose weight? I now thought I was fat, so i started to eat better in the summer of '05. I lost 10 pounds,and then was 107 pounds, then 104, then 102, then 98, and now I am 95 pounds, i also got taller which helped my weight. See, when you get taller all that baby fat is stretching and going insead of in your thighs or tummy, it basically grows out. Once you are taller, when you are older you get thinner. But that is not my secret. I will tell anyone who needs this help. I workout for about an hour a day. What you do is you eat light in the morning or skip breakfast, eat a nutriciose light lunch, and eat a large dinner before 6:00, or 3 to 4 hours before you go to bed. After each meal, workout for 20 minutes. If you work out for an hour, you are burning 300-400 calories. With each meal, drink water, it will make you less full. See, when you drink pop or juice, it fills you up, which leaves you with a small appetite and an achey belly if you totally stuff yourself at dinner. For a workout put on some hip hop or rap that will really make you dance, don't put on some old music or slow music, you need fast, energizing music. Some dance moves to tone the tummy are the shimmy, the criss cross for the legs, the split/ neal for the legs, the twist fot the pan handles and abs, the drop/ pop when you croach to the floor, the as you rise do the pop, and other moves. To get an idea of these dance moves watch music hip hop videos to get some dance moves. Some workout moves are the crunch, the butterfly, sit ups, the medicine ball bend when you take a 6 pound medicine ball and bend while holding it. I like to call this yoga move, the spider to make you more flexable and toned, you bend your waist and stretch out you legs and hold that position for 30 seconds, stand up, and do it again over and over. Eat alot of tuna, eggs, and do not forget carbs, you need carbs for energy. Drink water alot, and these tips will help you loose weight, they helped me loose 22 pounds. Hope i helped, S.Kathleen.E. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: wow. you girls that say, "you are all thin and im fat," you're not. i wish that i could be that skinny. being 100 pounds at 16 is my dream. it is absolutely not fat. 20 years old and 120 lbs? wow, thats thin. 5'7 and 101 lbs? omg, how do u do it? you're so skinny, dont throw up. anyone who's 95 lbs at 5'10 is absolutely, positively, without a doubt, SKINNY! how do u get that skinny? please tell me ally! i am 5'8 and almost 160 lbs. i used to be anorexic, but turned to bulimia and binged a lot. now its extremely hard. ally please tell me how you keep your weight so low! Name: Can I help anyone? Country: usa Comment: EAT all of u. U all are skinny. I am fat. I am 16 yrs old and 100 pounds. Now that is fat. Name: Ugliness Country: usa Comment: I am so depressed. I hate my self. My parents just were divorced and the love of my life has to move to a new state in order to be a lawyer. I am gaining weight so much. I eat likechips, pop, candy, bagels and cream cheese, tco rolls, and other greasy foods. I am 20 years old and I am 120 pounds. I feel ugly. My fiance, he still calls me now and then, but now that he is in another state, i feel lonely and depressed. Please help. Name: You are all thin Country: usa Comment: Sorry, I meant I graduated from highschool. Name: You all are thin!! Country: usa Comment: All of u are thin, please don't kill urselvs, you are thin. And Ally, you are very thin. Your BMI is very very low. I am 19 and weigh 110 pounds and I am 6''1. I uzed 2 b aneorexic for a few years, but then as soon as I went 2 the doctor one day and he weighed me and I was 90 pounds, he suggested I gained 10 pounds. I refused, but then I was graduating from college, and I had to have an xxs robe, and that is when i stopped being aneorexic. Know I have a boyfriend and he helps me eat good and ecourages me every day 2 eat but stay eat healthy. He is studyin to be a doctor/nutritionast. He really helps me. He said every woman is beatifull no matter waht size,hope i helped, love Ci Ci( Diana) Name: Alliha9(Ally) Country: usa Comment: I am 15 years old and 95 pounds& 5''10.I am so so fat!When i was in 5th grade, all my friends started 2 hate me cause they thought i was fat, and they all were beatifull and thin, in 5th grade i was 75 pounds. Then when i was in 7th grade, i started a diet that waz crap cauze I could not eat bread, yogurt nothin but these gross energy drinks that made me break out and made me gain all of this water weight that I did not need. My mom and step dad said my weight was out of control, she said that i was too thin, and made me eat these bars that were 650 calories a bar. I had no way out, so every day when i got home, i barfed it all up and then weighed myself. I was 105 pounds, so then for 3 years i was bulimic. I lost 35 pounds. i got very sick and had to go to the hospital. My parents did not know what was wrong with me then i fessed up and told them that i had an eatind disorder. they were really mad. I recovered over the summer but now i eat little and excercise. What should i do? I want to lose weight. How? I am on this really good diet when you eat ealthy, and occasionally eat sweets, but excercize. It works soooo well, but it is soo hard to do it. Pleaze help, Ally Name: Shana100 Country: usa Comment: U all are thin, I weigh 101 pounds and am 5'7 . Is that bad? Well, Iv'e been told i was thin, fat, average, I don't even know what size I am. Thin, fat, perfect?It is hard 2 tell, I mean, sometimes I think I am at a healthy weight, and other times I think that I am thin. And back in the summer in 2005, I tried so hard to lose weight. Well..., I have lost 15 pounds. It feels great, but yet I think it is not good enough. What should i do? i sometimes (still) excercise ALOT!!!!!, and eat little. But, every one is perfect, no matter what size. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: my e.d. therapist told me something very important that i believe is true:it's not about the food. it's about CONTROL. im getting some help in an intensive outpatient program that i really hope will work soon. i still pray for u girls and myself and i know some day we can recover, all of us. Name: Working through this Country: usa Comment: Hey every one <3 I came upon this site while looking for song lyrics. I've been bulimic for almost two years now. I've gone from 134 to 105. My family keeps a very close eye on me ever seance they found out about my disorder about a year ago. So over the past few years I've been kinda off and on with this disorder. All I have to say to you girls is that we all know this is killing us. We all know it's hurting though's around us. We all know we're doing this for more than just the sake of losing weight. It's much deeper. And yet, we continue on this way, like it's got some control over us. I hope and pray that some how we can all come through this. Because suicide is no way to live, or die. And that's exactly what all this is, a slow suicide. I love you all, mary* Your weaker than you want every one to think... But your stronger than you know* ~So much love to you all* Name: DeathIAm Country: usa Comment: you know,this place is really adicting otherwise i probaly wouldent be here but oh well i'm glad i am,well sad i'm 11,i have to go i only wanted to say hey and make sure everyone is doing okay well perhaps i'll stop by later and acually say so,mething besides this,bye Name: cat Country: Other Comment: yay! i cant believ im underweight. i thought i wuz overweight 4 my figure. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: aszure how old r u? its goog ur not leaving. im going into an intensive outpatient hospital for my e.d... hope it works. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: cat your BMI is 19. you're below average. you're fine! you're better than fine, you're below. i wish i was underweight.............................a perfect weight would be around 125 for you. Name: Someone Country: usa Comment: i just don't know were to go i've been well "spitting" out my food for like a year i can't really stop cause every time i look in the mirror and all i see is a fat 14 year old girl starring back at me Name: cat to sad Country: Other Comment: sad, i am 5'6". Name: whitney Country: usa Comment: umm..i just need some help im 14 and i need to lose about 42 pounds i weight 142-143..if any one out there has an anwser please send me a email or something!! thank you so much Name: DeathIAm Country: usa Comment: You know,i dont think i should go with out acking all of you want you think.t wouldent be right of me to leave and not help out,i'm sorry Name: sad Country: usa Comment: how tall r u cat? Name: cat Country: Other Comment: i think i am fat when i know im not. i weigh 120 and im only 12! do u think i should go on a diet? Name: sad Country: usa Comment: its been kinda quiet here lately. tension much? Name: DeathIAm Country: usa Comment: hey everyone,what's up?i'm not gonna be writing on this page anymore,i'm sorry and all but i just cant,some of my problems i'm just gonna have to work out myself,and if i cant then oh well,it isent your guys problem,people get to atached to people they dont know,like i have,Hello is right,we arnt perfect,no one is.so stop trying to be,eating disorders you get them because you are unhappy with yourself,and you just dont care what happens anymore,you usally get them if you want to lose weight or it helps you deal with emostinal pain and stress,and life,and misary and the though of everyone else being so like just about perfect,and you'er sad becuase you cant just go on prtending nothings wrong,you cant pretend,so you do other things to help you deal,i know that's why i became bulimic,i wasent like everyone else,i couldent just forgive and forget and binge eating helped me deal with it,like when people cut,they cut to deal with emotinal pain..i know this probaly isent makeing sence to you,but maybe it will someday..Bye,Love Aszure Name: Hello Country: india Comment: I can't believe some of you are complaining when you seem very skinny. If you think 115 pounds is fat then you have serious problems. Just realize you will never be perfect..no one is!! Even if it might seem like it, everyone has their flaws. For example I don't like my thigs and I wish they were skinnire, but I know that I will never be perfect. I guess you just have to deal with it. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: you're flat or fat? Name: not necessary Country: canada Comment: I stoped eating to make my self skinny i stoped for like 4 monthes and its been on and off for like 4 months after that i got so skinny that my own familly was teasing me about how i was going to fade away my mom would cry over me every day and pray that i would stop killing my self i quit after almost dieing and then again after i gained weight i almost died again by my heart working to hard after some time later i decided to push my luck again and stop eating after 2 months i ended up in the hospital on life suport and then after rehab. now i am flat and unhappy with my decition to risk my life. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: do you bulimics ever bake things and binge on them? i do, and i compulsively keep doing it even though its not what i want but i want food and theres nothing i like in the house, or i want something different, or i cant find money to go to 7 11 and get something. i really cant stop no matter how many times i do it or tell myself nt to. ill either end up crying about it, or throwing it up. yet i cant stop........ Name: sad Country: usa Comment: and if someone only has an e.d. for less than year, they really dont have one, or its just not a strong one. eating disorders last quite a LONG time. not just for a little bit of a year. im going to my psychiatrist on tuesday and going to ask him about prozac. Prozac is supposed to help with bulimia. so ill be praying for that, and still prayin for all of us poor girls who are suffering from these demons in our head called eating disorders. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: im not beautiful. Name: lou loubear Country: united kingdom Comment: hey i sorta jus stumbled accross this site by accident wen i was doin hw. My best friend was abnnorexic for a while last year but she managed to get ova it now with the help of doctor s n support from every1. I have to say it was one of the wrost times in my life so far( im 15). Watchin a friend or someone u know do that to themselves is the horriblest thing you can imagine!! It is just as bad for friends as it is for the victim. Annorexia is like a second person tha interferes in your head almost like another conscience and u ahv to ignore it!! Wat your seein isnt you and you ahve to realsie you are doing major damamge to yourselves by not eatin or making yoursleves sick. All your friends and family love you sooo much n this is makin me cry to talk about because it brings it all back but tis soo important to tlk to some1 about your problems your mum or neone u can trust!! your all beautiful, please remember that!! xxxxxxxxx Name: sad Country: usa Comment: that is so how i feel. i used to be real skinny too. i was 101 lbs. at 5"8. im still 5"8 but now im more than 30 pounds heavier. i cant stop eating. i feel unexplainably guilty and HAVE to get rid of it. i feel even more gulity when i cant get rid of it! it's horrible. i feel like i dont even have an e.d. sometimes cuz im not sickly skinny.........anymore... Name: tumbler Country: usa Comment: sad oh my that is how i am and i used to be way anorexic i was like 83 pounds at 5 foot. I was so skinny then i started getting better then i fell into bad bulimia. I don't know why either its like i want to give it up but then i can't like i am so used to the binge purge cycle that no matter how hard i try its like i find myself just eating and eating then throwing up its like a comfort thing almost like i love food but i can't control myself. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: i am just like that tumbler. every day i come home form school, go to 7 11, buy a pint of ice cream or something else, eat it, then throw up. sometimes i dont even throw it up. im not anorexic anymore, and i HATE bulimia sooooooo much. i feel like the biggest, fattest pig in the whole world. Name: tumbler Country: usa Comment: i don't know if any of you here are really bad bulimics. but i have been throwing up probably 7 times a day and i go to the store and spend so much money for food and eat it all then throw up. i don't know how to stop i am even going to therapy and just find myself lying because i am scared to admit the truth. someone please help me?? Name: Linda Country: usa Comment: Sorry I haven't been on in a while :(. lilblue, if your really over wieght, not just you think you are then get outside have some fun! How old are you, if your in school you can always go out for a team! Don't think what others think about you and be yourself. How much do you weigh? That will help me to help you better. Well I must go, my sis and I turned 15 today, I gots to go get ready for my party! i luv yall all, and am praying always! Name: sad Country: usa Comment: hey who stole my name? lol Name: lilblue Country: usa Comment: i think that linda is the won that give advice. i new so how do you now what to do HELP????? Name: lilblue Country: usa Comment: i am overeating and i don't know why is it because i am in the house all day. i'm scard because i think i am going to some thing dume i use to work out and did relly go now i dont have any goal to do it my frist goal was to go to hawaii on a field trip but it never happen i need help for what can i do!!!!!!!!!!!!1 Name: sad Country: usa Comment: my sister think it ok to trowup because it help you to lose weight, but i think she is going to get sick and how can i help to stop her to stop doing that Name: sad Country: usa Comment: my sister think it ok to trowup because it help you to lose weight, but i think she is going to get sick and how can i help to stop her to stop doing that Name: sad Country: usa Comment: thanks. i hope i do get it too. im like a compulsive eater now. its horrible..... Name: Linda Country: usa Comment: Wheres everybody at latley? I hope you do good sad Name: DaethIAm Country: usa Comment: well it's acually called a body ball,but it's the same thing as a yoga ball but if you get a yoga ball it cost more but it is the ecact same thing and my body ball thing was only like $12 so it's affordible... Name: sad Country: usa Comment: that yoga ball sounds very useful. how much would it be? my moms all worried about the cost and crap. Name: Linda Country: usa Comment: Amen sister preach it! Sad your fine so stop thinking all these crazy things, we all care about and don't want you sick, always praying, Linda Name: DeathIAm Country: usa Comment: the reason you probaly cant stop eating is because your body craves food,you just cant take it away from it,you would probaly would have to work into that,DONT YOU DARE GET ANY IDEAS,you dont need to stop eating,you'er fine,you acually need to start eating MORE! Name: sad Country: usa Comment: thanks Aszure. ive actually been throwing up a lot more recently because i feel indescribably guilty! how come i cant stop eating?!!!!!! Name: DaethIAm Country: usa Comment: lol,well i got mine at a wallmart,and yes a yoga ball is somthing you do exersices on,and it holds up to 300lbs so well even the bigger people can use them,but i love my yoga ball and my mother loves her yoga ball and a yoga ball is great thing....i hope you get one Name: sad Country: usa Comment: thanks linda. where would you get one? im sorry i ask too many questions lol. Name: Linda Country: usa Comment: A yoga ball is one of those big balls you do exercises like sit ups on. Has anyone heard how concerned mommy is? Name: sad Country: usa Comment: thanks, but whats a yoga ball? Name: DeathIAm Country: usa Comment: oh i dident mean to say fat i ment flat... Name: DeathIAm Country: usa Comment: Acually what would help alot is a yoga ball,Sad you shouldnet stop eating ya sure your stomic would be fat but you would look so gross,you would be able to start to seee like every bone in your body,and you would be week and disy...dont make yourselfe sick,just get a flat stomic the right way....you might be able to enjoy yourselfe more if you just exercice,but if you go anorexic you wont endoy it,you would be to sick to enjoy it... Name: Linda Country: usa Comment: A flat stomach has nothing to do with how much you DONT eat. You can be skinny and not fit. Just do alot of crunches and exercise it really makes a flat stomach, not starving yourself. My friend she always has been thin but never had a flat stomach but she did cheerleading and now she does. You just have to be more active, and you can't eat less or you wont have the energy to workout so eat a HEALTHY diet and just exercise. It doen't have to be pain just get outside and runa round with your friends. My friends and I love to walk alot. Well I'm praying for you, your getting so much better, don't give up. Luv always Linda Name: sad Country: usa Comment: aw thanks linda. but i really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really want a flat stomach soooooooooooooooooo bad............... Name: Linda Country: usa Comment: Sad, we don't want you to not eat, u were getting so much better....Don't give up I'm prayign for u. Luv, Linda Name: sad Country: usa Comment: how do i just stop eating for a day? Name: DeathIAm Country: usa Comment: Man,school sucks,ALOT!oh well,what's up people?how's everyone doin?PLEASE START SAYIN STUFF!i'm bored and well people talkin on this thing keeps my mind on somethin... Name: Linda Country: usa Comment: Is anyone here? Anyone need help with anything? Name: DeathIAm Country: usa Comment: Sad,well my sister is 5'8 and she looks good at about 135-140,but a better weight is probaly about 160 like linda said.. Name: Linda Country: usa Comment: Sad, for 5' 8" a good weight is about 160. Thats about what my doctor told me I should be at, my hieght and I'm 5' 7". Well Talk to everyone soon, bye Luv Linda. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: concerned mommy, Aszure is right. get her to a hospital soon, before it's too late. thanks Aszure, im glad u agree. no one called anybody a devil worshipper here. does anybody know prayers to St. Jude or St. Monica? i could really truly need them. God's not answering my prayers right now and i need answers NOW. and, what do you think is a good weight for someone who's 5 ' 8? Name: Linda Country: usa Comment: Sugarandspice123 U do have someone to talk to now. Me I'm here to help you, I may not know personally what your going through but I have seen it first hand. Remember you can stop if you started and if you truly want to....I'm praying for you, luv Linda. Name: sugarandspice123 Country: usa Comment: i have been struggling with anexoria for about 6 months and i need help can someone help me i have no one to talk to..... Name: Linda Country: usa Comment: Thanks for forgiving me yall. Well Worried mom, hows things going with your daughters, I'm praying for you. Luv Linda Name: DeathIAm Country: usa Comment: Wait...dident Cass say that she made up the name Cass so if anyone she knew came here they wouldent know it was her?But like ahh,this is so confuseing.. Name: DeathIAm Country: usa Comment: Hey everyone,it seems like what you people are doing is being stupid,Lets see here,Linda dident say you were a devil worshuper Cass,she said"what's next you being a devil worshuper"dident say you were,she was just useing it as an example,so you people need to STOP!all of you,the only person here acting responsible are the people that need help probaly the most but how can anyone get help when all you guys are doing is fighting and hurting each other mentaly,it's kinda hard to talk to you guys anymore,and everyone who has been here but just came in the middle of this very childest fight i'm sorry about it..you came here for help but all you herd was people fighting,and i cant apoligize for what other people have done since i am not them,but i am sorry,so Jake ever think your ex-gf maybe needed alot more help then you gave her?dumping her isent gonna help her any,you'er being so selfe centerd,concernd mommy well i think you should put you child in a hospital were she will be helped it seems like you dont have much control over your kid,no offence or anything,so even if she dose get mad at you for it at least she wont die,her doing this to her selfe is very deadly,dont you rather want to see her grow up more and not die?my mother and sister are both anorexic,my mother has medicantion for it,and with out it she wont eat..well i cant think of anything else to tell you,and there is only so much i know since i am only 11..i have tried the whole anorexia and all but it made me very very weak,and since i do gymnastics i need the stranth,so do me a fav,k?help your child..i mean really really help her dont just talk to her about it,if she isent eating put her in a hospital,even if she says she hates you she wonte mean it,when she gets older she'll understand why you would have done it..Sad,i thank you for being here you seem like the only person right now that is helping everyone,thanks so much..Love Aszure. Name: i know cassie Country: usa Comment: linda, thanks, i guess i didn't see your comments. cassie is right here and she says she forgives you. she says she understands what you are going through... not totally but she cares and understand about the bad week thing. she says her life is real hectic right now so she won't be coming back for a while... but she wants you to know that she is praying for all of you and that she cares for all of you. on a humerous note, she says, "linda, teenage girls sure know how to fight." ha ha! well, now with that behind us, cassie says. make sure you don't give any pesonal info out, i mean with that freako jack out and others out there too. love, cassie (diving rocks) and cass (her friend) kind of confusing i know so diving rocks is really CASSIE and me i'm cass. k? me, cass might come back along with cassie, we both care and want to help these people. linda, asure, sad, and all take care of youself, k? no more fighting okay? :) Name: Linda Country: usa Comment: And I don't live in NC but W.Vergina, gawsh if u have to know like cass I didnt want yall to know cause there are freaks out there and some on this sight Name: Linda Country: usa Comment: Jake ur a freak, this isn't a hook up website but to help people its people like you who ruin this website people need help so stop it and go away! Name: Linda Country: usa Comment: Yall who in the world "knew me"? None of yall know me so stop and grow up I'm trying to help people and your just ruining this website, why dont u go away, I'm paying god helps ur lost soul! Name: Linda Country: usa Comment: What? I said I was sorry right below what u wrote. Please don't freak I'm not mad at anyone so nether should u. Please just move on. I said I was sorry and I wanted Cass to forgive me. And other people please don't think this is a "chat" site its a helping site, I;m here for anyone. Name: i know cassie Country: usa Comment: STOP IT! You guys are being so immature. Can't you just forgive and forget. i pray you do. My friend Cassie forgives and she is praying for you as we speek. please start acting like semi-adults and get a move on and see that we should be more mature and godly in the way we act? please, you guys, please, grow up. Linda, i pray you come on and see what you have done just by your simple words. for some reason someone is mad at you and some other people don't know what's going on and cassie and i are jsut out here, praying so are azsure and sad. linda learn from this experience and forgive. okay? i care about my friend and i care about you, i care about this site and pray you all come to this decision; to forgive and forget! Name: Linda Country: usa Comment: Cass, I'm sorry for what I said, I guess I got a little like I dont know confused. I'm glad you didn't put your real name, there are some freaks out there and you should never let anyone know to much. I'm so sorry I just wish everything could go back to the way it was. When we came here to help these people. I should of never been so rude I guess I was having a bad week at school and never should of took it out on you. Can things please go back to normal? Will you forgive me? If not I understand but please stay here and help these people, you know what they're going through and your strong with the Lord. I'm sorry and I should of been a better Christian. Everyone please don't think that we're here to "chat" please let us help you. I may not have a disorder but I do have problems with my weight to the point I feel dipressed and I've been there when my two best friends went through this, If I can help anyone so they don't have to go through what my friends did. No one should. Love Linda. Name: no more linda! Country: usa Comment: NO MORE LINDA! SHE'S A MEAN HOG! SHE SAYS SHE CARES BUT WE KNOW BETTER, LINDA SHE STAY AWAY FROM THIS SITE. NO MORE LINDA, LET US ALL FIGHT! i am the person who wrote all those bad words, aren't i the coolesst? as for linda, i know you, or knew you i should say, you were mean to me so i'm trying to get back at you. Name: x Country: usa Comment: yo, i'm jake again. um, i dumbed my girl friend the skiny one. does any fat girls want me? i have a lot to give, oh yeah! i read all these comments and lina you sounld like a very nice girl, i like you and you live in NC right. if you 're interested write me. come on swwet stuff, i like fat girls, they are nicer and lessser considerate about their body. plus they do awesome stuff with me at night, hint. linda, are you interested/ hey what's your phone number? jake, Name: Linda Country: usa Comment: Concerned mommy, I'm so sorry for what your going through. How old is your daughter? She could be bothered at school about her weight and this could be a reason. Have you tried sitting her down and talking to her telling her how you feel and how much i worries you and your husband? She doesn't need bribes but love. But if she still doesnt eat get her help. I may not personally have a disorder but I've been there for friends and I do suffer from being obese. It might not make your child happy to make her get help but in the end wouldn't you rather have her mad at you for a little while than having her not eat and being sick. Lesson to sad, she knows what she talking about. I'll pray gor your daughters and you and your husband, your in a tuff place now and I hope things get better, love Linda. Name: never eat Country: usa Comment: soory, last tiem i put country india, because i forgot to put it on usa, i from usa yes, i don't eat food, food hate me, hate food i, you know what i talk about on it seems you dont write back cass, i hope you okay it seem you have fight with other girl i still need help would you hlep lplease anyone since cass dont write me back please help me i need help i nine and dont eat much food i 4'10' and 50 poundies, inneed helpppppp anyone help me please, but someon who udnerstand, linda don' tunderstand, sad or zurg ciould you help me o plerse Name: i know cassie Country: usa Comment: Sad girl, I know Cassie, she an awesome friend and just want to show this Linda girl to drop these argument and name calling. She is so mean to Cassie and calling her a devil worshiper was real smart, not! Listen, I’m not here to fight with you or this site or Linda. I just want to help out my friend here, I saw her and she was really down. I asked, Cassie what’s wrong. She told me about this site and what happened. I felt so bad for Cassie and so mad and Linda I had to give her a piece of my mind. Cassie said she doesn’t want to come to this site again and be hurt by you guys again. You should see her now, she won’t eat… she eats like nothing each day and now she’s eating less since she got this… yea, so basically I’m the person talking for Cass. So what if she told you to call her Cass, whatever! Cassie/Cass, does it really matter? See we’re both were named Cassandra; and I call her Cassie and she calls me Cass. Okay? Does that make that lying when she wrote Cass rather than Cassie? Sad what I ment by that was: I’m saying the words didn’t effect my friend, Cassie. Though she is called mean names you should see her, she is forgiving through this all. She has gone on and put this behind her. But still even though on the outside she fine, it doesn’t mean on the inside that she’s hurting. I came up to her bed room and saw her sitting on the floor cring. I’m here for Cassie and that’s it. I don’t know how this fight started. Just Linda started calling Cassie names and Cassie got mad and Linda wrote back. Just drop it okay? Cassie is the good Christian friend I have always loved and cared for, even through the rough times like this. So please, Linda, Sad, and everyone else, forget this and go on. If Cassie doesn’t come back(i dobt she will), I surely will. I want to help and see my friend get better. God can help everyone with their difficulties and I think Linda needs to turn this over to God! P.S. I’m really sorry I wrote that last part about Linda and being fat, yea, I guess I was overly mad, and just my fingers got away from me as I was typing. I didn’t mean to be mean but you hurt my friend and I guess I was trying to hut her back for Cassie. You know? Thanks, you guys for listten to me blabber, I hope this makes it clearer for you. God bless U and I pray you guys resulve this thingy. if you guys have any questions what so ever about Cassie, just let me knoow, kkk? oh yeha, and you can write me too, i a person and would love to support anyone on this site who need the Lord's guidance in thier life. wrie soon. Name: concerned mommy Country: usa Comment: my baby has been like this for almost a year now, she won't eat any food and i think she may be drawing her sister into this as well. Just for reference my daughter is Alyssa, she doesn't eat. My other daughter Ali is younger and she says that we care more about Alyssa than about her. So she's not eating, that's been for about a month. My life revolves around my children eating or not eating. If they eat even a little bit of food. We gift them with something special. Sad, any advice. Please? Name: sad Country: usa Comment: concerned mommy, how long has your daughter been like this? she may just be on the stage of denial, the begining of an eating disorder. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: thats really mean! what happened to this site? we all used to be about supportting each other and praying to Jesus, and now this high school girl fighting? what would God think of this? you're arguiing about who's a real christian, telling the other they dont belong here, saying the other one isn't nice, yada yada yada...... and person who knows cassie. you said its ineffective to call somebody names? you said linda isnt nice, and she should lose weight! this is an eating disorder board or whatever. we should be helping each other! linda, cass or whatever your name is, would the Lord really listen to us if we fought like this? and on this site, we should never tell anybody to lose weight. please dont leave because of a silly fight like this. you both had such a strong faith and good advice all the time and i dont know if you do anymore but i have faith that if you make up, Christ will forgive BOTH of you, and you wont be mad at each other or angry or whatever. God bless you, always. hey Aszure, how are you doing? hows your situation going? im praying for you! dont give up on the Lord! Name: i know cassie Country: usa Comment: hi, I know Cass and I want to say Linda you are the meanest person ever, yeah, and you call yourself a Christian, who would believe you. You call her names, you use bad words, and if that’s not enough, you don’t believe her. She made up the name for safty reasons, well she doesn’t want people to know who she is. Cuz if you did you wouldn’t care about her but would want her like signature and to meet her. So Linda get a life and see how unaffective you words were and know that you need Jesus. He is the only one that can turn you around.i know you’re guoing to be mad at me, but I’ only telling you this because I care about my friend. Why don’t you start caring like you say you do. By the way, ayone who goes on this website should STAY AWAY FROM LINDA OR LEER, SHE’S NOT A NICE PERSON AND DON’T BELIEVE WHAT SHE SAYS. Linda, take a long walk off a short pier! "Linda, Linda 2 by 4 can't get through ANY door. Lose some weight girl!!" Name: xx Country: usa Comment: X Hi, yeah, my girlfriend is yea really sinky like really skinny. I want her to get help cz shes so skinie it’s sick. But she won’t get help. my friend told me that his sister’s firned who he is dating has come ot this site and it’s all like help, so yea help me to finger out our girlfriend. Thanks. Jake! email me if you think I’m hot at X19years@aol.com I like chunky people, I will dub my girl if she gets inay skinnier yea, North Carloina girls are so skini jake---iii want someonene nommrla Name: never eat Country: india Comment: Hi, I hate food. I am not eating. I don’t weigh much. My friend’s friend told me that this is a good sight for support. I was wondering if I can find some help or something. I hate food, or did I say that already. Food hates me, I mean it, when I look at food it looks like it’s saying DON’T EAT ME, DON’T EAT ME. Sort of like in shark tales where the shark has to eat like these little things and they are like don’t eat us, don’t eat us! yeah well that’s like how foood is to me. Yeah, I havn’t eaten much for a while. My friend told me that a good person to talk to is cass. Anyway, cass could you help me? No offence or anything but my friend doesn’t think the other people on this site are like emotionally okay. You know what I mean. So cass can I talk to you? What doesn’t God say about like this, cass? Cass, please write back, I need help! You can e-mail me at underweight+food=fat@aol.com thanks cass, it would mean so much if you can help me and all. Forever, Ginger Name: A concerned mommy Country: usa Comment: I don’t believe this is a comment page; it seems like a teen hang out/chat room. I usually find these pages unhelpful, but it’s worth a try, can you give me some valuable help? What would you say if I said; I have a daughter that doesn’t eat. She refuses to eat, no matter what I bribe her with. I offered to buy her a new wardrobe but she still won’t eat. I guess you are teenagers so you know what I’m talking about. What can I do to get my daughter to eat? Her father and I are very concerned, we are supportive but she doesn’t seem to want support. We tell her that if she ever needs to talk, we here for her, but she responds that she is fine just not hungry. I wouldn’t be surprised if she’s anorexic, I don’t want to alarm her and take her to the doctor but I don’t know what else to do. Any advice would be helpful, could I give her something that will make her stop? Should I advice her to come on this site? Please tell me! I need to find a way to help my daughter, before it’s too later. Respond quickly; I need your guidance on these issues. You can reach me at yellowducky@yahoo.com or over this site whichever you chose, do it quickly! Sincerely, Allyson Name: me Country: usa Comment: Linda, how can you help people who are suffering from an eating disorder when you don’t know what we’re talking about? Every time I needed advice Azsure and Sad would always answer with support and they were always helping me and supporting me. Excuse me for not trusting you, every time I wrote you I’d feel God telling me, “don’t trust Linda”. So I’m obedient to Him and you are making this more difficult for me. Why should I trust you? I don’t know if you are some rapist or something. So I made up a name; by the way it’s not lying. It doesn’t matter what your friends or you say about your walk with Christ, because only God knows your heart. Remember actions are stronger than words; so by the way you’re acting, I don’t think you’re a believer. Calling me names is so immature and unchristian-like, that’s why I said the stuff I said. I gave you a chance to ask for forgiveness, but you were unwilling to say sorry, how child-like and ungodly. Today’s sermon was on forgiveness, I thought of you. Linda, I thought that maybe you would ask for forgiveness but you didn’t and said you never would. So to quote Jesus dying on the cross, “Lord, forgive them for they do not know what to do.” To put it in this case, “Lord, forgive Linda for she doesn’t know what she is doing.” I’ve been on this website since around January. When you finally became apart of the website around May I thought hey great, you were so godly and so eager to help, even if you didn’t have a disorder. But you’ve changed, I don’t know if that’s because of school or your friends but I know one thing you aren’t as filled with God as you use to be... you became drawn away and you are drawing this site away with you. I can pray for you as you go through this struggling time. I pray God can help you through this and teach you more about Him. I know I’ve learned something from this experience and I hope you did too. I wish we stuck to the subject and focused on the main reason we were on this site, to help and support. But instead people seemed to focus on other things… Linda, your words hurt me so much, I thought you were my friend… but for whatever reason you chose to be cruel, I forgive you. I say that from the bottom of my heart, I’m hurt and crying and my lack of eating has increased from what you said, but I still forgive you. Why, you may ask, because my relationship with God is more important than holding grudges. I will continue to pray for you, Linda. Tears are fogging my vision as I say this; Linda, you really need to put your life in order. God should be the center of everything in your do, say, and how you act. Thank-you, Linda, for all you have taught me through this experience on this website. Now, goodbye and may God bless the rest of your life.Azsure and Sad, you are such a awesome help to me. You have been there when I needed to talk or express my feelings, I thank-you both SO much for all you’ve done and all the friendship you provide me. You two are great! You both are the best part of this site, you knew what I was talking about and would always find a way to help or answer my questions. Keep it up with the other people who come to this site. They need to talk to someone who understands. Remember to always pray for each other. God can help everyone with their problems and He is always there with a supporting hand to lead them along. I must leave this site because of my own difficulties; you two have been so helpful and I couldn’t express enough thanks to you. May God bless you in your walk with Him and help you find peace and support to get through this… could you two do me a favor? Please, oh please help those who come on this website. Be supportive and a friend… and like you said Azsure; stick to the subject. I pray everyone who comes to this website is supported (by you two) and you can help them through this difficult time. Always pointing them towards Jesus. I really trust you guys, and I wish I could have met you, Azsure. But I’m trying to honor my parent’s rules and God’s plan for me. I’m sure you understand. You both have been super friends and I wish I could stay…but it’s impossible in these situations. Hugs and God bless! Love in Christ, -me (x-diving rocks!) thanks for your responce, Azsure. You're great, but there's no use when Linda and I only fight. I wish I could just talk to you and Sad, you guys understand me and I trust you. Name: DeathIAm Country: usa Comment: Well,Cass i want you to come back,i'm really really sorry,just i guess i miss understood some of the things you said it's just you do one thing and then something else,but just i dont know,lissen i want to help in everyway that i can but you seem like you're holding back,i cant understand everything but i'll try,but if you want help from me,you'er gonna have to open up alittle bit..please.i want to help i really really realy do..love Aszure. Name: Linda Country: usa Comment: I'm am not driving people away thank you, you are. Im here to give advice to people who need it but how can anyone take what you say to heart when all you do is lie then go from the sweetest person to someone I'm not happy to ever meet. And thank you I am a good Christian and no matter what you and others say I will always be. I'm saved and a follower of the Lord and believe that I will go to heaven and live in paradise with the Lord forever. So thank you for being so blunt about your thoughts, cause I'm not ever gonna be sorry that I said this stuff I was so happy to meet you because I had someone that was so great in the lord who was here to help me help others but now I don't know who you are. Well this is to who ever comes to this website. I'm am not going to tell you I'm a person I'm not and I will always be here to help you. There was a reason that you came here and I wanna help you through your problems. I'm sorry for any one who thinks that this website is not going to help anyone. We should of never got off the topic so much, I'm so very sorry, Aszure is right. Please dont leave and if you need any help feel free to just ask, I'm here. Please don't think that we just talk and no ones here to help. God will lead me to help any one who ask in the best way I can. I'm praying for you all and thinking of everyone always. Love Linda Name: someone Country: usa Comment: don't expect me to come back. thanks a lot linda for being so mean, hmmm, maybe you wrote those mean notes about me- oh and calling me satinic and a devil worshiper was a big help huh? i wouldn't be suprised if you were, linda! i didn't lie azsure, i just made up a name i never said, "my name is cass", i said "you can call me cass". you wonder why i don't trust people on the internet, maybe there's reason to. so stop accusing and look at yourself! linda, think about what Jesus would do, hmmmm, maybe be nice? why am i leaving, because i feel God telling me to get out of this situation, because it isn't safe!! i express that to do you and all you do is call me names. well excuse me for doubting you but, you don't seem like a TRUE Christian. i'm going to find true Christian friends that I can speak to and that understand me, not a group of loner. I'm crushed by your hurtful words and NEVER coming back-hmmm, maybe my friend is right-the people on the east coast are toothless, meanign branless. i'm still praying for you but don't expect me to come back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -oh, and i thought you said you were here to help people, linda, you're driving people away! Name: DeathIAm Country: usa Comment: Hey Cass,well it is becomeing harder to trust you since you keep lieing,i understand and all but bariley,lisen i still want you to come back,just try to be alittle more honest,k?you'er kinda confuseing me with all these names,just stick with one,well,hey leer,what's up?how's things been?well everyone i have to go,maybe insted of like chatting on this we can start helping again...Love Aszure..(chatting to one other is a good thing and all but i do have some problems and so dose everyone else and personaliy i dont think i wanna tell you all,i mean befor i flet that i could tell you guys anything,i dont like feeling like i cant) Name: Linda Country: usa Comment: Cass, who r u really? Name: Linda Country: usa Comment: Cass, I don't understand? U just pop up with more and more and more suprises at first I was forgiving but I don't know now.... I mean what next, ur a satinist and worship the devil? Sorry to be so harsh but what next r we going to find out about u? Im sorry but this is to much. But Im not going to leave this site cause theres a reason God sent me here and Im gona stay and help people. Leave if u want to. Sadly, Linda Name: PRAYERS! Country: usa Comment: Please go to www.healgloria.com and help pray for a little girl who so need your prayers! Please be apart of this you guys; leer, sad, azsure. thanks-yeah, i know i said that was one-more-thing but i have to write this. Please pray for gloria an innocent little girl who got hurt. :( Love, Cass Name: cass-one more thing Country: usa Comment: by the way, my real first name isn't Cass or Cassandra, I just made it up since I'm not suppose to tell my real name. Nifty, huh? Also if someone, anyone I knew came on here, they wouldn't be able to identify me. like in the case of you and your sister, Azsure... i was trying to protect myself from that. well i really got to go. bye! Love, (so called) Cass P.S. if you ever write me, i'll maybe still come back, but still call me cass, okay? Name: cass Country: usa Comment: I've thought about it and see now that I shouldn't come on as much. it's not healthy, i mean i have not real friend and only computer friends. i'm ditching important stuff to just come on here and see who wrote. i'm sorry but i'm gunna have to cut back coming a lot or just not come anymore, i hope you understand. good bye all, i pray you all draw close to the Lord and find Him even through this struggling time. Love, Cass P.S. this doesn't have anything to do with what the sicko said about me... i just feel like it's time to leave. but who knows, i may show up sometime on this site. bye! Name: Linda Country: usa Comment: who ever is that just dont worry there gay love lind Name: fatty Country: usa Comment: You are all FAT, oh oh, becareful before you become a hipo, you fatty! Name: cass Country: usa Comment: What's going on? I was just on a minute ago and now someone is putting mean comments on! Whoever is typeing this; you're WRONG God does care about me. Even though I'm the fattest.... Cass Name: Pity Poddy Country: usa Comment: You are nuts, Cass, Someone, and Sad, get off your little pitty poddy and see your real self. you are all fat girls who don't know a fuckin' thing that's going on with you. You don't even know how to spell the word disorder. you just wish you were skinny as us who have the disorder, so just shut up and get your fucking ass out of here. i'm a guy and you girls are just blubber, you remind me of a whales. cass, you're the fattest, what does God care about your crappy looks. hun, loss weight, you goof. - Name: Cass Country: usa Comment: Azsure, Sad, hi, how’s it going? Thanks for your support, you guys. I mean it’s so hard, and like no one knows what’s going on with us. That’s why it’s great to talk to each other. Sad, you’re fine. I mean it… sure I wanna get below 100 but it sucks to see other people going through this. You are fine, if you want to loss a few pounds sure, but losing 40 pounds is way too much, I pray God can help you with your difficulties and give you someone in person to talk to. The friend I talked to really helped me, just by supporting me and being there and willing to talk. Sad, you can exercise but going anorexic is never, ever, ever the answer! Today I ate like nothing, my mom supported me. It’s so weird. But later I ate some watermelon and felt good. Have you guys ever felt like once you ate the food it was like you didn’t want to eat it. That’s how I feel I mean, I eat something and love it while I’m eating it but once it’s gone I wanna puke it up. Yuck! That and crying myself to sleep is a natural for me… Silent Night has sort of stopped the crying… it has given me something to think about and take my mind of my feelings of eating/not eating. You know what I mean? I don’t think I’m like anorexic but just going through a stage of not eating… sort of a tiny anorexia time of my life. Ya know? I thank-you guys for talkin’ to me. It’s so GREAT to like talk to you, I mean since you guys know what I’m talking about… most people don’t know me this way, not even my family. I don’t think my friend even knows what’s going on with me, except that I’ve lost like a ton of weight… Azsure, you’re right, you sort of don’t want people to know…..yeah, me too. Well take care of yourselves, k? Hi, Leer, I hope school is going good. Love, Cass (hey, you like just wrote your messege, Azsure like right before I got on, the second time...yeah, that's neat... i know I'm weird. ha ha!) Name: Someone Country: usa Comment: Lissen Sad,you dont need to get down to 91,try 115,you might feel better.You haveing alittle bit of meat on you is not a bad thing you need it,you will always need it,i personaliy think you are fine just the way you are,and your weight is fine,you'er not over,you not much under,you'er just fine,Bye everyone...Love Aszure. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: i know exactly how it feels to cry like that. i was after allm born with depression so im always miserable about something. ALWAYS feeling like a pig...ALWAYS feeling fat...ALWAYS feeling like an overeater...ALWAYS feeling like im always eating...ALWAYS feeling fat everywher ei touch my body...im disgusting...im slightly under 130 now, but that's too high. im gonna go to 91 and see if thats good enough. but.......ugh.....i wish i was never hungry.........................or something.......................................my legs are flabby, mu butt sticks out, my arms have a little fat on them, my arms have always been skinny! and my stomach.....ugh! o Lord please get rid of this disgusting thing that i cant get rid of no matter how many crunches i do................................................... Name: DeathIAm Country: usa Comment: Hey,Cass...i know what you mean with crying at night befor you go to sleep,i do that all the time,and my firend i think he tried to understand,and really tried to get me to gain more and stop cutting and everything,but i got mad at him,and all we did was talk about me being thin and cutting and how i should stop and gain weight,well at least it seemed like that,i guess it was my falt...Well my sister left so maybe i will still come back i just wont write as much,Oh and hey Linda,sad,and everyone else,take care of yourselfe everyone,love Aszure. Name: cass, again :) Country: usa Comment: Azsure, really? I pray God can guide to the right person to talk to… it’s hard for crushes to understand, huh? Last week I cried myself to sleep, I hated myself, and felt mad at everyone. I don’t know what was happening to me. I was really weird too, like walking in to walls… This week I’m better. I feel more myself. Though I feel still piggish and fat, I’m not so emotional. Hey, do you have Christmas music? If so find a really sweet copy of Silent Night, listen to it as you fall asleep. It helps you and makes you feel closer to God… it has really helped me not cry at night. Try it, it may help. I like this version that is played with a sax, it’s so pretty sort of makes me fall asleep in Jesus. Azsure, here’s a great site for BMI for us: I’ll talk to you later. Love, Cassandra P.S. Remember you can ALWAYS find peace in Christ Jesus. He can help you through everthing! Name: DeathIAm Country: usa Comment: Hey,cass..umm i dident tell my sister she just umm like found it,she dident tell anyone else,but i mean if she found it someone else might to,and well i've been acting kinda stupid latly,and i've been kinda emotinal and depressed,i really dont know why,maybe i should tell someone,i did once but well he tried to help i dident really know him tho,just a firend of mine over the computer,the weird thing about it was that i loved him,and he loved me to but after he found out everything kinda started to crash and burn,so i dont want anyone to know but maybe someone should.anyway,bye.. Name: cas Country: usa Comment: wait, Azsure, if your parents told you not to come on this... you should obey them. But if it's just your sister, maybe you should talk to your parents and stuff. tell them that this is a site where we talk about our problems and like pray for each other, yeah. But don't be deseatful. K? Well that was just one more idea. Name: Cass Country: usa Comment: Linda, I know it’s hard… I mean with friend who are being drawn astray. I’ll be praying for your guy friend… hey do you like him? :) Yeah, my X-best friend use to be so close to God, closer than I am… not she’s a total slut. It was a big change, I pray for her, but know that I can’t reach her anymore, only God can help her out of this predicament, you know what I mean? That how I feel, all the guys I like or think are cute just like pass me… I think it’s due to my weight, but heck knows what’s going through their heads. So I guess most guys, or at least the cute/popular guys just run after girls that show a lot of skin. LOL! Anyway, I know that someday, I’ll find someone to date and all… but right now, I’m relying on God. He’ll bring the right boy around, all in good time. (happy face.) Well I’ve got to go, I don’t think I’ll be on often but I’ll try to get on once maybe twice a week, K? Yeah, my total focus is school. Plus my social life sucks, but what else is new. Well, talk to you guys later. You all rock! Thanks for being there and willin’ to talk. Love, Cass--------- Azsure, I have a few ideas about you coming back… I mean if you want to, maybe change your name-like on the site. Like instead of Azsure or deathiam, put it something that no one would ever think is you… that’s what I had to do, you remember “diving rocks”. I mean no one could identify me, I mean no one I know… that way people wouldn’t know it’s me. Or maybe we can switch to another site, something, I don’t know, different. Wait, how did your sister find out about it? Did you tell her? I kind of try to keep that (the web site) silent, I mean I don’t tell people because I guess I don’t want any of my friends and stuff to know that I’m struggling. I trust you guys, plus the likelihood of us meeting is bare none. That’s what I made up that stupid “Samantha” person, that way no one even you guys didn’t know who Samantha was… till I told you. It was so funny to see your reactions. I mean I know I’m a little crazy but it was sort of like you guys thought I was completely bonkers… maybe I am. Who knows? SO, yeah that’s what I would do… maybe I’ll try to e-mail you… maybe sometime… but I’ll keep your e-mail address so when I can, I will. May God bless you, Azsure and help you in your walk with the Lord. I’ll miss you. Love, Cass Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Hey yall, school is doing good the guy I like, I wrote him a note,and he wrote back and said even tho he doesn't like me like i like him hes still my friend and that the reason that he doesnt like me isnt because my weight which made my day lol. Well Cass please pray for my freind cause like hes reall strong in the Lord and a great person but he likes a girl whos like the complete oppisite and Im scared she'll change hima nd I kinda have feelings for him.... WEll I have to go I'll talk to yall later, I wont be able to get on for 10 days so srry, me and my sis got in afight so.... lol byt love always Linda Name: DeathIAm(this sucks Country: usa Comment: well i guessed i lied last time,that wasent my last comment bur this will be,if anyone whants to talk you can e-mail me at zshirleym@hotmail.com and i will miss you all and remember everything you have helped me with and i'm glad that i'm help some of you,Cass that verse is about not thinking you are butiful for what you have but that you are butiful for who you are,for who you are on the inside,not everyone likes how they look but if they are a good person on the inside they will soon to be a butufial person on the out side as well,even if you yourselfe cant see it.Lissen i want to come back and all but i dont know what to do anymore,i dont want my family to find out but i do want help,and this site is the only way i have been able to get it,i want to come back and talk and help and get helped but then another part of me just dosent want my family to know and i'm afraid if i keep coming back that they will find out..and i really really dont want them to,what should i do?love Aszure. Name: Cass Country: usa Comment: Leer, hey, how’s school? Mine is okay, difficult in some subjects and fun in others. I came across a book that gives you answers from the Bible. It’s awesome! It’s called armed and dangerous. I love it! I know here on this site we’re all struggling with our outward appearance, I read this verse and it made me think of you: 1 Peter 3:3,4 –“Your beauty should not come from outward adornment, such as braided hair and the wearing of gold jewelry and fine clothes. Instead, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God’s sight.” Leer, that really makes me think about what you’ve been telling us. It doesn’t matter how much you weigh but rather you’re relationship with God. It sucks to be teased about your appearance but that verse shows me. God says, “Cass, be quiet, don’t think of what your body looks like but think of your spirit, I love you.” Isn’t that an awesome word of insight to us? I love seeing God’s verses in the Bible that help me become a better person. I hope to talk to you soon! You’re still going to come on the site even though Azsure doesn’t, right? I hope so! You are such a big part of this sort of support site, really. You always give me something to think about. May God bless your day, may He help you with school, and I praise God for the opportunity of meeting another Christian girl (you know, it’s hard to find Christian girls, like you… I’m glad we’re friends). Talk to you later. Love, Cassandra Name: Cassandra Country: usa Comment: Sad, you’re perfect, don’t go anorexic… even if you feel fat, like I do… I’m really gunna miss Aszure as I’m sure you will too. She’s been such a wonderful help to all of us. Azsure, if you ever come here again, know this: We miss you! We really will miss talking to you over this site. I’ll promise you this, I’ll remember everything you helped me with and I’ll always be praying for you! If you happen to be on, maybe I can find out your (Azsure’s), Sad’s. and Leer’s e-mail address and maybe once I have my own e-mail thingy I can write you… May God bless you on your journey through life. May He help you get through all your trials, and I pray you continue to trust in the Lord. He is the best help you’ll ever find. Love, Cass (if you’re ever on again this site again, PLEASE write!!!!!!) Do you guys have yahoo IM? Name: sad Country: usa Comment: cass you are at a perfect weight. but if you really feel you need to lose some, you could lose maybe 5 pounds. trust me. ive learned from my mom, and she's very intelligent about losing weight and how much you really need to lose. i just lost 5 pounds in a week and hoping to lose about 45 more. Aszure, we'll really miss you, and if you feel that way, then okay, but we'll always be here for you if you need some support. Good luck, and God bless! Name: DeathIAm(last comment Country: usa Comment: Hey everyone sorry that i'm not gonna come back,but i just cant have anyone else finding out,my sister found this site and talked to me about it,she dosent think i have an eating disorder and i want to keep it that way,with noone knowing,i will miss you all so so much,and Sad,dont go anorexic,please dont,i'm begging you not to,you are fine just the way you are,try to focus on happy happy thoughts and maybe get into something like danceing or something,you could always take a dance class to keep your mind of things,it would keep you thin and healthy and you could eat and stuff,just take care of yourself,Cass i'm sorry that i'm not gonna come back,i really really am,but i really dont want people to know,and it would be cool to know you in person but that probaly wont happen since we have no other way to keep in touche,only over this,so bye,take good good care of yourselfe,okay?BYE EVERYONE,love you all,love Aszure. Name: cass Country: usa Comment: Sad, girl, hi, I jsut went to the weight watcher thingymajober. I'm 20... I hope to loss another 10 pounds or more.... I'm 5 foot 5 inches and weight 125... so normal... but I need to loss weight. I really need to badly...thanks, CASS Name: cassandra Country: usa Comment: Sad! NO!!!!! You’re doing so well! God is helping you improve, I don’t want you to become like this. Really, Sad, anorexia can kill, take Terry Shibole. She died from anorexia, I’m not proud of my just watermelon diet. But other food makes me barf! It sucks! I don’t know if I’m anorexic… I think if I am it’s not a long term thing. Sometimes I can eat food but mainly it’s just watermelon, other food is crap. BUT Sad, you don’t want it back again. I want to be normal again, but heck knows when that will happen. You’re not a pig, you’re normal, don’t listen to peer pressure or those stinkin’ magazines. Remember God loves you and wants to help you. Please, I’m here if you wanna talk… and Sad, please, please start talking to God again. He will help you with this, I swear! Love, Cass p.s. what’s the internet address for that sight you were telling us about, like last time? Let me know. PLEASE! Name: sad Country: usa Comment: cass, you sound just like me when i was at my worst in anorexia. you ARE anorexic. but please dont continue. ive been eating a LOT more and gained back some weight so i dont look sick anymore. im still throwing up once in a while and still have very anorexic thoughts. i havent prayed to God in a long while because i feel he's REALLY not helping me at all! i feel like an overeater i eat so freakin much all the time! holy crap i really do have a huge problem but i cant stop. i havent eaten food like this in such a long while cuz of restricting for so long! im a pig! please help! how do i stop eating altogether?! PLEASE! TELL ME! I WANT MY ANOREXIC BODY BACK! I WANT TO BE SKINNY AGAIN! my mother says i dont like it anymore but i still have like the perfect body. but i dont want that, i want to have my boney self back! PLEASE HELP ME TO STOP EATING ALTOGETHER! TELL ME WHAT TO DO! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE SUCH A FAT PIG AND OVERWEIGHT AND EXTREMELY LIKE, OBESE! PLEASE HELP, ANYONE! Name: cass Country: usa Comment: Linda, what in the world does Azsure think she’s doing? She’s my friend, my sister in Christ! Tell her that she has to come back, that she shouldn’t listen to her sister. Please, please, please, I can’t believe that she’s not coming back. This web site won’t be the same without her… plus we don’t just talk about anorexia or bulimia, we talk about what’s happening in our life, what we like, and how we’re feeling. It’s really a group of us who just want someone to talk to. Beg Azsure to come back, please! Azsure, if you’re here, please oh please come back and be apart of the family again. We need you Azsure, you’ve helped everyone on her more than you know! PLEASE AZSURE! Please come back! Linda, hey, could you give her this message for me, please. I still want to talk to her! Thanks, Love, Cass P.S. Yeah, I haven’t been on for a while cuz I’ve got so much school! It’s almost like someone is pouring me a drink and it overflows over the glass, that’s how much school is taking up my life. Ahhhh! You’re a freshman this year? I’ll try to get on, but tell Azsure not to listen to her sister… she’s the only one who know’s what’s going on with her. P.S. Sad, thanks for sharing! Name: Cass Country: usa Comment: What_to_do, exactly, that’s just how I feel! It seems like no one understands that. Anyway, I think I’m fine and then someone calls me fat, it sucks! For the last 10 days I’ve just eaten watermelon, I lost like a ton of weight… and now all the friends that called me fat now are calling me anorexic. It can be really difficult being a teenager these days, eh? I need to remember to turn to God for help through all my troubles and difficulties. What_to_do, please come back! It really helps talking about it and having someone to listen. Leer, Azsure, and Sad are awesome, they are really nice and can give you advice and just be there to listen. I’m praying for you! Remember God can help us overcome everything; turn to Him! Love, Cass P.S. Leer, I'm really busy but will try to get on later this week, sorry, i wish we could talk more. But later, k? Name: Linda (Leer) Country: usa Comment: Cass were r u? Azsure wanted me to tell yall shes not coming back to this website cause her sister found out about it and they dont believe she has a disorder, I really tried to get her to still come but she wont listen, Azsure if ur here please don't not come back to this u've grown soooo much from when u first visited this and we all need each other. We're all like a big famliy and when one leaves its no good. Well bye yall, Cass Get on soon!!! Love Linda Name: sad Country: usa Comment: hey everyone. i have a place where you can check your BMI if you want. it's actually on weight watchers.com. when you get there, just click on Healthy and Fit at the top. after it loads, click Assesments right underneath it. after that loads, there will be four questions in orange. click the first one cuz its the link. then just type in your height and weight and click submit. it'll say your BMI, and if it's over 25, you're overweight. it'll tell you in a little paragraph below the number. beneath 20, you're underweight. Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: What_to_do, preach it. Thats what life is, peer pressure, magazines telling us we aren't good anough. But my saying is if they don't like the way I am and have a problem with my weight they don't have to live with it and owell, my friends don't care why should I. But Im praying for you cause I know its hard not to feel bad, believe me I felt that way the other week, Im in high school now and theres SO MANY beautiful skinny girl that i just envy but I learn to get over it. Its just what we have to do. Well Cass hey sorry again for not getting on in a while, lol, homeworks a bummer lol. Bye yall, Love alays Linda. Name: what_to_do Country: usa Comment: Hey cass, thanks to the advice. It's just hard to know whether or not i'm fat. If I ask a family member or a friend they say no, but how do I know they're not just lying to be polite. I hate when people do that. Even when I final think I look fine, I just remember all those girls who are taller and skinnier than me. I know everyone is shaped differently, but sometimes all I can see is how fat I am. Being a self conscience teenage girl sucks! Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Sorry been busy with school my bad.Well Im better now, guys it was justa bad day, Been driving twice and im gettin ok, havent reccked or killed ne one so im good lol. Well I love yall all , specally, cass, Azsure, sad! Well im gona go but Im praying for all yall! bye also Cass we are learning bout abraham and like things from the bible in world history it was kewl! well bye love Linda Name: sad Country: usa Comment: actually im not going to a hospital, but im thinking about it. i kinda come from a poor family so to pay for me to go to one would be impossible. cass, how tall are you and what's your weight? it doesn't sound like you're fat. i havent prayed to God in like three days because i feel like he's justw atching me in despair and laughing at me, not doing a thing about my pain and obsessive self-hatred. Name: Cass Country: usa Comment: Guys, wow, now I know why we're all on this page, hello! The other pages suck... I mean they aren't helpful.... yep, so much for help. We should just stick to indiaparenting... sure sounds weird but who cares. Anyway... my friend really wants me to eat, right? But when I do I almost see the fat coming on, it's SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Today I'm really dissy and feel like I'm gunna barf.... is that normal? WEll, thanks for being there. I've got to go. Bye, CASSANDRA, yep.... hey, where are you Leer! Name: cass Country: usa Comment: Hi what_to_do, I know what you mean. Same here, I feel like all my weight is just in my hips, yuck... but hey, you're fine. 120 is pretty good for 5 feet tall. I hate my appearance you know I feel so fat... but I've got to learn to watch what I eat and exercise... that's how I worked off my hips. Be the person God create you to be. Always, Cass------wait, Sad, you're going in to the hospital? I'm praying for you... but I haven't heard of that place. sorry, we're all praying for you, girl! Love, Cass (LEER, WHERE ARE YOU?! WE MISS YOU!) Name: what_to_do Country: usa Comment: hey everyone. I'm about 5 feet and weigh about 120 pounds. I do have big hips, but am I over weight? Name: cass Country: usa Comment: Leer, where the heck are you? I miss you! I'm praying for you, girl friend... get on soon. K? Love, Cassandra Name: sad Country: usa Comment: hey. im thinking of going into a hospital. does anyone know if The Renfrew Center is good? Name: DeathIAm(aszure Country: usa Comment: corection...bowling*- Name: DeathIAm Country: usa Comment: Well,Cass i'll be in 6 grade,i start sep.6 i dont know if that would be considerd middle school,anyway,what do you like to do?theres not much around,theres a mall and a boeling place and a few movie places but thats about it,Linda!WHERE ARE YOU?you gotta come on more,i'm lonly...and i'm ahh!...k?well bye everyone,Aszure. Name: Cass Country: usa Comment: Hi Azsure, hmmm, January, that would be so awesome to meet you. I mean, we could like talk and stuff. Um, well I hope you are doing good. I’m OK… food is still making me sick, but what else is new, eh? J Ha ha! Anyway, I hope you are good. Yep, I’m praying for you. I’m really thankful that you are apart of this website, you are really helpful and supportive and all. Thanks like a ton for being here for us who really need to talk. J So what do you do in Victoriville? You’re in middle school right? Um, well I’ve got to go, but I’ll talk to you later, kk? BYE! Cassandra! P.S. I’m not gunna write much, I’m so BUSY with school… I’ll try to get on often but don’t count on getting on every day. I wish we all could talk more…. Do you have yahoo instant messenger?????? I don’t know if I’m allowed to talk. But I don’t know if you have it… so…..ummm, I’ve got to go. TTYL! Cass LEER, HEY, HOW ARE YOU? I'M PRAYING FOR YOU, GIRL! WRITE SOON! Name: DeathIAm(Aszure Country: usa Comment: Hey people,what's up?Nothing much,right?well,anyway Cass i'm not exacly sure when i'm gonna move but probaly by January,maybe alittle after January but i doubt that,my mother dosent like it here so well we should be gone pretty soon,Oh..hey Linda,what's new?anyway talk to you people latter,bye. Name: Cass Country: usa Comment: Hi y'all! What's up? Yeah Azsure, that would be awesome if we met....Sad, I know what you mean, feeling fat, like a pig. Sometimes it feels like God isn't given us any help. Don't ever think he's ignoring you. He loves you, Sad. Just take sometime to look in your Bible and pray... but don't forget to listen. Listen to God. You might not hear a voice, but you will feel inspired to do something. Maybe talk to someone, maybe something, anything... but remember, God is there and He will ALWAYS help you. Trust me... and hey Sad, it's awesome that you're back! Leer (or Linda), don't hate your life. Please! You wouldn't belive what I read today in my Bible time. It came from Job (not like working but the dude from the Bible). Well this Job dude said today and yesterday something that totally relates with what you're feeling like. He said, "I hate my life. I don not want to go on living" and "I'm disguested with my life. Let me complain freely. I will speak in the bitterness of my soul". Well you're think, what the heck does that mean, I mean, it doesn't seem to show what to do in our life... you know what I mean... but you've got to read between the lines. First of all remember Job isn't be punished for his sins. The devil is testing him, Seeing if Job will curse God when he's going through such a hard time. His family died, he is so sick, and he lost all his money/farm/animals/servents/wife... ect. Honestly wouldn't it seem like Job would curse God. But nope, he doesn't. I see this verse means that sometime we hate our life, we don't like ourselves, or anyhting. Soemtiems people hate their life, I know... but God can show us how much better it is if we let Him take control of it. I think of it like a path, there are stones that cover the path that we sometimes may trip upon. We fall and feel like no one can help us... but God is there, He is reaching out His hand towards us and telling us that it's okay and that He can help, and that He loves us SO much! But now it's on our plate, we've got to reach out our hand to Him and take His hand and stand. Remember Peter in the fishing boat. He walks on water right? But only because Peter kepts his eyes on Jesus. As soon as he took his eyes from Jesus, he fell in to the waves. He called out to the Lord, "Lord, save me!" Jesus reached down and took Peter's hand and saved him from the waves. So Leer, whenever you're in trouble or need God's guidance remember to call out to God and He will save you. I'm not trying to lecture you but just show you what I'm learning. Okay, this is getting long, sorry, anyway, I'm gunna come back later. Please you guys, think about what I said. Ask God to save you and HE WILL! I swear, I've seen Him work in my life and He will do the same in your life. That doesn't mean I don't experience hard times, duh, you should see me! I have hated my life. But recently a friend of mine has talked to me about it and has shown me some things about not eating... I trust her, she's like a mom to me... now I'm starting to eat and stuff. I've lost so much weight, it's kind of good.... but I need to loss the rest the right way....she really showed me that. I've got a question, should I tell her thank-you and let her know that her words of advice relaly helped? Should I, please let me know soon. K? Talk to you later. Love you guys, thanks for being there. Love, Cass P.S. Azsure, when are you moving? Name: sad Country: usa Comment: hi girls. i think im in recovery! ive been eating a LOT more, i have been throwing up but not as much, however, ive been feeling like a pig.....a big FAT pig. i feel like a huge overeater! i dont know what to do! ive been praying to God more than once a day now almost, and im getting no freakin help! i still feel like a HUGE UGLY OVEREATING PIG! Name: DeathIAm Country: usa Comment: wel,cass,i live about 200miles from San Diego,that's not too far,about a 3in a half to 4 hour drive,well anyway i hope to meet you sometime befor i move up to orgen..well,anyway,Hey Linda,what's up?i hope you still arnt hateing yourself,that would sux if you were,so please dont,take care of yourselfe Linda,and Cass take care of yourself to,k?well i have to go,so good night,love ya all in a way..Aszure Name: Cass Country: usa Comment: Azsure! That’s sort of near La, right? Bummer, that would be so cool if you were in San Diego. Oh well. That’s right, having an eating disorder is crazy. Everyone should stay as far as they can from it…I don’t think I’m anorexic, but something is up with me. Um, I wish I could be normal… but what’s normal these day, huh? Well, thanks for everything…. Today I was on more than I usually. Anyway, during the week, I’m not on as much. Sorry but my life is hectic. Azsure, do you go back to school on Thursday, the 25? A lot of people are. I already am in school. Yieks! Oh Leer, don't hate yourself. Please, oh please don't! God created you special, as you are. If God loves lilies and birds how much more does He care about YOUR life, huh? Listen, you're like a sister in Christ to me, I really care about you... not as much as God but I care! Don't ever hate yourself... I started hating myself and I became how I am now... I think maybe anorexic... Leer, it's not worth it, okay? Please, if you ever want to talk, please just get on and put your comments in. I wish I could talk to you over e-mail, wouldn't that be awesome? We care about you, Linda. I'm praying for you too! If you were standing in front of me I would hug you and we could have a long talk. I'm here if you ever need to talk. Girl, you may want to loss weight, but do it the right way. PLEASE! I'm close to tears as I write this... I'm so mad that I became like this, just recently... honestly, I'd do anything I could to take it back. My friend who was talking to me suddenly backed off, so now I feel alone, like I have no one to talk to. A lady I baby sat for today said it looked like I lost a lot of weight. it felt good but I know that I'm not doing it right, but it's hard to stop... starving yourself, feeling dissy and sick like you're gunna puke every day and all the time, girl, it's so sick. Don't ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, hate yourself. If you want to talk, you know where to find me, right? :) Love to you both! Cass Name: DeathIAm Country: usa Comment: Leer plese dont hate yourselfe,ya sure people are gonna know how much you way,so what...dont be so focused on what people are gonna think,lisses,tomorrow or sometime come on the aim thinggie,i'll tell you how toolose weight easy,k? Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: I hate myself................... Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Im dreading school so MUCH! We have to be weighed and Im so ashamed......... Name: DeathIam Country: usa Comment: oh and Cass i do feel like noone understans me,well sometimes at least..and you should tell that firend of yours how you feel,and what you have been doing..even if you are scared it's a good thing to let someone know... Name: DeathIAm(Aszure Country: usa Comment: Hey Cass,umm to answer that one qwestion umm yes Aszure is my real name..anyway you should like umm not umm be anorexic i mean i've done it befor it sux alot i mean do you like feel like you just want to fall and not get up because your bones hurt so much?anyway maybe sometime you and i could like hook up and go to the movies or something,if you want.. Name: CASS Country: usa Comment: Hi Linda, thanks for talking. I know it’s weird how I talked to myself… I guess I didn’t want anyone to know that I was Samantha, so I tried to act like she was someonelse. SO I had to say something, but yeah, it was weird. It was sort of like my outside self telling my inner self what to do, you know what I mean. But I can see how it could have mixed you up. LOL, anyway, I know how you feel. Okay, maybe I don’t because I never went a day in your shoes… but I know somewhat how you feel. I wish I lived closer to you, you know what? I think we’d get along wonderfully! Okay, so this is what’s been happening to me: I was big, two months ago, yes I was apart of this website thingy. As I was saying, two months ago I was almost 150 pounds. I felt obese, I had my family and friends say stuff like, “Cass, you are so fat”, “look at how fat your legs are!” Even the doctors told me, “you weight that much!” It’s because I hide it. When I can, I wear baggie clothes. I mean my pants are baggie and my shirts are always a few sizes big. I know that’s totally out of style. But still I couldn’t stand looking the way I did. When I went to Washington DC, for a visit, I slowed down my eating. I mean a lot; we were doing a performance, my choir… anyway, they fed you like 3 BIG meals a day. I would eat a little fruit and maybe a bagel each day. My weight dropped and all my baggie clothes were huge on me. Like yesterday I told my friend I ate watermelon and a lima bean. Really! But that satisfied me… okay I had a tiny bite of bread too… but basically food isn’t interesting. If I do eat food, I eat it sparingly. Thanks for saying I’m too skinny, but really, if only you saw me. I’m big, I know I’m 125, but still I’m big. People are talking to me and I’m TRYING to open up to them… but it’s hard, you know what I’m saying. I know, it gets old being called fat so many times a day and feeling huge…but I know I’m going through this and God can help me get out of it. You know what I’m saying? Thanks so much for praying for me, I pray for you and everyone else every day. I’m sure God can help us overcome this problem, try praying about it Linda, really, it helps. I asked God to bring someone in my life to help me with it, and you know what? He did! Praise God… in my Bible reading today I read about God direction our path, and helping us so we don’t stumble. God is always near you, Linda. He is willing to help you with any problem or need. Go to Him and he will help you, ask Him. Really Linda, it will help you a lot! Take care and God bless! Love, Cass Name: DeathIAm Country: usa Comment: Well,Cass i dont live in San deigo,i acually live kinda far from there but my grandmother lives up in Victorville,and i stay with her alot and stuff,well i have to go,And hey Linda,umm,you know there is a way to make you not hungary if you go anorexic,but i"M NOT TELLING YOU,going anorexic or bulimic is Insain!so you need to chill,have a nice day everyone... Name: Cass Country: usa Comment: Hey Azsure and Leer, how are you? I’m peachy, um, just peachy… anyway, thanks for listening to me. I’m doing okay. A friend of mine (yeah Azsure, the same adult friend I was telling you about), yeah, well she is talking to me. I don’t know. If in a week I can loss ~10 pounds, what about by next week? I wish I really knew you guys, you’re so awesome! I think we’d be great friends, even though our age differences. I mean, we are helping each other through it and also with God. Isn’t that great? Azsure, do you live in San Diego? That would be so cool! Let me know, k? Thanks for being there. Love, Cass P.S. Leer, hold on, I'll get back to you in a sec. K? Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Cass I'm not mad at u cause I feel the exact way! But I was alot shocked because it confused me becuas eu liked talked to yourself, lol. Well I feel the same as u because I come here and I help people with the Lord, but deep down I HATE my apearance. But u REALLY have no reason to feel that way about urself. Ur like TOO SKINNY. I'm really fat not like skinny and think Im fat but REALLY FAT! Im 5'6" and weigh 225lbs. That gives me a reall reason to hate myself! I'm huge and I hate the way I look. The guy I like will only b my friend and I know its because my weight and in gym tomorrow we have to b weighed and Im so ashamed of myself becuase Im HUGE and all these gurlsin my class litrally weigh like 100lbs less than me I wanna cry thinking about it.... I guess Im just like u, we wanna help people and guide them with the lord when deep down u hate urself. But I SWEAR u have no reason to feel that way u r TOO UNDER WEIGHT and need to gain but I REALLY have a problem. My parents and grandmother and siblings tell me everyday,"Linda u need to lose weight" "Linda ur too big!" "Linda do u really need that?" "Linda Atleast im not FAT" It gets old and sometimes I want to starve myself. But a famouse quote from me "I would be anorexic but I'd get too hungry" Thats the cold hard truth. Well what I guess Im trying to say is that all girls are probley like this....its how it is. The world thinks perfects is SUPER skinny and when ur not that, which cass and Aszure u r, ur not perfects and the world has a problem with u. No one will acept u for U but for what u LOOK LIKE u know? Screw this STUPID world u know? Maybe we should just not care? But thats hard.... People will always care others oppinons but I think I might try a little not to care. I dont know, maybe. Sorry for this bing so long!! I had to vent. Well God bless and luv always Linda (Leer). Name: CASS Country: usa Comment: Hey Leer, yeah, I made up Samantha. I had to! I’m sick of trying to be the happy, smilie person on the outside when I’m hurting and needing on the inside. Still someone did make up a message from Azsure. I guess someone who is mad at us or someone who wants to hurt us. But I still want to be liked, Azsure has been really supportive through this… I know you’ve been off for a while… I’ve missed talking to you. I hope you are doing good. Basically I’m Cass who created Samantha… I made up Samantha because I wanted to talk, I needed help! For the past few weeks some things have been happening in my life. I knew if I came to this site as Cass, you guys would be like “huh? You’re not Cass”. But if I came as another person. Maybe, just maybe I’d find support and help through this… do you understand what it is like? I know. I hate the thought of you not liking me and all so I thought I would just be someone else. But I guess that confused everyone MORE! Sorry about that, I didn’t mean to confuse you. All I want is help. Can you support and help me… pray for me? I would really appreciate it, Leer. THANK-YOU! By the way, I would love to give you my e-mail but I don’t have my own e-mail address, I share my parents. Plus I’m really not allowed to give that away… but who knows. If God intends on us meeting or communication more, He’ll provide the way! Right? God bless you for all you and Azsure have done for me. You are both so awesome! Love, Cass, (please like me, I’m still a Christian… but I’m going through a hectic time right now, I don’t know I may be anorexic…. All I ask is for you help/support/care/and someone to talk to, who understands what it is like…. Oh, one more question, are you off restriction? I mean, are you still grounded?) Name: Cass Country: usa Comment: Azsure, thank-you so much! It’s really reassuring to know I’m not the only person experiencing this. Yea know. WOW, you’re eleven, you’ve experienced a lot for eleven years old. Are you going in to middle school? Or are you already in middle school? I’m praying for you, I hope you know how good it feels for you (and Leer) to encourage me. Do you ever feel like nobody understands you? Yeah, well people say they do but no one will ever know how we feel in till they walk a day in our shoes. For 10 days I have only eaten watermelon, one day I ate soup but that’s it. I lost 10 pounds in a week. One of my friends who had called me fat now is calling me anorexic. I don’t know, am I anorexic? I still think about food and all. But it’s getting um’ gross, food makes me want to puke. It’s nasty. Salad is okay. But still… you know what I mean? A friend (adult friend, more like a mom to me) wants to talk to me. She said she’s noticed something going on with me, she said she’s worried about me. But my weight lost hasn’t been that noticeable. I mean nobody said anything about it. Azsure, should I tell her how I feel? I’m not sure. She was bulimic when she was younger but still…. I’m scared to tell anyone, except you guys, you understand and it’s not like I’m talking face to face with you… I’m less intimadated. My parents don’t care, they just think I’m trying to loss weight. They’re right. I hate that everyone calls me fat! But now I’m losing weight AND not eating. I hope to go down to at least 115 pounds. But lately I’ve been feeling yikes, you know dissy, sick, headache, and SO tired! What’s up with me? I know it may sound weird for me to ask you this, but I know you’ve already gone through this. I haven’t. So I don’t know what’s going on. Azsure, thanks for being there and being my friend. I really need that right now. I can’t come on everyday but maybe once my life slows down I will come on the website more. Okay, to answer your questions: I’m 15 years old. I live in southern California, that’s why I was so interested when you said you lived in California… we might be neighbors. J I’m 5 foot, 5 inches tall. So, sort of normal. It’s funny, all my jeans and pants don’t fit, they almost fall off. One pair is HUGE on me. Anyway, Azsure, I’ve got to go. Thank-you so much for being there, it makes me feel not alone… or at least not as alone as I was seconds ago. I know God is always there, but it’s nice to talk to you, because you are experiencing something like I’m experiencing. I’ll be praying for you, could you pray for me? Love, Cass (you don’t have to call me Samantha, that’s not my real name. I just made it up, you see, I’m crazy! HA HA, but I haven’t lost my sense of humor. Happy face. Oh, I have one question, is Azsure, your real name?) Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Cass whats ur email i really would like to talk to you outside of this..... Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Cass, Was any of that your samantha stuff real? If not who is that messed up to try to make us all weird with each other. Who ever is doing this STOP!!!! This si to help people not cause more problems, if someone is really using other names their messed up..... Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Hey everyone sorry i havent been on in a while benn grounded off it. But What the heck is going on here? Whats all true on this website????? im all confused. Cass u cant be Samantha? can you. I wouldnt care though. But what the heck is going on here???? Im so confused! Name: DEathIAm(Aszure Country: usa Comment: okay,what the heck is going on?this is kinda weird... Name: Cass Country: usa Comment: who put those comments on for us? someone is using our screen names... Name: DEathIAm(Aszure Country: usa Comment: and umm,Cass.YOU ARE NOT FAT,being 125is very very very very very very very vey very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very GOOD!wait How tall are you?and what is your age?and umm what part of the us you live in?i'm rambleling now so i'm gonna shut up..bye Name: DeathIAm(Aszure Country: usa Comment: Oh and umm,Samantha/Cass.i guess i never told you how old i am,well anyway i am only 11,is this hared to belive?well anyway i really like your personality,well your two personalitys i should say,I mean Diving Rocks,she's more like a out going person and samatha is just out there,i like that alot,and umm even if you are crazy i am too so well i wouldent judge you,and i do understand,even if you think noone does i do,love ya,Aszure.. Name: DeathIAm(aszure. Country: usa Comment: Cass,i acually understand what you are saying,and i dont hate you and i never will,i like talking to you so please come back,dont ever go away... Name: DeathIAm(Aszure Country: usa Comment: ahh,someone took my screen name DeathIAm,Cass,that coment right underneeth me i did NOt put it there Name: DeathIam Country: usa Comment: cass, you ll nuts. you'v go to stay off this website. we don't want you, you re crazy! i thingk i speak for evertyone whenw i say, get ouut of here1 Name: Cass Country: usa Comment: you guys hate me now, right? I'm really sorry, I don't know why I didn't trust you guys. But, yeah, now I do....... I guess you know, I thought you wouldn't understand me.... I just lost about 10 pounds in like a week. Now I'm 125, my highest was 150, but that was 2 months ago. Am I fat? Why does everyone call me fat, even my family/friends? Are you willing to help me. Respond soon! Love, Cass (I'm still diving rocks, but I like puting Cass instead) Name: Samantha Country: usa Comment: Leer, Azsure, Sad, and everyone else, um, I hate to admit this… you’ve got to promise not to be mad at me… will you still like me? Okay I will say it…. Or rather type it, ha! K, here it goes, I’m a bit nervous! OKAY! Cass and I are the same people… let me say it clearer, CASS AND SAMANTHA ARE THE SAME PEOPLE! I know this sounds so weird and all but it shows my two different feelings. Cass, me… is the Christian person, the more outside person. Samantha is the way I feel inside. Leer, I’m still a Christian and I love Jesus with all my heart. But Samantha is the way I feel about my self, my self-esteem. I can understand if you guys don’t want me to talk anymore. But… oh never mind, you wouldn’t understand! I’m sorry, I came to this website and talked with BulimicDeathIam, or Azsure. I gave advise and helped others with their problems. BUT lately I’ve been feeling like, oh, you know, really difficult. I’m sick of being called fat by my so-called friends and my family. I needed help…. But I thought you guys wouldn’t accept me, Cassandra. I thought maybe you wouldn’t like me… grrr I hate that this is like this! I need help but I’m still on fire for Christ. I just want some help……………… can you help me? Please, would you help me, anyone? Love, Cass (i'm not crazy, I'm just scared you guys won't like knowing the real me. I always have to pretend with everyone else. Now I just wanna be myself, Cass. Okay?) P.S. I'm still diving rocks, or Cass, whatever....fm. the USA, but I have been if Fiji. I dove in Fiji! I love Fiji, but when I came back... yea. Name: DeathIam Country: usa Comment: oh,and it wasent really a secret,but it does give you a chance to eat whatever you want and gain weight from it,since you wont eat much of it... Name: DeathIAm Country: usa Comment: Hey leer,i'll try to get on more,anyway what's up?how have you been?oh and hey Cass,what's cracken?what's new in your life?,well me gots to go,i'm going out with a few firends of mine,so good day..bye Name: DeathIAm(Aszure Country: usa Comment: Okay this was acually suposed to be a secret but oh welll,it's like kinda a diet plan in a way,it just depens on how much you eat everyday,so well,it's like a control thing,you have to control what you eat when you eat it,see i eat in small amouts that way i dont feel like throwing up,see if you eat in small amounts that gives your body time to eat it all up so you dont gain from it nor lose..I hope this works for you people.... Name: samantha Country: australia Comment: Raven, that’s like the girl on Disney channel, right? Well, hi, like you are okay. It’s a lot easier for like girls to gain weight. We like have different bodies than guys. Yeah, like I think you just need to exercise, being popular is great…. But like it’s not everything. Really, so Raven, just watch your weight and eat good food. DON’T become anorexic or bulimic, it hurt and is like really painful. Trust me. I’ll be praying for you with like everyone else. Love, Samantha Name: diving rocks Country: fiji Comment: KATIE’S SISTER, listen to me. You need to shut up and quit teasing your sister. God has blessed her with a wonderful body and you are hurting her by telling her how fat she is. Trust me, I know what I’m talking about… my brother and close friend were teasing me. I resulted in making some bad choices. Do you want your sister to end up like us, anorexic or bulimic? It’s not worth it. Perhaps it’s fun to make fun of your sister now, but in the long run, it will come back to you! If you are suffering with poor body image we are willing to help. We can talk to you and encourage you, that’s what we’re here for. There are people, like us who understand what you’re going through. I pray you stop hurting your sister and see how much your teasing can (and maybe will) change her life! Think about it, Cassandra Name: diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: Hi Katie, oh my word!!!!!!!!!!!! You’re perfect Katie, God created you and He loves you. I like you already and I’ve just met you. My good friends; Leer (or Linda), Sad, DeathIam (Azsure), and Samantha, are here and we all want to help you. Each person has good advice and is always there even if you need to blow of some steam. NOW about your sister, she is trying to make fun of you or tease you. I bet she's jealous because you are so skinny and is trying to hurt you. I wouldn’t listen to her, talk to your parents about her behavior sometimes they can stop it…or help you feel better about yourself. Pray about it Katie, God can help you with all your problems! tell your sister to get on this website. My next comment is for her! Love, Cass Name: sad Country: usa Comment: azure, seriously. you have a way to do that? PLEASE tell me if you do! im about to kill myself. Name: DeathIAm(aszure Country: usa Comment: ahh!! Name: sad Country: usa Comment: katie how old and are you, and what's your height? Name: Raven Country: usa Comment: Hi I am 12 years old and my weight is 190 pounds but I fill very sad because every one calls me fat but I am popular at my school If you can help me. Name: katie Country: usa Comment: i am realy fat,evan my sister says i am. i wiegh 104 {i think,its 100 or 104}thats fat!!!!!!!!i am afraid people wont like me.will you help me ,please?i've every thing{exerzizes}nothing worked.please write back on careburr6@aol.com and tell that pearson{my sister} to please show me this,i realy want to hear from you.!! Name: bittersweetxO Country: usa Comment: thanx shy that comment really, really helped, i'm 12 years old, and my height is 5''0 and i weigh 96.4 llbs, and i feel fat even though EVERYONE including my om and my doctor call me '' really skinny''. i've been in a dance compition group for 5 years know, so i have muscle, not fat. anywayz, thanx again shy i think that comment was really important and it helped me and know i'm going 2 eat healthy. thanx so much! love,bittersweetxOxoxo Name: ehh.. Country: usa Comment: alright well i think i'm fat cause i'm 5'5 1/2 and 150 lbs and i'm 13.. but i'm not like straving myself or throwing up everytime i eat.. i think that's just the easy way out, i rather just eat a little healthier and excercise daily.. i think that's kinda lazy if you just strave urself or w.e.. don't say to urself, but i have no other choice! b.s, just workout for a week for like an hour everyday and eat not all the sweets and not all the soda and see how much weight you lose.. x0o Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Aszure TELL ME! R u pulling my leg? lol Well hey get on more i wanna say hey lol. Well bye yall. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: i would LOVE a way to eat whatever and not get fat. Name: DeathIAm(aszure Country: usa Comment: Hey,everyone.samantha,i dont think you'er anorexic but i think you'er getting there,and ya i do know what you mean,i dont really like food either i mean making it for people is cool and all but eating it makes me feel like i am gonna get fat..so i do know what you are going though..Leer,there is a little secret that i could let you in on,theres a way to eat what ever you want and not get fat,but i dont know if you want to know it,do you?well anyway i have to go,oh and Hey Cassie or Cass witch ever you perfer to be called,How have you been doing?well love you all,good night,bye.. Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Sorry guys for not bing on latley My dad was making us stay off cause he says we stay on to long so we couldn't get on for a week so. lol. Well Samantha I have been praying for you and I will continue to too. Well ALl yall I really am fat, unlike yall I really do have a weight problem Im like 70 lbs over weight and I weight like 220 lbs but I try but I never seem to lose weight but sometimes I think I don't care because I only live once and as long as I don't get bigger I can slowly try to lose it but enjoy this life the Lord gave us. To many people take this world for granted but no one should because the Lord could come any day and that wouldn't be good if you haven't really took it all in. If you get these eating disorder then u can't enjoy life fully. So please dont do this to yourself. I'm praying for everyone and Cass, death i am, sad, smantha, and everyone bye Luv ya all, luv always Leer. Name: Diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: hey Leer, where are you? Samantha's right, you haven't been on. I hope you are okay. You haven't been on for a while. I guess you're busy but hurry back on. I miss you! Love, Cass P.S. What kind of Bible do you have? I have the Change Your Life Daily Bible. Leer it is an awesome Bible. Check it out. It helps you read daily and you learn so much more and it helps you grow in your relationship with God. I totally recomment it. Love, Cassandra Name: samantha Country: australia Comment: shit, it didn't work.... sorry I just tried to write a comment back to sad but it didn't post it. That stinks.... sorry I guess I shouldn't have cursed. I take it back... okay sad.. I hope this works. Hi sad. Yeah I hate being claled fat, a pig, that sounds like me. Thanks for praying for me it helps. You can answer to what I sent to Asure too. I like your comments on stuff. And hey Asure and Sad and Cass, have you heard from Leer like recently? Leer, like where are you? Talk to you guys later. Love, Samantha Name: Samantha Country: australia Comment: Hi Asure, thanks for like sharing that with me. It is helpful. I so desperatly need prayer. Yesterday I didn't eat much... just like a little bit of food. But you know what? I'm not hungry? Food makes me wanna barf. Yesterday I even made cookies but just the thought of eating them made me sick. :( Is something wrong with me? Our is it normal to feel this way. My so-called friend who called me fat before now is asking me if I'm anorexic. I don't know, am I? I just don't wanna like eat and all. I love making food for people or even buying food for people. BUT eating food is like gross, you know what I mean? Asure, like if you can like help me understand what's going on.... that would be awesome. Sorry I wasn't on yesterday I was like busy and all. Love, Samantha Name: sad Country: usa Comment: vegetables make you grow. trust me. and kristy you dont need to lose anything. you're below the perfect weight for your height. Name: Kristy Country: usa Comment: Hi I am a 16 yr old girl my height is 5'3 and my weight is 110 I feel so over weight. How can I loose weight in my butt and thighs? I hate being fat and want to know how to loose and I cant make myself throw up, I have tried not eating but then I get so hungry that I eat. Also does anyone no anyway on how I can put a few more inches to my height I feel so short/fat and want to know if there is anything I could do to grow a few. Thanks Name: DeathIAm(Aszure. Country: usa Comment: Well,Samantha, i havent prayed in along time,buti guess i will,for you.Unlike most of you i dont care what people think about me,if i was alittle over weight and someone would call me fat,i would not lissen,well now i wouldent lissen,see about a year ago i was about 10lbs over the weight i should have been,and ya people would call me fat and thigs and i lissend to them,and now i am thinner then a stick..of coruse if i was 10lbs over weight right now, i would do something i dident do then,i wouldent lissen,maybe if i havent had lissen to them a year ago i wouldent be on the edge of dieing from bulimia. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: thats so true samantha. though i also remember when my brother, my grampa, my family would call me fat, a pig, i knw what its like! but they dont do that anymore, they do the opposite. but when i did weight watchers, it worked! i lost 20 pounds in 1 month! i did it the healthy way. its not a fad diet. its a healthy lifestyle. and i was satisfied! but unfortunately, i have severe depression so i hated myself still. but i have faith that Jesus will help us all be happy with ourselves, and get what we want to accomplish. good luck, and pray! Name: Samantha Country: australia Comment: Obese Freak, I totally and compleately understand what you're going through. You like feel like you are alone in this. You feel fat and you feel like everyone notices it, huh? Same here. But you know what? Leer, Asure, diving rocks, cassandra, and the other people on here like really care. They are praying for me and I know they'll pray for you. I know some people are wondering why I'm giving advice since I'm struggling too. But you know what? I've learned something from stuggling, I know that God can help me in all my problems. Turn to God. Love, Samantha. Name: obese freak Country: usa Comment: i just wish i can lose a couple pounds here and there no one knows what its like to be fat unless u r like me.which makes me feel kinda depressed and i eat if im depressed someone,anyone ,HELP ME PLEASE Name: obese freak Country: usa Comment: i just wish i can lose a couple pounds here and there no one knows what its like to be fat unless u r like me.which makes me feel kinda depressed and i eat if im depressed someone,anyone ,HELP ME PLEASE Name: Samantha (i'm like back again) Country: australia Comment: Leer, thank-you for you like nice comment. I know, people say I'm fine. Like I don't need to lose weight. But they still don't understand. I don't take it to heart, I guess I'm just sick of being made fun of. Of couse I get it at school, I get it from my friends, and I get it from my family. Teasing, provocing, etc. It really stink. I don't like being treated this way. I think one of my friends found out what I'm trying to do... Leer, thanks for your comments. It really helps to talk it out and like all. You know what I mean. :) If you could, could you like pray for me or something. I see like how you pray for the others can you like do it for me too. I would really like that. Cuz I know God can help me. Love, Samantha Name: Diving rocks (Cass)! Country: fiji Comment: Samantha, God cares for you… you may feel you’re fat but all girls struggle with their appearance. Myself included. Don’t step to conclusions with anorexia. God has another purpose for your life. I understand the pain of people making fun of you. Samantha, I’ll be praying for you as you go through this difficult time. Take care of yourself and God bless! Love, Cassandra Name: Samantha (one last comment) Country: australia Comment: Sad, I’m not judging you… all I’m saying is that you like don’t know what it’s like to be me. My life is totally different than yours. Have you ever had family members call you fat? Or close friends? Yeah, it’s comment like to be teased at school, who doesn’t get teased… I’m sick of being criticized by like everyone about my appearance. I’m not going anorexic but I’m trying to like exercise more and like eat less… okay? That’s not anorexic…the definition for anorexic is “somebody who is affected by loss of appetite or by anorexia nervosa” So Sad, I thank-you for your warning. I said it once and I’ll say it again, I’m not anorexic. I’m just suffering with a bad body image and need help and like encouragment. Love, Samantha Name: Samantha Country: australia Comment: Asure, thanks, I know I’m kind of okay with my like weight and all. But like I hate my appearance. I know anorexia and like bulimia can like hurt you. But I’ve gone so much hurt with my body. I hate how people stare at me and people make fun of me. I like am normal but it seems like everyone likes to like make fun of me. I don’t know how I like got that possision in school but it sure stinks. You know what you could do for me, Asure? Could you pray for me? I really need God’s help in this matter. You know what? If you pray for me, I’ll pray for you. That way we both benefit. J Anyway thanks for the help, you are great! Love, Samantha P.S. How old are you, Asure? Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: samantha, ur no were near fat!!! NO! and u just described my feelings about how i feel about about my weight perfectly! but u know what i dont take what people say to heart cause i only care what my friends and famliy think even though my family tells me i need to lose weight but u know what my true friends dont care what i look like so i dont care what others think so u need to learn not to take what people say to heart k? well i need to go ill write u more next time im on! ok c y bye! Name: sad Country: usa Comment: actually samantha, i DO know what it feels like to be made fun of cause of my weight and image. i was overweight my whole life, not skinny. so dont go judging me like that. all i meant in my comment was to not become anorexic on purpose. its crap. it hurts more than being called fat. im just warning you dont do it. Name: DeathIAm Country: usa Comment: Hey samantha,I dont think you'er fat nor skinny,being 5'5 and waying 130lbs is a resonable weight.Dont go anorexic,i tryed that befor,it dosent help it distros...Oh and please dont go bulimic,throwing everything you eat up dose damige to your body,i should know..I hope this helps you alittle,Love,Aszure. Name: Samantha Country: australia Comment: Sad, I know, don't lecture me, okay? I know what I'm going through. Having a poor body image hurts you know... but I guess you've been skinny all your life so you don't know what it feels like. I mean, have you had anyone call you names, make fun of the way you look, or think you are a totally hog.... when by the way I'm like relitivly normal. My last comment Sad, wasn't to like been mean or anything. But I want you to know that. This is real, I know what it is... Leer, could you like help me? I know you know what it's like... And Leer, could you like give me what God thinks too. I really need someone to turn be back to the right side. What I meant by my comment, I tried being anorexic for a day was meant as I was trying to ummmm, like get hooked it to an eating disorder. i'm scared, I don't want this to happen but I hate my appearance and food has like become less interesting. When I think about food, it makes me wanna barf. I eat selective food. Like yesterday I ate just a little watermelon, that's it. Everything else made me wanna barf. Later after I thought about it, I ate something else... but is it normal to like have food make you sick? When I ate the food, all I wanted to do was go to the bathroom and barf... help me plz! Name: sad Country: usa Comment: becoming anorexic does not mean just not eating. its a disease. its a disorder. it controls you. so dont think u can just BE anorexic for a day. anorexics do eat, just restricted. ive been anorexic for a year and bulimic for the last 6 months. believe me samanmtha. it is not as cool as it may seem. i remember when my mother said i should start learning to maintain my weight instead of losing. i wish i listened. Name: diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: Hey Leer, my twin in Christ. I read an awesome verse fm the Bible today. "No eye has seen, no ear has heard, and no mind has imagined what God has prepared for those who love Him." Leer, God has unimaginable plans for our life, not only eternal life in heaven but blessing. God has blessed us each with health, love, everthing! I just wanted to share that with you, Leer. Remember God has so much planned for us. Keep your faith in Him! Love, Cass Name: Samantha Country: australia Comment: Leer and Death-Girl, hi… this is Samantha, but I guess you like already knew that eh? Okay, thanks for letting me sharing this with you, I’ve been pretty like, you know, nearvous about sharing my experiences with others. But since you know what I’m going through… maybe one of you or like both of you can like help me. I know diving rocks says that like everyone has like trouble with their body image. But I’m relitivly normal. I weigh 130 pounds and I’m like 5 foot 5 inches. But I’ve gotten so like you know, teased by other kids. Okay I’m not like skinny but there’s like no need for people to call me like fat and all. Leer, doesn’t it hurt when people tease you? Well I’ve gotten it so much, I’ve thought about being anorexic or bulimic but like God seems to like push that idea out of my head. I guess it’s like for a good reason too, eh? Do you, leer or death-girl ever like feel I don’t know alone, like you’re the only one who suffers through having a bad body image. All the time when I’m with my friends they are like, lets go buy candy or cookies. I say, oh okay, but I’m not hungry. Sometimes I express how fat I feel. They say oh you’re not fat you’re so skinny. But I don’t believe them… they say that and then like later they same something that totally contradicts what they said before… so know you know why I don’t believe them. Because it feels like they are like lying to me. I like don’t want that, I want the truth. Leer or Death-Girl am I fat? Today I tried to be anorexic. I mean I didn’t eat like at all. But I guess I’m hypoglycemic or something because I feel so faint… sick like, you know? I mean I felt like I was like going to faint like really any moment. I trust you Leer can you help me? I know and love God so much! But I guess my body image is like really lacking. Please help me AND tell the truth. Thanks Leer! Oh yeah, Death-Girl could you also put your insight in? I mean you know what I’m going through so, advice would be like really helpful. Thank-you and God bless! Love, Samantha! PS I'm sorry this is so long... but can you help? Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Sad I am so happy for you! Thats great that this person was lead to pray to you. I really think your gona go places because your really wanting change and trying to change and thats the first start. Not to sound wierd, But I would give you a hug if I could because I'm so PROUD of you!!!!!!!!!! Thats so awsome of you! MiMi you are not fat and never let anyone tell you other wise your actually very small for your age and hieght but since you are a cheerleader and boxing you probley are very fit please dont want to lose weight and try to gain a little. That old lady probley said that to you because to her you weren't dressed anough for her liking, but all older people are like that, don't let it get to you. Did you know when bathing suit firt came out they covered your full torso, there was no bikini, and people thought it was to revieling no if you wear that kinda stuff people think your to covered to go swimming. People have different views on how you should look as long as your not showing to much thats fine. If you like it you dont have to care what others think. Once I saw this old lady in the car beside me in the parking lot and I smiled and said hey and she said "What you lookin at" See you can't take what people say to heart unless they're close to you, then you should do something. lol, well I'll talk to all yall later Luv always Linda!! (Leer) Name: ~*MiMi*~ Country: mexico Comment: Hey! I am an 11 year old gurl (who is turning 12 11-05-05) who is 4 feet 6 inches and weighs 70 pounds. i feel like a fat hog cuz wenever i eat my tummy feels like it is xtremely bloated. i am a cheerleader and i am a flyer. i am also in boxing and they put me in the light weight group. my "best frend" is always envious of me because i keep on losing weight. i used 2 be cunkier than her but now shes chunkier than me because she gained weight and what she gained, i lost. im really confused. 1 day i wore a shirt thats really adjusted 2 my body and i went 2 the store and this old lady without noING me sed "look at how disgusting u look!" i was so hurt. please send me a shout. YoSoyLaReina27@aol.com Name: sad Country: usa Comment: ive been stopping myself when im almost halfway through throwing up. im still very confused about what Jesus tells me sometimes. actually some of the time i barely know if He's saying it or the voices are. i have faith that He will lead me down the right path out of this crap, but it's really confusing right now. i don't know what He's trying to do but i have hope that it's helping.....i really really do hope so...last Sunday at church, a girl that i saw last week came up to me and called me by my name. she told me that somehow God was telling her to pray for me and she said she was praying for me and hope it was helping. it was like he just pointed me out and told her to pray for that girl. i asked her if she knew anything about me and she said no. i didnt even know who she was. we had never met. so how she knew my name was beyond me. i definetly think that was a sign telling me He's really protecting me. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: ive been stopping myself when im almost halfway through throwing up. im still very confused about what Jesus tells me sometimes. actually some of the time i barely know if He's saying it or the voices are. i have faith that He will lead me down the right path out of this crap, but it's really confusing right now. i don't know what He's trying to do but i have hope that it's helping.....i really really do hope so... Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Smantha I'm very hgappy you are back and wanting help, Diving rocks and I will be here for you and anyone else who wants help as long as you really truely want change. With God we can help you and try to lead you in the right direction. No one here thinks they're better than anyone else so please dont think that, God id the only supierior one here. We are all egual in his eyes and mine. We are here to help you not judge you or put you down but if the truths gonna hurt I'll astill give it to you because Im not gonna let you down, or any one else. Hey everyone bye the way diving rocks we are like twins in the Lord!!! Luv always Leer Name: india Country: india Comment: thanks... Name: BulimicDeathIam Country: usa Comment: Ummm,no,we are not all from india.....And if you arnt from india you still can get on this..... Name: India? Country: india Comment: You people, are you all from India? I mean can people who aren't from india like get on this like think? ARE YOU FROM INDIA? Answer me, please, I wanna know cuz I wanna write something but I'm not from India. Yeah, so if you can like tell me that would be great. Fab, Awlays. Name: Diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: HOW from Singapore, we all have trouble with our body image. Teenagers and adults alike suffer from depression because of their weight. And HOW, I’m not just saying things or trying to lecture you. I’m telling you because I too trouble with my weight. You can feel not beautiful BUT listen to what God has to say… “You are beautifully and wonderfully made.”(Psalms 139:13-15) So HOW, God created you just how you are and He loves you. HOW it is confusing to be going in to the university… you are starting a new life. But don’t be confused rather “Trust in God and He will direct your path” (Proverbs 3:5-6) When you can’t find someone to talk to, turn to the Lord or if you feel alone turn to Him. You know what, HOW? He says something awesome in Hebrews 13:5, “I will never leave you or forsake you.” So though all your troubles God can help you! Leer and I are praying for you HOW. If you have any questions whatsoever don’t hesitate to ask, God bless you! Love, Cass (diving rocks.) Name: Samantha Country: australia Comment: Leer, Death-girl, I guess I did come back. Ha… You know, I expected this site to like help me with my problems. I too, like, have problems with my weight. But when you two write what you do, it like makes you look superior to everyone else. Like you have like an attitude of ‘I’m better than you’. Yeah, like just think about how you write things so when other people come to this site we like feel okay… not like you’re better than me. I’ve read the past comments and they are really good. Leer and like diveing rocks are really supportive and like are there to pray and to like help you when you need it. That’s what I need. SO if you can like stick to the subject and not like talk about snow and diveing… yeah, that like would be like a lot of help to us new comers. Thanks. And you guys, thanks for not getting mad at me at my like last comment, I was like way out of line. I guess I was a little upset. But like now I think I can share things with you, that is if you are willing to help me. Samantha Name: sad Country: usa Comment: you dreally dont wannna be like this, fat. it controls your mind. you dont even know you're skinny. its better on ur side. trust me. ive been on both sides. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: you dreally dont wannna be like this, fat. it controls your mind. you dont even know you're skinny. its better on ur side. trust me. Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Fat, its better to be over weight than to be under! Im 220 and not happy w/ my weightbut Id rather be big and happy than small and sick, u know? Well Everyone I'm praying and get well soon! Luv always Leer. Name: fat Country: usa Comment: I don't know how you do it. I am 217 pounds! I can't stop eating. It is a drug! When i eat it's like i'm on top of the world. I wish i could stop. I wish i were you. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: ya know, this kinda gets me mad to see ppl ask how to lose weight on an ANOREXIC support site, or whatever. it's annoying and also, it might give other anorexic girls ideas and they'll get even worse. Name: HOW Country: singapore Comment: I am turning to 21 this october..... i found myself very depressed by my body weight and shape which makes me cannot concentrate on whatever things i do....i have gained 3 kg in one week and can feel a big lump of fats covering me which makes me lost confident.....i am 1.7m tall and 68kg.....i am getting into university tomorrow, will be starting my new life there.... but now i feel frighten, my heart beats faster and faster.... may be i am too bothered by my weight, i lost my confident, i cant relax.....i felt that i am not myself anymore....i dun know where my spirit have gone....who is going to help me?? whenever i talk to somebody, i just cannot match their key....i know my friends have been feeling ignorance by my behaviour....but i have been trying hard to get back myself...how how....i really dun know how..... Name: BulimcDeathIAm Country: usa Comment: hey Samantha,The only reason we talk to each other on this page is because not everyone can comunicate in a difrent place,and we talk to each other as people not just listing whats wrong with areself but to help each other and to let people know that we care about them,And sure i have some problems with myself but Leer and diving rocks help,they dont just leave a message they acually talk to me,and i aprsate it alot,so dont just go saying that this site cant help you because it can if you let it. Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: SAMANTHA, I'm so sorry if you think this website cant help with that stuff. Thats what its here for. We are all here to help any one who needs it and to lesson. The reason we talked about im is because we wanted to talk and help each other outside of this page. Please don't leave this site without talking to someone. Diving rocks and I are here for all and will help you and guide you through your tuff times with the lord. Please still come here we can help you and any one who wants to lesson. Thelord is with you in your tuff times love, leer. Name: Samantha Country: australia Comment: I'm looking for advice on this crazy website and all I find is these people like talking about something totally unrelated to my weight. Thanks for all the comments they sure help, NOT! Listen, I'm not trying to be like a creep or anything but isn't this a comment page? Not like a page to like IM each other. IF you've gotta talk, do it over like aim not this. DONT expect me to come back to this website anytime soon, your advice doesn't help at all. so just think about it before you post all these comments that doesn't have anything to do with eating disorders. I'm struggling too, you know! Name: diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: Hi Azsure. I'm glad you're doing better. I'll continue to pray for you. I don't care what you say to Leer, the world doesn't revolve around me... if Leer is helping you somehow, PRAISE GOD. Always, Fiji girl Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Cass those were great stories to hear. I hope one day I can see what you've seen and maybe you could play in the snow. lol. Whats the difference between babtist and presbitarian? Do you know? I went to my grandmothers church the other day and it seemed no differenst from a babtist church. Just wondering and sorry if I spelled things wrong, I'm not the best speller in the world. lol.:) Aszure that rocks!! Even though you said you were breaking up with him but if he really wants that from you he can wait or he truely doesnt care, you know what I mean. Sorry for getting off so fast the other day my dad was making me help him with dinner. And if dinner can kill you Im ready for hevean cause it was a great dinner. lol, Don't say that dinners bad it isn't, you know that. Well talk to you soon and good luck with things, Bye Aszure, Bye Cass, Love Linda! Name: BulimicDeathIAm Country: usa Comment: Hey Cass,I'll keep you posted if i keep doing better but my weight is droping again,And leer i'll i.m you if you'er on...i keep night hours and earlier mornig hous like 3 in the morning i'm on and like 7 at night im on so well if i see your screen name i'l defenaly i.m you,oh and leer that thing we talked about,the thingg with my boyfirend,i took your advice,i'm gonna wait alittle while...Thanks for everything Cass and uhh i'll try my best to keep you posted and dont pay any attetion to what i said to leer....Love yas all,Aszure. Name: diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: Hi you guys! Let me share a quote with y'all. "You have to live life every day knowing how precious God's gifts are." -- Elizabeth Smart. So what Elizabeth is saying is God has given us so much, we need to be thankful to Him... God does answer prayers, Sad. You said God doesn't care about your flat stomach. He does care... I've voiced my concerns about my appearance to God. I asked Him to help me lose weight and to help my appearence of myself not get between my relationship with God. Anything can becom an idol which seperates you from your relationship with Him. I don't want my appearace to do that. God did answer my prayer regarding my appearace and it didn't get in my relationship with God. I lost weight a safe way and gave it up to God. It's so much easier when it's in God's hands. It makes me calm and secure. So don't take anything God has given you for granted. Each object, friend, family member, and experience that you come accross is to help you grow... remember this, you have to live life every day knowing how precious God's gifts are. In His Grip, Cassandra (Cass) Name: Diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: Hey Linda, WOW, great letter! I love hearing about your fun experiences in the snow. I think your perspective on losing weight is SO right on. I mean yeah, God loves us no matter our looks, no matter our weight, and He love endures forever! I’m a normal teenager so I’m aware of my appearance. But I love when I’m reading the Bible and see God’s reminder of His love. That God loves me no matter how I look… Yeah, I have stories of my diving adventures. Fiji is an awesome place to dive. I love seeing the beautiful nature God created under the sea. It’s a whole other world down there. I love seeing sharks! At first when I saw one I sort of freaked out, but now it’s totally cool. Linda, on one of my dive adventure I was on vacation in Chuuk, in the South Pacific. They have many wrecks, like boats. They are really cool. But one of my dives we went to this little island. It looked SO pretty, almost like a picture. They call it ‘shark island’… As soon as you jump off the boat sharks are like coming toward you. That’s because that’s where they feed sharks. I don’t think sharking feeding is a good idea. Cuz they get a little too friendly… if you know what I mean. J As soon as we emptied our BCD, flotation devices we were under water. I guess the sharks were expecting us to feed them because they came really, really close. I mean as close, like you could touch them. You don’t want t to panic because hello there are sharks all around you! I like sharks but not that close up. But you know what, in the Bible it says in heaven the lion will lay down with the lamb. I guess the shark will lay down with the fish. Ha ha! But really, sharks aren’t like the sharks from JAWS or Open Water. No they are curious little guys. In Fiji I love the dive called Fish Wonders. One time when we were diving it the current was so strong that we couldn’t kick against it. Anyway we just let the current carry us over the reef and we watched the fish. It was awesome! The fish are so pretty. I love seeing the Nemo and Dori fishies, they are so cute. Also in Fiji they have a big stonefish. Do you know what a stone fish is? Anyway they are these fish that very unfriendly and can sting you…. Yikes. Well this big one is called Grumpy. He is such a grump and always lives in the same little hole. Anyway, like my name, ‘diving rocks’! If you ever get a chance to dive or even snorkel, you’ve got to do it. I love seeing God’s awesome creation up close, in person. Woops, I forgot to say something. Regarding AWANA, I go to AWANA and it really helps me grow in my relationship with God. Yeah, that’s why I brought it up. :) God bless your day, Linda! Love, Cass (I guess that was kind of long, huh? But I love sharing the fun experiences I have had in God nature. Like you in snow, right? ) Name: sad Country: Other Comment: yes i am catholic, cass. i pray every night. i ask him to help me feel better about myself, although i am severely depressed.....i also ask God to give me a flat stomach, although that's not something He would actually care about. but I would LOVE to just have a flat stomach. Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Cass, Yes I've heard or AWANA, I been to it before but I thought it was IWANA. But theres a church right up the road from me and They have that program there. I've been going to church with my friend, because I'm looking for a new church right now, and Its called Mt. Olive. What are you? Babtist, presbaterian, Im babtist though. Sorry if I spelled things wrong, lol. Well It does snow here. It snows every winter. In 1993 when I was just a baby there was a blizzard. Last year we missed alot of school days because of floods but snow too, I cant remember when we havent missed any school because of snow, its like how it always is. Winter here means snow and no school. Its my favorite and thats sad you've never lived with snow. I love it when it gets cold and snows and I open the blinds and watch it fall. My dad and mom makes us a big thing of HOT chocolate! Its the best feeling in the world! I wish you could experiance it too! Well maybe someday you will. O, another thing I love about snow is that we go outside with all our friends and its girls against boys and we have snow ball fights but take my word for it, my brother throws fast and HARD and he always seems to think its funny to get my face and ears. lol. But thats the fun of winter! lol. Once we got to school and then an hour later it was snowing so much that a light pole fell over because of it and the power went out and we ran to our buses with like a foot of snow, people were slipping and slidding and our bus was last to leave because the bus chain messed up, then the bus had to let us walk home about the rest of the 50 feet because it wouldnt make it. It was so fun and those are memories I'll always have. You probley have storys like thats with diving you can tell me too. See this is why I would never lose weight dangerously because I could dnever always be sick and week because it would hold me back o these things, on life. Thats what I want everyone to understand. If you live your life right and through God you'll love your life no matter what weight you are. God made this world with so much to behold I dont know why people take it for granted. You know what I mean. lol. Sorry for writting so much. God bless, Luv Linda. Also Azsure Hey, im me sometime soon k. Name: diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: Hey Azsure! Praise God, I'm so happy that you are getting better. God does answer prayer! In my Bible I've been reading a lot about prayer. The Psalmist wrote something like 'God will answer your prayers.' It was really awesome to get on this and see God did answer our prayers for you. Azsure, keep me posted as you continue to get better. I'll continue to pray Southern California? Cool, where LA or San Diego? Love, Cass (i know, it's so weird to see y'all write cass instead of diving rocks. Yeah but it's cool. Wait what's your name?) Name: diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: Leer (or Linda), hey! North Carolina, hey does it snow there? I’ve never lived in the snow before. I mean I’ve seen snow but never lived in it. I’ve been to Washington DC before, that’s a few states away. Hey, what church do you go to? Have you ever gone to AWANA? AWANA is a children and teen program sort of like girl scouts but based on the Bible. The high school students are called Varsity. You can learn so much about God and it really helps you grow in your relationship with Him. At some AWANA clubs you can also teach the younger children. If you are thinking of a youth group or something, I suggest AWANA. It’s awesome; Leer you should do it! In HIS Grip, Cass (or diving rocks!) Name: diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: Sad, like you said, ‘Mary is a woman, ’… yes and she was the one who was the earthly mother to Jesus. BUT she’s not God. God can do so much more for you! Are you Catholic? Name: Bulimic Death I am Country: usa Comment: Hey,cass,lol,it feels so weird to call you cass but i like it,anyway i live in south california,it gets really really hot,i acually hate living in cali but well i'm gonna be moving up to orgen soon so well i have to go but i 'll try to keep in touch,oh and i'm doin alot better and i've gaind alittle weight,well bye, Love Aszure. Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Cass, lol, I Live in Asheville, North Carolina. It Must rock to live in fiji, i mean North Carolina is great but I hear that where ur from its beautiful!!!!! Well Whats ur e-mail address? I'd like to email you one day, well take care, always praying, Leer, Linda. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: thank you very much...it means a lot to me that you two are praying for me and encouraging me..... i know im straying from God away at times, and it's very hard when im at that point and the voices are too strong, and as hopeless and worthless as i feel, i thank the Lord for you every night just bevause you care. i find comfort in Mary, just because she's a woman, and praying to her makes me feel a little bit better. i feel like she understands my feelings and the struggles i go through and actually listens. Name: diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: Hey Sad... sometimes it feels like you are drawing astray for God. It happens, trust me, even the elect (like pastors and teachers) get drawn astray. Don't loss hope, you have a wonderful attitude toward growing. Sad, I even can get drawn astray... instead of focusing on God I turn towards my body image and what people say about me. I'm 5 foot, four inches and weigh about 125-130. I admit it, I struggle with my weight. Every girl does in their teen years and once we reach adulthoold... but when people make fun of me and call me fat... I'm drawn away. Instead of having full focus on God I turn my face towards what the world wants me to do. I'm happy the way that I am...but others can influince how we feel about ourselves. Sad, my point is. Keep your eyes 'super glued' on God and we will find complete satisfaction and love. In HIS grip, diving rocks (Cass) Name: diving rocks. Country: fiji Comment: Hi Leer, I'm really bummed that we couldn't talk over aim. It would be cool to get to know you better and continually witness to others about God. Hey, we'd make a good team, eh? :) I love seeing your guidance and kind words to others. it makes me wish that I lived closer so we could be friends. wouldn't that be great? When you continually seek God, He'll hold you, mold you and love you. He'll just love you... soon you can have a 2 way relationship. God does talk to us but we have to pull away from the world drawing us away and focus on Him. Leer, God gave you a perpose/talent it life. Use it for God's glory. Leer, where do you live in the United States? Azsure said she lives in California. What about you? In HIS grip, Diving Rocks, (Cass) Name: diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: azsure, hey, I was just joking around about my real name... I mean like how I wrote before, yeah...... even though the country is Fiji, that doesn't mean I have like a weird name... just wanted to let you know. Okay you can call me Cass, short for Cassandra. I'm still 'diving rocks', it my trademark...ha ha! Azsure, where in California? Northern or sourthern. I've been in California many times. It's a great state, but I've heard that it's really hot this summer... is it? How are you doing? Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Sad, Im proud of u for trying to think of positive things and sorry its not working. But keep going in that direction and pray and hopefullt things will get better. I know things will look up for you because u want it to. I Love ur addatude with wanting it to be better Id hug u if I could cause thats the first thing to getting better. wanting to. Im praying for u everyday and wish the best for u. Also Aszure Thanks I will im u. Bye everyone. Diving rocks! ur really cool and Im glad u r here with me helping these people. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: im really trying hard to stop throwing up...but its so much pain...i try to give myself 'positive messages' like my mom said, but sometimes the voices are stronger...i REALLY wish i could stop................. Name: Aszure(death_i_am Country: usa Comment: Hey lear,If you want you can chat with me on the aim thinggie my screenname is DeathIAm664,well i dont know if you wanna chat with me but it might be fun. Name: Bulimic_Death_i_am Country: usa Comment: Diving rocks,nevermind i dont need to know your name,I'm from florida but i now live in california.I would kinda like to know your name but og well i can live with not knowing it. Name: Bulimic_Death_i_am Country: usa Comment: Diving rocks,why wont you tell me your real name?I'll make a bet with you i'll tell you what state i live in if you tell me your name.Not a very good bet but yet it is still one. Name: diving rocks, again... :) Country: fiji Comment: azsure, hey! I'm glad you're doing better, God answers prayer. :) Thank-you for you kind words. My real name, hey it's diving rocks. JK (just kidding)...But diving does totally rock and it awesome in Fiji. Yeah, diving rocks. Okay, well I'll continue to pray for you and praise God that you are getting better. Always, diving rocks (my real name isn't as cool as 'diving rocks!' Ha ha, so where are you from? The US but what state?) Name: diving rocks Country: fiji Comment: Leer, hey... sorry don't have aim. Bummer, huh? Name: Bulimic_Death_i_am Country: usa Comment: Hey diving rocks,I dont have a lot of time right now so umm i just want to say thanks.And leer i really like talking to you,you sound like a veary veary good person,And Diving rocks what's your real name?well i have to go see my tharipist so umm bye. Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: thanx diving rocks! if u have aim im me @ leer4eva and talk to me soon. Name: diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: Cat, the Bible says that we shouldn't drink beer. It makes our mind fuzzy and we can't think straight. God wants us to always be on the alert. I pray for you Cat, I pray that you can find God... He will direct your path, I promise. TRUST IN THE LORD!!!! Always, Diving Rocks! Name: diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: One more thing Leer. I'm really busy right now so I won't be typing too much. I know you will but jsut wanna make sure you can, get back to the people with questions. I'll try and get on, but I can't make any promises that I will. Yeah so here's some symbolizm... Paul (from the Bible) is busy witnessing somewhere else now... so you, Barnabus (from the Bible) have to help me out. You are a powerful girl for God. I think God will bless you for your helpfulness and kindness towards other. God bless you, Leer... I'll talk to you later. Always, Diving rocks!!!!!! Name: Diving ROCKS! Country: fiji Comment: Hey ‘sad’, how I wish I weighted 115. You know what you've gotta do? Talk to God! God can help you with your fear and show you that you are perfect just the way you are. Have faith in Him! He will turn your path towards Him. I listened to this song the other day; it is called ‘if you want me to’. It’s like a prayer to God asking Him to direct your life, it goes like this: “the pathway is broken, and the signs are unclear. And I don’t know the reason why you brought me here. But just because you love me, the way that you do... I’m gonna walk through the valley if you want me to… Cuz I’m not who I was when I took my first step. And I’m clinging to the promise you’re not through with me yet. So if all of these trials brings me closer to you. I’m gunna go though the fire, if you want me to… it may not be the way I would have chosen. When you lead me through a world that’s not my own… but you never said it would be easy. You only said I’d never go alone. Yeah, uh huh, mmmm, so when the whole world turns against me, and I’m all by myself. And I can’t hear you answer my cries for help. I’ll remember the sufferin’ your love put you through. And I’ll go through the valley if you want me to.” Okay, Sad, listen, so maybe all of the trials you’re going through will bring you closer to God. He wants a relationship with you. Will you chose to follow or go your own way? He promises you that He’ll never leave you. He’ll always be there for you. I’ll be praying for you. Always, Diving (totally) rocks! Name: diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: Hey Leer, sorry for not writing in a while, I’ve been really busy. I read your comments to Azsure. YOU GO GIRL! God is really helping you witness and share the good news. I have experienced trying to share and help people with anorexia… sometimes there are people we aren’t willing to listen. Leer, I had to come to the conclusion that the only thing I could do now was pray for them. I went to church the other day and the sermon was on prayer. The pastor told us that prayer is a tool to friendship. And it CAN change lives. So perhaps you can get discourage with arguing and talking to others. That’s the time you need to lean on God for support and help. Go to Him, Leer and see what wonderful things God has in store for your life! Thank-you for asking about me and answering the questions while I was busy… it’s great to know that you are there to help me. J Paul and Barnabus were just like this, when one was busy. The other one filled in. Thank-you Leer. It says you live in the US, where? On the east coast or west coast? Always, Diving Rocks Name: diving rocks Country: fiji Comment: Azsure, hey, I haven’t been on in a while. But I’ve been thinking about you and praying for you. I’m encouraged that you are talking to a friend. Remember to also talk to God, He’s always there for you, through all the trying times. Don’t be scared to call on Him anytime/anywhere. You know what? You’re right, you don’t have to go to church in order to pray to God. God loves everyone on earth; we are all his children! God hopes that you will one day have a desire to go to church and worship Him. But there’s a growing process, so maybe you aren’t ready for that. God still loves you and always will love you. Azsure, God wants to help you through this problem. Guess what? God has help me loss weight. I was a cow till I talked to God and asked for His help. Before asking God I tried being anorexic thinking that would help. Rather I felt bad like I had hurt God, I also had a bad attitude, and I hated my appearance. But now I don’t have to worry about that. God has made me special, who I am… that doesn’t mean we shouldn’t work at our weight. No, we should look good for God! Azsure, God loves you! Leer and I are praying for you. Always, Diving Rocks! Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Aszure, Thank u for being do sweet. I think that u will grow up to be a perfectly normal person with no problems. You sound nice and with that attitude it will get you anywhere. Praying always, Luv Leer. Also have you talked to diving rocks in a while? I haven't and I want to talk to her about something. Name: Bulimic_Death_i_am Country: usa Comment: And umm leer,of corse Aszure is my real name.. Name: Bulimic_Death_i_am Country: usa Comment: Thanks lear.I'm not mad at you,I just am a little unhappy and i'm sorry if i was rude to you in any way.But i really dont like telling people about the stupid eating disorder thigie,it really bothers me,i do apericieate the help though.I never really ask for help even if i need it,A firend of mine i dont really know her but her and i have been e-mailing each other for a long time now,she's helped me alot and so have you. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: everything is SOOOOOO hard now because i am on an anti-depressant that decreases appetite (yay!). but because my anorexia, i have to be monitored on my weight. so now i cant go any lower than 115, my weight now, or ill be taken off it. and it really helps me! so i am SO scared im gonna be fat. all i need is reassurance that i wont get fat. but i cant find it....... Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Diving rocks, were are you? You haven't posted anything in a while. I was hoping to talk to you. Do you have aim? (aol instant messenger) Luv always Leer! Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Azsure, Ok, I'll drop it but I didn't say you had to only tell grown ups, at least a friend though. Please tell this friend. Well Even though you don't want to hear what I have to say I still am praying for you though. Luv always Leer. Oh also, Azsure, is that your name? Cause if it is its cool. Please don't have any hard feelings tord me, I just want to help, not get in your face. Name: Bulimic_Death_i_am Country: usa Comment: Lissen,eating disorders kinda run in my family,like befor my mother had kids she only was like 90lbs,and she's 5'4,my older sister she's 16 5'8 121lbs about a month ago she only was like 95 lbs,so i guess i just kinda get it from my mother,I dont need help,and i'm not tell anyone about my weight or my stupid eating disorder,so if you dont SHUT UP i will never come here again,but if you do shut up about this i'll stay and i'll teel a firend of mine.But i will not go to some adult or a stupid doctor,i hate older people,they anoyy me.Love Aszure. Name: Cat Country: usa Comment: I automatically throw up constantly and I can't help it, but I'm also really fat. Damn it! I guess I've gotta cut out beer...mmm...beer... Name: R Country: usa Comment: Hey ppl. I want u all to know that know matter what ur size, have some confidence. I gave up caring wut ppl think about me in 8th grade, in 9th now. I tell it works. Its from genetics, but I'm 14 and wiegh 81 pounds. Im really short, like 4'11". Anyway, you all should be happy with the bodies u have....its the only one u got. Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Azure if you only way 42 lbs your parents probley know. You can't weight so little and it not be noticeable. They probley can tell your to small and look sickly. Lesson to sad, telling someone will help you and I will never shut up a bout this. You need help and I REALLY want you to get some. I have problem with the fack Im obese but the other day I talked to my friend who is a perfect, skinny cheerleader, whao I thought would never understand but she did. She talked to me and helped me feel better about myself. If you tell someone people will be there to help, I know. Also God is ALWAYS there no matter what situation and who is not there for you he is. Please pray and ask him in your heart and for help. Please. Luv always Leer Name: sad Country: usa Comment: u know at first i didnt want ANYBODY knowing about my eating diesorer(s). but now that ive told, it's a lot easier. the people know about me and they try to make me feel better. if ur ever hiding it, tell. it'll be a lot better and easier for you. now my relatives make 'special' food for me. like stuff with vegetables and fat-free, low-cal, high fiber, all that stuff. they're really sweet. believe me. it wont hurt anybody if u tell them. it'll hurt you if you dont tell them. im prayin for all of us suffering and i thank God there are caring people like leer and diving rocks. Name: Bulimic_Death_i_am Country: usa Comment: Leer,My family dosent know i only way 42lbs,And they will never find out.I'm sick of life,and i dont want to die,i really dont,i mean i'm not scared of death but dieing scares the holey heck out of me.I'll be fine,and please just shut up about it. Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Aszure, U DONT need to b doing this, cutting is bad no matter how much u do it. I really don't care that u dont cae what I have 2 say because Im gona tell u the truth and that u need help no matter how much it hurts u or makes u mad. U have problems and U DO need HELP. It might hurt ur family but if u obly weight 42 lbs they probley already no. They will care and help u throught this so tell them, pray everday and talk to the Lord he is there 4 u. Lesson 2 me no matter how much u dont care. PLEASE! Luv always Leer. Name: Bulimic_Death_i_am Country: usa Comment: Leer,you dont need to go to church to pray to god or anything like that,your home is your church.I really dont care anymore and i dont care what you have to say.My firend David he is trying to talk me out of cutting,he did once,but cutting is just so adicting.I dont cut much anymore,sometimee it feels like the only way i can get out some of my pain.But i would get help,i really would,but i can't,I just cant hurt anyone else,if i tell my mother or someone else in my family it would hurt them,and i just cant do that.and since i only way 42lbs i wont go anorexic,but i'm going to get may weight up to aboout 100lbs and then i'll go anorexic.Love Aszure. Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Aszure Please don't be cutting yourself or be anorexic. I wish you could get some help. There will be some pain from loved ones when they find out but they will always be there for you and help you through it. I promise if you talk to family or friends and explain how you feel and ask for help they will be there for you. It seems your family loves you if your scared to hurt then. But the more you cut and become smaller your probley making it worse for yourself and maybe even them. Lesson to diving rocks and please follow the Lord into what is right foe yourself and pray every day and go to church and worship and ask him for forgiveness and help. He can guide you through the toughest times and fill any void that you may have. I know you don't know me and think I shouldn't be twlling you what to do but it seems your heading into a life of trouble, please get help throught family, friends, and the Lord. Please. If you ever need to talk and let it out on a person, NOT ON YOURSELF, Im here to talk to any time. I know what your going through cause my VERY BEST FRIEND went through the same thing. I loved her to much to just stand by so I didn't care how mad she got I preached to her told her how it scared me that she was a cutter and didnt eat. Now she barely ever cuts and is getting better a telling me or her other friends about it instead of cutting, it DOES help, I promise. Talk to me or atleast to diving rocks. Love always Leer. Name: Bulimic_death_i_am Country: usa Comment: Hey,everyone... Diving rocks,i'm sorry if i got mad at you,and i'm sorry if i took up some of your time.It's just i really really hate people and it's hard for me to deal with life.i'm in so much pain.the only way i could ever get some of that pain out was if i were to cut myselfe,i have cut myselfe many times befor,i guess it's the only way i can get anything out.I really hate being in pain.i really want help,i really really do.it's just i feel if i get help or tell someone it will hurt them to much,i cant hurt anyone,i just can't,i would kill myselfe but that would hurt alot of people.i rather be in pain the hurt anyone,i just cant get help.but i will get my weight up to about 100 pounds or a little less,and then i'm gonna go anorexic i just cant take this anymore.but at least if i were to gain a little bit i woudent die as fast as i would if i were to go anorexic right now............. Love always Aszure. Name: Am i fat? Country: usa Comment: I am 12 years old and am 5'2 and weigh 110 pounds! all my friends are so skinny and they brag about it. One day, before class (summer school) my friends talked and said I was obese behind my back but I heard it cause I wanted to talk to them. I think I am fat and I read a fashion magazine and saw those shinny models. What shold i do, and am I fat? Name: Worried Country: usa Comment: I have a friend who is 5'5 and weighs 80-85 pounds! She used to be 100 somethin' two years ago and now she is totally skinny but thinks she is still fat! What should i do? Name: sad Country: usa Comment: a good reason to stop throwing up is why i dont throw up all the time. my throut hurt like hell the mourning after the first time i did it. i dont know how anybody could throw up all the time and have their throut in that kind of pain. and when you throw up, you dont throw all of it up anyway. as much as the voices in our heads tell us to, they're wrong. none of us deserve that kind of pain. replace those voices with other thoughts. i scream at them and tell them to shut up and i dont care if anyone in my house hears because they all know that i have certain meltdowns and other crap like that. good luck. we can get rid of those voices! especially with a little help from Christ! Name: 85pounds Country: usa Comment: I am bulimic and I hate it I know I need help and yet I still throw up my food. If I am not at home and I can't throw up my food I starve my self. I am hardly home so I hardly ever eat. I wish to starve myself so much that I will die. I amm still scared and my mom is like super worried. This all started Before my eight grade graduation. I was unhappy because I thought that my body was to chubby for my graduation dress. I thougt that I would go on a diet and lose about ten to twenty pounds because I was about thiry pounds. I is about three weeks later and I still can't stop and worse at first all I did was eat healthy and run alot but now I am so weak. HELP ME! Name: Bulimic_death_i_am Country: usa Comment: I think i'm gonna get my weight up to 105 and then i'm gonna go anorexic.at least i will gain a little bit befor going anorexic. Name: divin' rocks! Country: fiji Comment: Azsure… Each day I pray for you. I know God answers prayer; I’ve seen it first hand. I’ve seen Him answer and take away my problems and pains! I trust Him! I read a verse from the Bible the other day that reminds me of this situation… it says something to the effect of, “If you call upon me (God says), I will answer you and take away all your problems, that’s right, if you call on me, sincerely.” That verse I really take to heart, I need to call on God sincerely and He will answer my problems. In the past I’ve said, “thank-you God, amen”. At that time prayer didn’t mean too much to me except that I had to… but I see prayer as my ‘life-line’ to God. He is there 24 hours a day/7 days a week to listen to my problems. Like ‘sad from the USA’ said, it feels like someone is really listening to me… the Lord listens to all our requests, problems, joys, everything. Azsure, call upon Him sincerely. He can help you in any and every problem in your life. I’m sure it’s hard to trust… life is so hard something, like going through pain like you’re having. The devil wants you to feel out of control. But you know what, God is pleading for you and begging for you to come to Him and He will be in control of your life… as soon as you put FULL trust in Him. I can’t make anyone believe and trust. You’ve got to make the choice on your own. But when you lose hope and feel like you aren’t in control remember this. God loves you! He wants you as His child, forever! Leer and I are praying for you, Azsure. I pray you come to the right decision… become God’s child let Him be in control! Name: sad Country: usa Comment: i wish i could stop being afraid of eating. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: i think God is punishing me because i haven thrown up in A WHILE and i thought maybe i wasnt going to again but yesterday i was back in that bathroom. Name: help me plz Country: honduras Comment: how can i be making excuses i know exactly what i am talking about, i know i can change but even if i try i cant find a way out,what can i actually do when I feel lonely? Name: sad Country: usa Comment: bulimic_death_i_am....that is exactly how i feel. i thoughti had control over my body but i dont. it's controlling me. it's controlling you too. we cant let it control us. i believe in God and i trust that he will eventually get me through this. it feels good when i pray because i feel like someone is actually listening to me for the first time. it's gonna be a long battle, i know, and i know it's hard to trust God, but when you do, i know you'll feel a hope come. and besides...hearing about someone who's a little shorter than me and only weighs 42 pounds makes ME feel fat! and like my mother says, im still more than 20 pounds underweight. Name: Bulimic_death_i_am Country: usa Comment: Diving rocks!,what if someone dosent belive in god,and dosent want his help,what do you do then?.......What if you were so thin you could barlie breath what do you do then?I don't trust god,i should but i don't,i'm 5'2i only weigh 42lbs,i have alot of breathing problems because i'm so thin.people tell me i'm to thin and that i should get help,but they dont understand,i would get help,i really would,i want help,i need help,but i just dont have it in me to get it,i dont know how to get it.I want to trust god i really do.What do you think i should do?i want to weigh more but my body just wont let me,it's like i'm being held hostige by my own mind. Name: diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: leer, hey, yep diving does rock. ha ha! i really like how you talk about the Lord and all. You sound like a true believer! We're daughters of the Lord. Even as God's children we still have problems we're working on. like I'm working on self control... God has really helped me with that. He can help us all with our problems. ASK HIM TO DIRECT YOUR LIFE...leer, He will! I'm praying for you to continually grow in knowledge of the Lord and draw closer to HIIM. He loves you. Prayers, diving rocks! Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Diving rocks!, scuba diving sounds cool. B 2 scared 2 do it myself but thats cool how u feel ur experiancing the wonders that God created. How old r u? Just wanting to know. I'll b 15 in October. Do u have aim? (aol instant messenger)? I think it would b cool 2 chat with u. Well God bless and have a wonderful day. luv always, Leer. Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: sad, I know u probley don't want 2 here this but it seems like ur mother is in dinal about u having a REAL problem. Shes probley just thinking ur naturally thin, when u really have a disorder. U need to talk to her and express whats been happening to u and both of u sould go to the Lord. Let him lead u to whats right, like diving rocks said, Im praying for u. We r both here 4 u if u need 2 talk. Luv always, Leer. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: my mother said to me, "you couldn't gain weight or get fat even if you ate cheesecake everynight for a year!" hahahaha. should i really believe her? Name: diving rocks... Country: fiji Comment: sad, i know it's hard to except BUT you must find help. God can help, IF you put your full trust in Him. I think God lead you to this website so Leer and I can help us (ONLY WITH GOD'S HELP) Find help, sad.... listen to your parents. I just read somethings about listening to your parents. One of the Bible verses talked about obaying our parent b/c it pleases God. So sure you may not belive your mom when she says you are "wasting away", you think she would lie to you. NO, she's telling you the truth. Listen to her.... she wants to help. Talk it over with your mom and ask her to help you. I'll be praying for you, sad! You are in despret need of GOD. He loves you and cares so much about you............... I'll be in prayer. Name: diving rocks Country: fiji Comment: leer, hey, cool, I was jsut wondering about leer, I mean, why that was.... diving rocks... I'm a scuba diver. I love scuba diving! It makes me feel so close to God because I'm delighting in His nature... i thought it would be a good name b/c it decribes ME.... a scuba diver but normal teenager. You go girl, I'm glad you can help me with this... I think God will bless you b/c of your service. God bless you, Linda....In Christ, Diving rocks! Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: diving rocks, my first name and middle name is Linda Lee. About 3 years ago when I was in 6th grade my friends just started calling me Leer one day. Even though Im rarely called that now its still fun to remember those days, so thats why I use it for my call name. Why do you use diving rocks? just wondering. Well thank you for saying Im in this with you. I LOVE everyone and Im praying for you all. Luv ya Leer Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: help me plz ur just making excuses. The fact that u said u dont understand it and u want help tells me u do no what ur talking about and ur strong anough 2 make a change, so DO IT. Dont give up and eat normal, if u have troble and have a hard time just pray to the Lord, I promise u it will help. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: i know God has a plan for me and everything. even my mother tells me i'm 'wasting away'. but it's a disease in my head that wont go away no matter how many times ive sked Him to help me. i eat very little, and throw up if i feel bad about it sometimes. Name: diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: sad, listen to me! I know you want to be skinny and all... who doesn't..... now people want to be like movie stars and famous SKINNY people. God has other plans for you, it's on another path. A path toward Him, the Lord God who loves you and cares so much about you. He created you to be His child. I know you are struggleing with your appearance but work on it the right way. My close, close friend was bulimic. But God came and tapped her on the shoulder. She suddenly knew what she was doing was so wrong and she was killing herself for no good reason. my friend couldn't believe what she was doing this for, just looks. God changed her direction and now has a wonderful relationship with the Lord. Everyone still struggles with their weight. But you know what? We working towards a relationship with God. That's our main goal. Sad, I'm praying for you and everyone of you on this website.... why, you may ask..... BECAUSE, I care.... it's what Jesus would have me do.... care and pray for you! Name: diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: hep?me_plz , God can help you stop! Really, He can... trust Him! I know you are going through a hard time and everything is difficult. Well, God can help you in any and every sitituation. I'm not just saying things I know it's true. It's says it in the Bible... You know what, hep?me_plz? God can help you back on the right track... the track towards having good relationships, trusting, and loving. God LOVES you so much! He sent His only Son to die for you. so when you are feeling like a worthless, empty soal... Just remember to God the Father, you're gold. You are so special to Him! Talk to God and ask Him to help you with this, He will. I swear, God will help you. He has helped me, I'm living proof that God answers prayer. hep?me_plz, God loves you! I'm praying for you...In His (God's) grip, Diving rocks! Name: Diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: Leer, I am glad I can do this with you. I, am similar to you…a normal teenager. But I'm not perfect, I also struggle with my weight and appearance. I learned the right, godly way to deal with my problems and I wanted to share that with everyone. Leer: God is SO wonderful! He healed your mom! As you know and have seen God can do miracles. He is seeing us and wants us to have a relationship with Him. I have learned so much about God and the Bible by just truly seeking. When you seek, God will provide many people in your life to help improve your knowledge. That is what He has done for me. I praise the Lord everyday for saving my life. Please continue in the mission… We are like Paul and Barnabus in the New Testiment, you know. I am glad that you in this with me, like Barnabus… don’t give up, Leer! God has a plan for you. Hey, just one more question. What’s with your call name, ‘Leer’? God bless you! Let’s keep praying! Name: hep?me_plz Country: honduras Comment: can somebody tell me how to stop?? Name: help?me_plz Country: honduras Comment: i have had bulimia over 4 years now and i cant really stop it... i dislike everybody like peole annoy me ..i dont trust people... i think that everybody hates me and they want to hurt me.. i really hate my body and wich i was very thin.. and i cant loose weight because of all these binges.. i wish i couldbe happy its like i am for a second but then all comes down and i am traped in my room all alone eating... with something in me saying i dont want to be with anybody.. disliking everybody even my own mom..i have a boyfriend and i love him very much and i dont even know what to do i even think he doesnt love me when he actually does but its like i cant really understand it.. i really need help can somebody help me plzzzz??? Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Bulimic_Death_i_am, u seemed 2 have make a slight turn around. Not so rude sounding than in ur other articles. Thats good, that shows u can change easly, Don't give up and never think of urself n ne negative ways. I still praying 4everybody! Luv always Leer Name: sad Country: usa Comment: i went to confession at the end of april and i confessed about...cutting...for a long time...and my priest is really nice. he knows about me but he doesnt understand anorexia much. at night i pray and beg go dto give a flat stomach. that's all, just a flat stomach and id probly stop. but everybody tells me i have a flat stomach. i dont believe them cuzi KNOW they're just sayin that. but for pete's sake, why cant i have a flat stomach???? i do crunches every pathetic day i have. wtf????!!!! Name: gymnast Country: usa Comment: i am a gymnast so i need food to give me energy to make it through practice and the rest of the day but i want to lose 10 pounds in a week how do i do that without starving myself? im not sure if its even posible to do in a week and do it in a healthy manner but if anyone has any suggestions or if u tried something b4 and it worked.. TELL ME PLEASE!!! thanx!! u can email me or just write back on this site but my email is roxystr209@aol.com!!! somebody anybody please write back!! thanx sOo much!! Name: Bulimic_Death_i_am Country: usa Comment: Diving rocks,to tell you the truth i dont trust anyone.I really dis like people. If it was up to me everyone would not exist. I don't know why i dis like people so much but i do,maybe it's because i dis like myselfe.Anyway I have to go but,ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm,Take care of yourselfe. Love ASzure Name: Bulimic_Death_i_am Country: usa Comment: I just lost 5 pounds,I was already to thin,now i just look sick. How stupid can i be. I really want to get help but i can't. I feel like i'm gonna pass out or something. Please help me. Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: sad, God didn't put you on this Earth to feel pain. But because of our sins there is pain. There would be no pain if the world was perfect and no one sined. But this world isn't perfect, and we're just going to have to make it through with God by our side. If you pray to him for help and believe in him and try to worship and be the best you can be, you wouldn't have as much pain. Believe in him, I'm begging. I'll always be here if someone needs someone to talk to. Luv always, Leer. Name: in_desprate_need Country: india Comment: diving rocks i think its sweet that your prayin for all of us and i thank you for it. im glad that you care. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: is it my purpose to have anorexia/bulimia/depression? did God put me on this earth to have pain?! cuz i swear im gonna kill myself if i hear another voice in my head telling me im fat or if i look in the mirror Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: diving rocks! I love what you say to these people. How old are you? You speak as if your wiser than your years. All of yall should take her advice, she knows what shes talkin about. The Lord our God is with us through the good and the bad. Pray to him and let him come in to heal. About 3 years ago my mother got cancer and I prayed and my family prayed and we put it in Gods hands. Because of him shes fine and the cancers gone. "Science only goes so far then comes God" a great quote out of THE NOTEBOOK. Please lesson to me. God is the answer, believe in him and get help and heal. Please take him in your heart!!!!! I know I probley sound weird and you think "Why should I Lesson to her, I don't even know her?" Well Im just an average teenager going to high school this year with tons of friends. Im just like you and I have weight problems too. But I believe in the Lord and if I want to lose weight I do it the good way with Gods help. SO don't think I dont understand and I don't know what Im talking about because I do. The only way your going to make it in this life is if you have God in your heart. BELIEVE me. If anyone of yall need someone to talk to or someone to ask about God, Im here. I want all yall to no that. Im always here 4 u. I go to this website every day so Just write u need to talk to me and put ur e-mail. Im here. Luv always, Leer! Name: Bulimic_Death_i_am Country: usa Comment: Diving rocks,shirley isent my real name. IT's my nickname,it was the only thing i could think of when i created my e-mail. Anyway,why are you always saying something about Dolly partin?Yeah suer she's really thin,but not everyone here wants to look like her.You should leave Dolly partin out of this. Name: diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: Sad! Oh, sad from the USA. You are right about tomagatchi girl… But sad, you aren’t fat. God made you special. Why won’t you listen? Are you really seeking help? I want to help. But the first think we need to start upon is “zipping it”. Put your finger on your mouth, and zip it closed. Meaning, we need to shut ourselves up. Our thoughts and feelings are strengthen as we give them utterance. So perhaps you feel and think you are fat… put a frame of mind on that you won’t talk about how fat you are for one day. Tell me how you do? My best guess is that you keep calling yourself fat and other people (like a boyfriend) keeps calling you fat… so you feel like you are fat. God made you special. He loves you the way you are. He loves you so much that He gave His son, Jesus to die in our place. I’m praying for you, Sad!!!!! Name: diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: Tamagotchi from the USA! Hey, listen to me…. God didn’t create you to look like Dolly Partin, He made you (Tamagotchi) special, that means being yourself. You shouldn’t starve yourself. Ask a doctor or nurse to see a proper height/weight chart. They will show you the proper weight for a girl your age and height. I’m praying for you. About your other note: Tamagotchi gal, at nine years old you shouldn’t be going through this…. Nobody should go through this hard life. I pray that you find help: talk to a pastor, doctor, nurse, parent, adult, teacher, anybody! They will help you. We often feel fat since our friends pressure us that, “oh, you’re fat”. I have a friend, who gets bothered by this boy. This boy calls her “fatty” and other mean names. She’s slim and pretty. But since we get bothered by pressure around us. We seem to fall in to it… we think we are fat. But you know what? God thinks you are beautiful, He thinks you are special, and He loves you. When we kill our body (the temple of the Holy Spirit, or where God lives) that’s like telling God. I don’t like how you created me. It’s like telling God how bad He has created. God loves you, Tamagotchi gal. I’m praying for you! Name: diving rocks Country: fiji Comment: Sad from the USA, God did make you just as He wants you… you are right about that. But it’s not the devil’s choice of who’s fat or not. No, it’s are choice. In the Bible it talks about self-control. That doesn’t mean that we shouldn’t eat at all, that’s taking it to the extremes. Rather God wants us to eat from the original plan… fruits, veggies. Perhaps it’s not as yummy as cakes and sweets BUT it’s self-control. We control what we eat…the kind of food we eat, the amount of food, and when we eat. That’s what I meant God made us how He wants us to look. Name: diving rocks Country: fiji Comment: Aszure (Isn’t Shirley your real name? I mean I noticed it from your e-mail address). You sound so frustrated… I have trouble helping since I don’t know what you are going through. I personally have learned SO much from knowing God! God has helped me with my life, He (God) has helped me keep order in my life… but I have to have faith in Him. Trust Him to guide me upon the right path. Sure I might not be doing the outwardly cool thing, but it’s the godly path for me. I love it! You know what? With God’s help I am who I am today. If I didn’t have God I would be like the world. I would be more concerned about my appearance than relationships…. A relationship with God! I know you don’t want help, you said quote, “I’m not going to get help”. But don’t you trust anybody? Perhaps I should tell you my story. Before I knew Christ everything was dull. You know, I was searching but couldn’t find any answers. I was looking in all the wrong places; friends, books, boys, and I were even thinking about becoming anorexic (like Mary Kate Olson, just to become popular…). But I guess you could say God tapped my shoulder and said, “Diving rocks! You need ME.” I talked to some adults and they truly showed me the way that I needed to head…. Towards GOD! Now I want others to see how to find God. Though you don’t want help, would you please listen to me? Here’s something I was touched by, I think you’ll like it… it’s the lyrics to a song (when they say He, it means God): “You feel insignificant, a whisper in the wind. Sometimes you think nobody knows your name. But there’s somebody watching over you. And He knows everything you’re going through! He sees every single tear; He feels everything you’re feeling. He wants to hold you close and dry your eyes. Oh your heart is what He hears, when the world just hears you crying. No matter what the pain, He cares about every single tear. Overwhelmed by circumstance, out of your control. Hope can be the hardest thing to find. When you’re like a heart without a home. You don’t have to face this hurt alone! Cuz He sees every single tear; He feels everything you’re feeling. He wants to hold you close and dry your eyes. Oh, your heart is what He hears, when the world just hears you crying. No matter what the pain, He cares about every single tear.” I hope you take this to heart… if you really, truly want God… ask Him. Tell Him that you are a sinner in need of a Savior. That you know that he died for your sins and you want a relationship with Him! Ask Him to come in to your heart and cleans it. You know what? He will and God will change your life. No matter how confusing life is with acting school, friends, and hard choices. God will always be there for you. So even when you are feeling horrible, insignificant, unworthy of His love… God will give you a hug and encourage you so you know something: You are special; God made you and loves you SO much! I’m here for you and will continually pray! Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: help me please, u r not FAT! the strech marks r because u r SOOOOO tall. U probley had groth spert and thats why it happened. TONS of my friends r just like that,but they r beautiful and skinny. I PRAYING 4 each and everyone of yall. I wont u 2 no that Name: sad Country: usa Comment: tomagatchi girl you're not fat. my sister is 9 and she weighs more and shes REALLY skinny. BUT IM FAT! Name: Sombody Country: Other Comment: I live in the sea. Oh man, you reading tis, you're sooo fat you look pregnant! Name: Tamagotchi gal Country: usa Comment: Sorry 4 the mistake above, I acsedentilly pressed enter well, as I was saying. O.K now I fell like I'm getting fatter by the second! Like I'm a ancor! All you peeps out there, I'm very stylin' but I'm even fatter! OH NO I'M EXPLODING!!! Name: Tamagotchi gal Country: usa Comment: O.K now I Name: Tamagotchi Country: usa Comment: Oh my god I'm fat! I am 9 years old, 5 feet 10, and I weigh 76 pounds! I feel like I weigh 76 tons! Name: sad Country: usa Comment: God made us who He wanted us to look. BUT THE THE HELL WANTS TO LOOK FAT??!! Name: Bulimic_Death_i_am Country: usa Comment: I'M NOT GOING TO GET HELP! I'm fine.Diving rocks,lissen if you don't want to stop praying you dont have to.If i wanted help i could easyaly get it. It's just I can't handle anything,and it's driving me crazy,this stupid acting school and everything else is to much for me to be taking on.I'm still week,but not to week. I hope you understand that i'm not mad at you, but i'm mad at myselfe.If you want to stop writing me,fine,but i like talking to you.It gives me something to do that dosent invole palitics or money. I know i'm a little weird and i know i'm to thin and i'm most likeliy insain. Thanks for everything And don't call me bulimic_death_i_am call me Aszure. Name: diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: Who ever need advice, help, or pray. Ask me, I CARE. I'm praying for all fo you! Name: Diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: Bulimic death I am, please get help! But I’ll never stop praying for you…Why? Because you need it. If you want, I won’t write you anymore, but YOU CAN’T MAKE ME STOP PRAYING. You need GOD! GOD WANTS YOU!!!!!!!!!! Name: divin' rocks! Country: fiji Comment: “Help me please” from the USA, I know as a female we are so worried about our appearance. I’m included…. Anyway I lost weight the right way. I exercised, ate right, and asked for God’s help. Sometimes diet clubs like Jennie Creg helps….or talk to your doctor, but never turn to bulimia or anorexia…. Name: diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: Helen, isn’t hard? It was for me… but once I put it in God’s hands, things changed, oh Helen, did they change. I was calm and felt secure. I knew God could help me with all my problems, even my weight. I KNOW GOD CAN HELP YOU TOO! Just ask Him and you will find assurance. Please find help…. Helen, please find help, I mean it. Being anorexic isn’t God’s plan for us. He wants you to feel safe in His care. That mean, not killing ourselves because we hate our appearance…. In the Bible it say, look at the lilies of the field they don’t care about how they are dressed because God cares, loves them. As you know, we’re not exactly lilies. (ha-ha) But God compares us to lilies because he thinks we’re as beautiful (just like lilies). I’m a girl and know about the world pressuring us about our looks… we’re not made to look like Dolly Partin! But Helen, you know what? God created us how He wants us…. our body is the temple of the Holy Spirit, so we can care about how we look. But don’t let our so-called care for our looks to get in the way with our relationship with God. That should always be the most important thing in our life. So Helen, I’ll pray for you as well as everyone on this site. I pray that you are calmed by the Lord and make your body the temple of the Holy Spirit. The Lord loves and cares for you. So do I, I want to help everyone on this site. Please let me care... Name: Helen Country: united kingdom Comment: I am 8 stone and 5 foot 9. I have been living with anorexia for last year and can not cope with it any more. I am currently getting help but im scared bout gettin help cos there is that part of me that does not want help cos that means i will hav to eat and im soo so scared of bein fatter than i already am. I jst want sum1 to talk to bout it who knows wat i am goin through and has experienced it! Name: hELp Me Please Country: usa Comment: I am 13 years old and I am a female. i weigh 180lbs and I am 5'9, I need help to get my weight down before I probably explode! I also have stretch marks around my waist because of being soooo... OVERWEIGHT...can someone please help me! Name: Bulimic_death_i_am Country: usa Comment: Diving rocks,I don't care,And i'am not mad at you. I just want you to stop. I'm not worth your time. Just leav me alone,please stop praying for me.I'm begging you to stop. If i were to get help would you stop praying for me? I'll do anything to get you to stop. I hate the feeling of people careing about me. it makes me want to die,i just can't understand why you care. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: i just lost 3 pounds and now im down to 112. only 10 more pounds to go! Name: Diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: Bulimic_Death_i_am, everyone needs to be prayed for..... you deserve it since you are seeking. though you are mad at me...... I still care for you. I may not know you personally but I know you are in need. Like my friend leer said, God wants us to love everyone. It's true. We're in prayer because we care....for you and everyone of you who needs help. You can't buy with any amount of money salvation, God's love, or our prayers. It's special......... for you. I'm in prayer for YOU, (even if you don't want me to.) Name: Diving rocks! Country: fiji Comment: Bulimic_Death_i_am, I'm praying for you.... I am concerned. You need to see that Jesus died for you and you are killing yourself. You are special to God, don't do this. I pray you find help! Leer from the USA, "you are totally right". Leer, I am also praying for you too. I know you are trying to lose weight, the right way. Me too...... I've lost 8 pounds in two weeks....guess how????? I exercised at fruit and veggies and tada!!!!!!!! Praise the Lord I'm down eight pounds. You can do it too Leer. Pray about it too, God is interested in your life. "God bless us, everyone!" If anyone has any questions jsut type me by name on this website...I'll try to get back to you as soon as I can. I can help with any questions about God or your weight. I know what you are going through. Leer and I want to help! Why? Because WE care! Name: Desperate 2 loose weight Country: usa Comment: I am 5'4, 12 and almsot weigh 200 pounds, please some one give me help!, Im about to enter the 7th grade, and I want to have a girl, I have 2 months, please I beg send me an email at eddie_latinoheat_619@hotmial.com Name: in_desprate_need Country: usa Comment: im 5'7 and im @ 182 lbs i realy need help gettin my weight down before school starts back any suggestions?? Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: "Science can only go so far and then comes God" The Notebook Name: I can't Country: usa Comment: Praying is a very powerful type of help. Name: I can't Country: usa Comment: Iam 16,5'8,and 65lbs. I've been anorexic/bulimic and i want to kill myselfe.BUt i got help.yeah it dosent help much but at least someone knows,and Bulimic_Death_i_am take care of your selfe suer you can get help but will you alow it to acually help you? let people care about you,people you dont even know are helping you. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: i do have depression. but the thing is, doctors dont know anything about the emotional part of anorexia. they just tell me to gain weight. when i tell them i can't, they just yell at me to do it. ive been talking to my therapist who specializes in eating disorders, but ive talking to her for about a year and theres been no progress. it's like it doesnt matter what i do cuz it's not gonna work. i always see myself as a big fat pig. and im very anti-social because of all of this crap... Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: me from Australia can you translate that into feet and inches and in pounds? I don't undersrand your way of messurments, sorry. Name: me Country: australia Comment: Hi im a 15 year old girl im 171cm tall and i weigh 70kg am i over weight?..... Name: Whatever Country: usa Comment: Sad,the reason you most likliy don't see that you'er underweight is because some miss understanding in your mind,people look at them selfe and put that they are fat in there head,even if they are not fat they still think they are,prhaps you should ask your doctor for some advice about your weight and what trigers the mind to think bad about it's body.And if you don't want to talk to a doctor then maybe you should do a little bit of research,when i did,i found that bulimia was trigerd by depression and persuer by looking at people that are thinner then you and wannting to look like them,anerexia is a disorder that starts in your head like most eating disorders exept anorexia kills you faster,you start to lose your apetite and then you cant take in food on your own.But if you feel bad about your selfe you have to see why you feel bad about your selfe,maybe you'er just depressed,or maybe you just hate your body,if you do hate your body you should really talk to a doctor about it.And you should look at who you are,iam suer your a nice person.And dont feel bad about your selfe it will drive you crazy if you do. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: know what else sux? a mother who works for weight watchers and knows the exact range of weight you should be, and if you're unerweight, AND always telling me that im underweight. if it's true, why cant i see that? Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: sad, you shouldn't think that you weigh to much because at the height 5'8" you should be around 150 to 160 pounds. Your not over wieght but actually VERY under. Please start gaining weight and be healthy, eat more. It scares me when people like you that are too skinny think they are fat. I weigh 218 at 5'6" and thats when you need to lose wieght. Not when your almost a stick. PLEASE, im begging you don't think that. I'll be praying for you. Name: sad Country: usa Comment: i cant believe what happened to me...i gained weight.....now im 115 at 5'8. i dont know how this happened, but i am so miserable.....what do i do................................. Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Sugarbaby you seem to be almost at perfect weight. A little under maybe. So Stop. You seem perfectly fine. And crystal Im really happy for u that u learn to look over what u think and b healthy. Name: crystal Country: usa Comment: I am 20 years old and I have buliemia,I've been bulimic since I was 17,I went from 185 down to 125 in a matter of months,It started happening after I had a breast reduction,I wanted a body to match my chest,so I started throwing up,I was depressed all the time,I was dehydrated,cold,moody and my breath stinks,I'm trying to get help now,and I even gained alittle weight,sometimes I feel real fat but deep down inside I know I'm beautiful,as so people tell me,I don't have to be this way,and ladies,neither should you,I decided my fate along time ago,please don't be stupid like me and go down the same path,I pray that I get better someday and will do everything in my power to get there,love urself! Name: Sugarbaby0396 Country: usa Comment: I know the feeling of being fat. Even though I only weigh 115 pounds, everyday I struggle with what I am going to eat. I lost 45 pounds about 3 years ago in like 2 months, and go down to 105 pounds from 150...so I really know what it is like. I want to lose back down to 105, but I can't seem to find anything that works. Will someone please let me in on some secretes to losing weight without having to kill yourself at the gym!!!!! Name: Leer Country: usa Comment: Also, I've been looking @ the POWER 90 program. It sounds effective. Theres a website you can go to to look It sounds like something some of yal are looking for. But before you try any workout program talk to your doctor first. Luv always Leer. 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