hi friends, i'm 30 yrs old and married. mere hubby ka nature bhaut kharab hai. hamari marriage ko 8 yrs ho gaye hai. marriage ke kuch time bad hmari beti ho gayi. iss wajh se meri problms or badh gayi qki inhe beta chaiye tha. Or hamre bich problm or badhti gayi. tbse wo daily drink krne lage or mujhe tourchure krne lage. mujhe kahi bahr jane nahi dete. mai apni life se bhaut paresh ho gyi thi.

mai pura din akele rehti hu or padosiyon ke sath baatn krte apne mann halka kar leti thi. mere pados mai ek ladka hai jisse mai bahr ke kuch kaam kara leti thi. wo hmare yahn ata rahta tha meri beti ke sath khelne. wo college mai tha or merse 5 saal chota hai.
Wo meri har baat manta tha jo mai kehti sab karta tha..Mai use pasnd karne lagi, wo meri bhaut respect karta hai. Jo mko bhaut acha lgta hai. Mai use pana chahti thi, wo bhaut sidha or shy nature ka h. mai usse har tarh ki baatn karne lagi jisse wo khulkar merse baatn kar sake. dhere dhere hum najdik ate gaye or hamare bich pyar badhta gaya. Uska sath muje bhaut acha lgta hai. Or mai uttejit ho jati thi jb wo mere sath hota hai. Hmare bich physical realtn ban gye. Mai bhaut khush rehne lagi uske sath.
Ye pyar or ijjat meri hubby ne mko kbi nhi diya. Iske sath mko jo khushi milti hai usse badhkr mere liye or kuch b nahi hai.

jbse wo meri life ka part pana tbse mujhe apne hubby ki kisi baat ka bura ni lagta tha mai sab ignore kar deti hu unki maar gaaliyan sb. Mujhe unse koi problm nahi hai ab.

Mai hamesa wait karti ki Hum jaldi mile or jab mauka milta tha hum physicl hote the. Mai bilkul contrl ni kar pati jb wo mere paas hota hai. Mai apne aapko rok nahi pati thi or use apne pas ksi na ksi kaam se bula leti thi. Uska ehsaas pakr mai bhaut khush ho jati hu. Abi tak sab acha chal raha hai.

Mujhe apne hubby ka touch krna bilkul pasnd nahi hai. Wo sirf drink krke jb unka mann krta hai tb physcl hote h or so jate hai. Mera dum ghutta h jb ye mujhe touch karte hai.

Kuch time baad mai pregnent ho gyi. Or is bar mujhe ladka hua. Mre hubby ko khushi mili or mko bhi. Par ye beta unka nahi hai or is bat se mujhe koi prblm b nhi h. Ye mere pyar ki nishani hai.

Mre affair ko 3 sal se jyda ho gaye h. Or abi b mai apne ap ko rok nahi pati. Aksar hamre bich physicl realtn bante h. mai apne dono bacho se bhaut pyr karti hu. Mai nahi chati ye baat kisi ko pta chale or usse dur b ni hona chahti. Meri life m jitni b khushi hai sab usi ki wajh se hai. Usi ki wajh se mai hass pati hu. Agr wo ni hota to shayd abtk mar gayi hoti.

Par ab uski shadi ki baat chal ri hai or kuch time mai uski shadi ho jayegi. Wo kehta hai ki shadi ke baad bhi mrse realtn rakhega but mujhe dar lag rha hai kahi wo merse dur na ho jaye. Uska dur jana mai bardast ni kar paungi.

Ye baatn mai or kisi se share nahi kar sakti islye aap logo se share kar rahi hu..