Dear Smitha, Neha and all,

Scan at the end of 5th month revealed a complication in my pregnancy. A complication by name ' diastolic flow cutoff' had happened which meant supply to the baby was on the negative side. Hence expected growth of the baby didn' t happen.

It was too late by the time the problem was investigated and hence decision to terminate the prgnancy was taken.

I have been on rest since past one month and recovering from mental and physical shock.

Wishing you all the best for a healthy pregnancy, delivery and a healthy baby.

Bye
Soumya. smitha replied. Hi Soumya,
So sorry to hear about your loss....
It must be very hard for you to accept this situation.But as Neha has already written,everything happens for a reason.take good care of yourself and your family.
all the best...
smitha Neha replied. Hi Soumya,
Very sorry to know the news from you.But Do not loose heart.Evrything in this world happens for a cause.
God has his plans and we can not overwrite them.May be think abt it in this way that God did not want to give you an unhealthy baby.

I was also not active on this post since my father passed away in the last week of April.
It was a complete shock for the family and my health was also getting affected......thinking of the ' flashback life' all the time.
I am trying to overcome the negativities and be good toward my pregnancy.
chal you also take care.
and try to get yourself busy with something that will distract you from the grief.

bye and take care

Neha