Genderdoom
19-05-2021, 04:33 PM
Hello!
I am 34 male, seems like i have started struggling with some weird gender issue which wasn't prominent when I was growing up till i was 33. I am talking about feminization/Crossdressing fantasy.
I had attempted to wear girly dress maybe once or twice but was afraid and forgot about it completely until recently like 2 years it is affecting me and raising gender issues if I am not who I think I am.
Also to note i hadn't had sex till i was 33, don't ask me why i wasn't in any relationship or even wanted to be around girls but now I crave to be with woman or a man and it does not matter the gender but desperately need human touch.
Add to that I have a slender toned slim body, fair skin, young teen face and little to no body hair makes me often look like I am either on HRT or i'm not a guy at all if someone looks at me nude. I don't have boobs but god knows from where I have the curves, and this adds to excitement i try any woman dress they fit perfectly as if stitched to my body.
I think I did not sprout properly, because I was not getting horny/ejaculating enough sperm, maybe few drops but now i do get hard on and more semen..again what happened after 33 to my body? I don't know. I seem to enjoy both being feminine and masculine.
I have not had proper full sex with woman but i have got laid with several men who think I am hotter than girl/wife they were with...shocking to me because i did dress up and changed getup it was unbelievable convincing i was like a hot woman. I mean to say is that i do not know why i have smooth skin, feminine feet and hands.
I am thinking whether i should transition or just be like this as long as I can manage. I build lust to men who get addicted to me and now some couples who see my pic want me as their 3rd wheel in their sex life. what the fuck am I doing is what has become uncertain now.
I am here to seek some advice.
I am 34 male, seems like i have started struggling with some weird gender issue which wasn't prominent when I was growing up till i was 33. I am talking about feminization/Crossdressing fantasy.
I had attempted to wear girly dress maybe once or twice but was afraid and forgot about it completely until recently like 2 years it is affecting me and raising gender issues if I am not who I think I am.
Also to note i hadn't had sex till i was 33, don't ask me why i wasn't in any relationship or even wanted to be around girls but now I crave to be with woman or a man and it does not matter the gender but desperately need human touch.
Add to that I have a slender toned slim body, fair skin, young teen face and little to no body hair makes me often look like I am either on HRT or i'm not a guy at all if someone looks at me nude. I don't have boobs but god knows from where I have the curves, and this adds to excitement i try any woman dress they fit perfectly as if stitched to my body.
I think I did not sprout properly, because I was not getting horny/ejaculating enough sperm, maybe few drops but now i do get hard on and more semen..again what happened after 33 to my body? I don't know. I seem to enjoy both being feminine and masculine.
I have not had proper full sex with woman but i have got laid with several men who think I am hotter than girl/wife they were with...shocking to me because i did dress up and changed getup it was unbelievable convincing i was like a hot woman. I mean to say is that i do not know why i have smooth skin, feminine feet and hands.
I am thinking whether i should transition or just be like this as long as I can manage. I build lust to men who get addicted to me and now some couples who see my pic want me as their 3rd wheel in their sex life. what the fuck am I doing is what has become uncertain now.
I am here to seek some advice.