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Name: spark76

I had break up with someone and another person luved me truely the most and gave me courage to face obstacles and come out of the fears of lonely and blues with positive attitude and confidence and live life again. Although at that time I was so much engrossed and thought I love the person who ditched me so much that I did not care for this person.I was only thinking of the 1t person and hurt this positive person and went back to him in my past.
i really did not realse his dedicated love and affection and true intention and hurted him and he went away and never contacted.
the day after he left and I got lonely slowly started realising his integrity and undrstood him when I was all alone and his importance in my life and I now realise that I really love only him from within and intend him back.
but i really dont know whether he is married or no as he beleved that I have gone to my old beau and I have realised that i from within intent him and only him when I started thinking from my own mind. Although its 6.5 months passed now I realise its late, but should I give this a chance and contact him with true apology and forgiveness. If not anything else atleast for me to move ahead of this guilt.

As I was innocent and disturbed at that time and helplessly could not think from my mind what is right for me and what is wrong and in this course badly hurted the person who loved me and who is actually right for my life.

I guess he must have cursed me and let go and settled but that is not true at my end.
Shall I contact him once as he always believed that i was the best for him.

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