Hi!
We are married fo few years and I suspect he has another girl.
He has a strange habit to leava me on a half before I finish and then watches me and laughs.
He does not allow me to go anywhere alone and I am even not alone enough in the house to finish.
I had a relation with a friend before I was maried and a short time after, then he left abroad.
I can't allow to have any "toys" without him knowing that. I use sometimes something "practical" instead of it, but even this is not that easy, because there is always somone who can see it.

I can't find anyone not far from home, and I tried few times over internet, but it was too far.
Even the GP is his friend /aquaintance.
I feel I will get crasy. What should I do?