hello everyone,
they sayz shareing helps, when u can't find out whats wrong, but u feels like drowning deep inside. love my family, 2 girls(mee n my elder sis) n parents, dads transfarable job mostly keep him out, mom n mom's younger bro(uncle), stayz with us to took care, then for studies we, sis n mee went to hostal, mom n uncle manage back home, everythings was ok, my sis got married to far away, mee, got job far away. after 3 years, my careers'was blooimg that time dad got sick, took leave n was hospitalized, mom n uncle took care of him, he got serious diesese, now all worried, after him who will look aft mom, sis can't stay wid mom shez married n her husband got job far away, i left job went home, after few dayz dad expired. now i helped in all expects, like pension, legal works, land property, n right now constructing some buildings for later use,etc. now come to my marriage, my bf asking for marriage, but my mom all worried how she stayz alone, she said uncle will stayz with her.but we, my sis n me don't have much trust on him, still we agreed, now the problem is since my wedding dayz r approching, she, mom iz all freaked out, scolding me , fighting with me.. nagging me, as m stranger, n i should not stay at home, i feel like m wasting her money,.... n outsiders like uncles all enjoying this fighting n all that, feeling terrible... but don't know what to do?????? some times feel like staying n not get married... n sometimes i feel like i should quite everything n go some where peacefull.. just struck in bet everything, duties toward my mom,, duties toward me, my career,.....